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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2011 10:37 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 3:24 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 4:51 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 5:04 pm
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Mom, stop acting like you know everything about me because you don't. You think I'm just like you and I'm not. It's not entirely my fault that you want me to be girly and I'm, well, a tomboy. Whenever I find something that suits my interests, you don't pay attention and force me to have the opposite. I'm sick and tired of it. Just accept that I'm not the little girl I once was. Accept that I've grown up. Accept that I have different tastes in practically everything. I'm different, kind of weird, and -- though I absolutely hate stereotypes, but I'm using one so you can understand -- a little bit punk. Deal. With. It. And stop trying to change me, because it won't work. So what? I like Evanescence, and you wish that I liked Hannah Montana. I like Adam Lambert, Boys Like Girls, Neon Trees, Muse, Plain White T's. Get over the fact that I don't obsess over Justin Bieber or really care for Disney Channel anymore. I know I'm also not the most talented person in the world, but whenever I act toward something (like you always say I should do) you tell me that I'm better off not even trying. WHAT THE *bleep* IS UP WITH THAT? You don't even know how I sing, and you decide to tell me off the bat that I won't due well at a freaking school choir audition and shouldn't even bother trying. For once, I think I'll listen to a different adult (my freaking voice lessons teacher) who knows more about my talent than you and says, and I quote, that I have "the whole package-- a beautiful voice and a good ear, while most people have only one or none of those." There's no reason for you to discourage me whenever I try to build my confidence. It's people like you who give girls low self esteem. And though I hate to cuss, and you are the person who brought me to existence, *BLEEEEEEEEEEEEP* YOU.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 7:58 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2011 9:35 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 11:09 pm
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Tina I loved you like a sister for years and in return you tortured and used me. That was not cool. I only wish you could see the truth of what you've done and be honest about it. Ignoring me and pretending it never happened is nice in it's own way, but you need to grow up and apologize to me and all the other people you've abused over the years. ******** you for not being able to fess up.
Karen I'm glad you still keep in contact with me and have tried to make amends, but still... ******** you for putting me through some of the worst moments of my life. ******** you for allowing your crazy daughter to manipulate me and going along with ******** you for leading me on for a year with lies and then telling me you'd rather have any hooker than me. Sometimes I hope you got an STD from being so desperate for sex, but I want to be a better person than you and wish you the best in life. Still, though, ******** you for being such an a**. Also, ******** you for making your little sister get all the same problems you do. She would have been better off if you had just been a better role model or at least tried to support her wishes to not be like you. Now she has to be like it or not. ******** you. And your pot addiction can ******** off. It's ok in moderation, but you were so baked ALL THE TIME that you ruined everything beautiful in your life. ******** you for letting it get that bad. Having a smoke break every 15 minutes or less is NOT moderation.
Mark At first we were just experimenting with what it would be like to date each other, but, for me, it grew into much more. ******** you for not taking those feelings seriously enough. You said that you loved me and then took it back 9 months later. You made it clear that you lied to me all that time just because you wanted someone to make you feel powerful. I'm sorry that your mom died, but ******** you for putting all of that anger on my shoulders. It was your problem and you should have faced it like a man better. I should have been strong enough to say no when you talked me into going on a diet that almost killed me. I should have been strong enough to not let you push me around. I also put blame on you for things I did and I am sorry for that. ******** you for belittling my apology, making fun of my attempt to shoulder my side of the blame, belittling and mocking our relationship, and putting ALL of the blame on me. ******** you for not shouldering any of the blame that you deserved. ******** you for calling what we had a mistake. And ******** YOU for leaving me in a time when my life depended on having a friend at my side. You have no idea how close I came to dying while you were busy feeling sorry for yourself... because of a diet and lifestyle you inflicted on me. I shouldn't have gone along with it and I realize that, but you should have never made me feel like I needed to go to such lengths in the first place. You deserve the biggest ******** YOU of all the people I need to say it to.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 2:22 am
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 8:10 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 10:19 pm
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I won't mention any names . . . <******** you Person R. I've wasted countless minutes of my life just to help you feel "secure" about yourself. I know it's horrid for me to even be saying this, but I'm tired of your two-faced bull s**t that you give me. So what if I'm more friends with your sister than I am with you. So what if I actually can have a steady relationship whether it be romantic or friend wise. You are NOT the only one in the world who has to deal with s**t that's unnecessary. I've tried my best to be as good as a friend I can be to you, REGARDLESS of your intolerable hyper sexual-ness and your uncontrollable mood swings, but ask you this; where have you been for me? It already sucks enough that I have a hard time pouring my feelings to anyone (which you it's the same for you, but I beg to differ) nonetheless even SHOW that I'm suffering. You don't help that either. It's impossible for anyone, yes anyone, to tell you what's going wrong in their life solely because your only "condolence" is you saying "at least you weren't beat as a child". Seriously!? When my life is falling apart for the mean time you MUST bring up your past and INSTANTLY make me feel bad for even MENTIONING my problems!? I hate it! ******** you! I'm tired of being your ear when you absolutely must complain about someone doing something that you simply hate. So what if some person called you a "whore"? Are you that blind to realize that you lead people onto calling you said word?! You get pissed when people think that you are not a virgin, yet you told my friend Person S that you had sex before!? You're too wishy washy. AT FIRST, you were a really cool person. But honestly, I'm just getting tired. I'm too busy being, what you call it, a insensitive b***h to try anymore. I'm sorry that I'm just not enough to help you through your problems, and I'm sorry that I'm just too human and have problems of my own. I'm also sorry that I'm an optimistic person and I look towards the future instead of dwelling in the past. I'm sorry. ********. You.
That was horribly amazing. I seriously need to get this off my chest.
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:49 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:47 pm
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Hey you, friend. All you do is go on and on and on about your boyfriend. You even told me on my birthday. My birthday. All I wanted that day was some people to go 'hey! happy birthday!' to me but you went 'hey! I have a boyfriend now!' Just take a knife and stab me in the back why don't you. All you say is about him, him, you, him, and oh gee, him. I'm sick of it. I get that you have known him longer than you've known me, I get it. It's just pissing me off how you must do all that stuff for him and nothing for your friends. Ever since you started using your iPod during lunch, we don't even hear you any more. After he logs off, you talk to me. That's nice to know I'm your 'back up friend.' Your mom goes to your room and just tells you to study. She doesn't even remotely yell, yet you still get so pissed at her, gee, she's just trying to help you. You complain so ******** much about how mean she is, but I don't see it. She's just there telling you what the ******** to do, but no, you take that the other way and go 'she's ******** pissing me off.' Well, you're pissing me off, you notice? All you do is sit there and complain, I'm sick of it. Really. I am, it's pissing me off and I can't ******** stand it any ******** more. Smarten up, shape up, and start acting your age. I'm sick and tired of you calling me what ever the ******** it is in dutch. :I ******** off, grow up and maybe you won't be the subject of torture in my blog. You. Miss IB, smart and god cares. I get it, we don't have perfect pitch, I was never allowed to even practice my so screw off. I can't sing, I still sing because I want to and it makes me feel better. Like my world never fell. I feel better. (:
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