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 Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:26 pm
Just got done doing chores.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:43 pm
Crying my eyes out.
I can't believe all this is happening.
I trusted him with EVERYTHING.
And he ruined the one thing that I cherished most in this world.
I can't believe it.
But I think I've just lost everything I lived for.
What I lost.. kept me alive.
And now I don't think it's ever coming back.
What am I going to do?
My eyes are clouding over again.
I miss the comfort of my blades.
I want to go home.
I want to equal out the emotional with physical.
I was doing so good...
But I want this pain to stop.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:46 pm
*is worried* Cami? What happened?
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:52 pm
Something horrible.
I think I've just lost the one relationship I cherish most in my life.
And I don't know how I'll ever get it back.
My friendship with him is the reason I'm alive today.
Without him, I'd be 6 feet under.
And if I lose him... that's right where I'll be.
Back to my past of pain and scars.
Into my abyss.
All because of someone being jealous and wanting to spite me.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:55 pm
AWW. Cami. *huggles Cami* It'll be ok. Just breath and relax. Time will reveil the answer. I'm sure your friend doesn't hate you. And you've got me. I won't let ya die on me ya hear?
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 9:04 pm
No.
It won't.
Nothing's gonna be the same between us anymore.
His trust for me has been shattered.
I'm so sorry Huy.
Please. Forgive me.
I'm sorry....
I can't stop crying.
I haven't cried this much since...
well...
since someone I know threatened to comit suicide.
I didn't get any sleep that night, and I'm not gonna get any tonight either.
The tears... they just won't stop flowing.
Gawd.. what am I gonna do?
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 9:32 pm
Cami_Kaminari No.
It won't.
Nothing's gonna be the same between us anymore.
His trust for me has been shattered.
I'm so sorry Huy.
Please. Forgive me.
I'm sorry....
I can't stop crying.
I haven't cried this much since...
well...
since someone I know threatened to comit suicide.
I didn't get any sleep that night, and I'm not gonna get any tonight either.
The tears... they just won't stop flowing.
Gawd.. what am I gonna do? Just breath girl! If you want to talk about it you can PM me if you'd like.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 9:41 pm
-breathes in and out-
I'm sorry, Volly.
I'll be alright.
-sighs-
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 9:49 pm
You sure? Seriously, if you ever need to talk I'm here.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 9:55 pm
Yeah.
I'll be ok eventually.
I just have to start repairing everything one piece at a time.
But thanks for the offer, hun.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:06 pm
*sigh* that's twice i made you cry. sorry, dun know what i'm suppose to feel or do right now. neutral
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:06 pm
Fitting the peices of a puzzle together is never easy. But once you've completed it, the picture a one of beauty, hope, and peace. Good luck with your puzzle Cami.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:18 pm
This puzzle used to be almost complete.
Now I'm pretty sure I've lost quite a few key pieces.
And they're not gonna be found for a very long time.
If ever again.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:25 pm
Iyamashi *sigh* that's twice i made you cry. sorry, dun know what i'm suppose to feel or do right now. neutral *is even more confused now*
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:32 pm
It's for the better, dear.
Don't worry your head over it.
-small smile-
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