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Posted: Fri Apr 27, 2007 8:43 am
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Lord Charlemain Richards xxgothvampirexx yep. I dont know...churches are big..and bright..and holy... Eh. I love churchs. Well, the old ones. The new ones are kinda boring, but the olds ones... great architecture, stained glass windows... it's awesome. In the original sense of the word. i like old churches too i alway go hang out in frount of them by the big doors lol
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Posted: Fri Apr 27, 2007 5:43 pm
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deaths-child66 Lord Charlemain Richards xxgothvampirexx yep. I dont know...churches are big..and bright..and holy... Eh. I love churchs. Well, the old ones. The new ones are kinda boring, but the olds ones... great architecture, stained glass windows... it's awesome. In the original sense of the word. i like old churches too i alway go hang out in frount of them by the big doors lol That and old churchs always have the best graveyards.
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 4:35 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 4:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 7:32 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 12:08 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 12:17 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 2:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 2:51 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 4:00 pm
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As odd as this sounds, I'm afraid of myself. I really am.
In general, I'm a pacifist. Hell, I was nearly raped at one point, and instead of kicking the boy in the crotch, I just pushed him away, then jumped out his window. However, I have had repeated dreams where I've done terrible things. Things like raping and killing people. Hell,I've had dreams where I was an officer working in a Nazi death camp. I wake up crying, with cold sweat covering my body. How could my mind make me do such things in my dreams... and, if I could do such things then, could I ever end up doing such things in reality? It really scares me...
I only want peace and happieness for all beings... but these dreams, they haunt me, and are slowily ripping away at my sanity. Ever since I started having them, I've been an emotional wreck. I cry frequently, and have begun to suffer from slight depression...
It's just so scary... and so sad...
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 6:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 7:06 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 11:17 pm
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