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Briaz the Retrophiliac Crew
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 Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:33 pm
 What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let them go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again The name's Dragea Adara Draconis... Dragea just stood there, hesitantly. She didn't know what to do. This wasn't the first time this'd happened and everytime it did, Dragea felt her heart ripping in half. It wasn't really the truth, but she could swear she felt Kiki's pain. She looked away, unable to look at Kiki's face. 'Kiki, I'm right here, calm down... It's all right..' ...But, I'm known as the "Resurrection Ice Alchemist" If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:40 pm
 Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take I may look like a cat, and you can call me a chimera... Kiki only nodded, wripping at her dress him. She couldn't take it anymore...she wanted it to be over. "I can't...breath..."she coughed again, blood driped down her lips like a pretty lipstick.
As fast as the pain had come...it left. Kiki breathed out, closeing her eyes. "Where...is..Miss Maura, and Mister Erik?"she asked, it was completely normal for Kiki to ask about others then to keep the focus on her. "Are her legs...ok?"she asked again, allowing her hand to drop, makeing a sound on the wooden floor. Her face was covered in small droplets of sweat. At times like this...she felt the lest atractive....but, I'm human and that's all I'll ever be. The name's Kiki Draconis. I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:43 pm
"What happened?! Kiki? Are you ok?!" Erik said worriedly. He put Maura down on the stairs and jumped down them to Kiki's side. "Oh dammit this is bad!" he said quietly. "What are we gonna do?" he asked Dragea frantically.
Maura sat there, now unable to do anything with her legs being dead. She sat there, useless as her love hovered over some other woman. 'Oh, Erik, your heart is so open! You notice every pretty face but mine! I wish he would stop bothering these two! He's already gotten too close to that Kiki! But Dragea is keeping her distance like she should! I only know one way to get him away from her!' Maura thought. "Erik! You leave them alone right now! Get up here and let's go! We're leaving now!" she said harshly.
Erik whipped around and looked at her. "What? Girl, what is wrong with you?! She's in pain, and you want to leave? Just because I'm getting close to them, am I right?" he said angrily. "It's gonna be ok, Kiki!" he whispered. He looked at Dragea sorrowfully and picked Kiki up. "I never leave you behind, Maura so I'm not leaving her behind!" he said. He took it upon himself to take her back to his room and laid her down on the bed he hadn't slept on.
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:48 pm
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let them go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again The name's Dragea Adara Draconis... At Maura, Dragea let loose a really threatening growl. The look on the dragon's face was nothing short of frightening. She grabbed the bottom of Maura's pants, while still growling. "You... You're coming with me. Got it? I need to say something..." ...But, I'm known as the "Resurrection Ice Alchemist" If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
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Briaz the Retrophiliac Crew
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:55 pm
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take I may look like a cat, and you can call me a chimera... Kiki looked up at Erik when he picked her up and headed back up the stairs to his room. "How is...Miss Maura? Do her legs hurt her?"she asked, worry playing in her voice. Her breaths were becomeing shallow as she tryed to relax her shacking body. "I'm sorry for the trouble. Tonight was going to be fun, we would play, and talk and..."she placed a hand in his chest, laying her face on it. "But I went and ruined all the fun. And for that, I'm sorry..."she said, her hair flowing off Eriks shoulders like feathers....but, I'm human and that's all I'll ever be. The name's Kiki Draconis. I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:59 pm
Maura would've kicked Dragea but obviously we know there was no way that was happening anytime soon! So she complied with the dragon. Honestly, she was scared that she'd get her legs eaten altogether or something! She looked at Erik still by Kiki's side. 'Have I lost you, Erik? Did I ever have you? I want you to be happy so much! But not with another girl! Please! Please! Erik, don't leave!' Maura shouted to herself, fighting back her tears, knowing it'd upset him even more.
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Briaz the Retrophiliac Crew
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:08 pm
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let them go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again The name's Dragea Adara Draconis... Dragea growled again as she pulled her out into darkness. "Shut it already! All they did was talk. If you're going to get jealous everytime that happens, he'll leave you, eventually. I know I don't know him like you do and it wouldn't seem like it'd happen, but push him over the top and he will... That's not I want to say, though. I don't EVER want you to tell him to just leave my sister like that. I don't care if he really does leave her, that's his choice, but don't force him to. She's dying, ok? So, don't you ever say something like that in front of either of us. Ever!" She growled, then turning away from the girl in a fit of rage. ...But, I'm known as the "Resurrection Ice Alchemist" If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:21 pm
Maura knew she was wrong for doing what she did, and Dragea had called her on it perfectly. So she let her tears fall and she let out long deep sobs. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm such a selfish person when it comes to him, and him alone!" she cried. "I didn't know what else to do! And I still don't if I want him back! What do I do? What?"
"Oh, Kiki! Don't talk! Maura is fine! That just happens every so often! That's the way she's always been! It's a miracle she walks at all! Never mind her being as good a fighter as she is!" he said holding her soft hand. "We can go play as soon as you're all better too! Trust me!" he whispered and caught up in the moment kissed her hand.
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Briaz the Retrophiliac Crew
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:29 pm
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let them go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again The name's Dragea Adara Draconis... "I'm not here to give advice on your problems. If you want to clear things up, just back off a little and give him time. I just don't want you to disrespect my sister, because she doesn't deserve it. She doesn't deserve any of this..." She said, feeling horribly guilty. This was all her fault in the first place. Having not looked back at Maura at all since she'd turned around, Dragea kept her gaze at the ground. ...But, I'm known as the "Resurrection Ice Alchemist" If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:32 pm
((Hey don;t ignore me!!! stressed ))
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Briaz the Retrophiliac Crew
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:35 pm
((sorry, I wasn't trying to...))
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:35 pm
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take I may look like a cat, and you can call me a chimera... Kiki blushed a candy apple pink, a bit confused by it all. A boy had never done anything like that before, nor paid her any mind. It was always Dragea, out of the two of them, she was the normal one. She had a some-what normal hair color, and her eyes were normal too. But Kiki...well just look at her.
Kiki smiled, taking Erik's hand and hugging it affactionitly. "Does this mean i made a new freind?"she asked looking up at him with the same, pure, inocent white eyes....but, I'm human and that's all I'll ever be. The name's Kiki Draconis. I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:45 pm
Erik began to blush again too and turned away a little. He couldn't look at her now that he was so embarrassed. He was glad Dragea or Maura weren't there. He'd never felt this way before, but he knew that for some reason, he and Kiki were only meant to be friends. "Yeah! We can be friends now!" he laughed.
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:52 pm
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take I may look like a cat, and you can call me a chimera... ((Oh the high school drama! Will they ever be more then friends? Will it be a love rival between Al and Erik? Who knows...but i sure can't wait now. ^-^))
Kiki smiled, hugging his arm tighter, "Yay! I have two friends now! I'm so happy, I've never had so many."she said, kicking her feet playfully. "Do you think Maura would be my firend too?"she asked, looking up at him. Kiki had never really had friends. At their home, Kiki would play hide-an-seek with the other kids. But...they would never come looking for her...
((Are they still walking to his room, or are they in the room?))...but, I'm human and that's all I'll ever be. The name's Kiki Draconis. I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:10 pm
((idk but we'll just see how it turns out!))
Erik was really happy that she was happy about them being friends now. "I bet Maura would love to be your friend!" he said, but only to make her feel better. Not after what she said. Did she even hear Maura?
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