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 Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 1:11 pm
~ Anime Betty ~ Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ No it's okay. And I'm glad you stand by your father. How horrible for anyone to say that about your father on his death bed. Even worse coming from a woman who supposedly loved him. I'm so sorry that you have to be witness to that kind of cruelty. *huggles* I can't even imagine how hard it has been for you. sad *hugs* It's oki hun. I dun really think about it. Well try not to xp I'm so sorry. sweatdrop How's your Father? You said he's been terminally ill for 15 years? If you have been taking care of him, whose been taking care of you? neutral My dad's in the second stages of heart failure. There're three stages... The third is death sweatdrop I just hope we can see this divorce out and make his last days happier before it finally ends. And yes, he's been ill for 15 years now. If those doctors had've done what they needed to, we wouldn't be in this mess now *sighs* Oh well... That's the past. As for me, there's been no one to take care of me. I don't have any friends here nor anyone who gives a right damned. Online, I have a close nit web of friends. It's just how it's been forever. I force myself to keep going no matter how much pain I'm in. Some see it as strength, I see it as my will to see things through to the end.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 5:03 pm
Looks good! I like that you always find new ways to do awesome things on GAIA.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 5:54 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 11:13 am
~ Anime Betty ~ [falls down laughing hard] No I meant the food it was supposed to be a joke because i'm always giving out waffles in the club Oh well if I do an article on you then you can give me the scoop on your Waffles. wink domokun True blaugh
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 12:36 am
hey people, figured i'd pop in, been a while
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 12:52 am
ok well everyone's asleep i guess... now i gotta wait for my new sig to load, atleast i hope that's all i gotta wait for... well hello everyone and goodnight
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 1:14 pm
Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ No it's okay. And I'm glad you stand by your father. How horrible for anyone to say that about your father on his death bed. Even worse coming from a woman who supposedly loved him. I'm so sorry that you have to be witness to that kind of cruelty. *huggles* I can't even imagine how hard it has been for you. sad *hugs* It's oki hun. I dun really think about it. Well try not to xp I'm so sorry. sweatdrop How's your Father? You said he's been terminally ill for 15 years? If you have been taking care of him, whose been taking care of you? neutral My dad's in the second stages of heart failure. There're three stages... The third is death sweatdrop I just hope we can see this divorce out and make his last days happier before it finally ends. And yes, he's been ill for 15 years now. If those doctors had've done what they needed to, we wouldn't be in this mess now *sighs* Oh well... That's the past. As for me, there's been no one to take care of me. I don't have any friends here nor anyone who gives a right damned. Online, I have a close nit web of friends. It's just how it's been forever. I force myself to keep going no matter how much pain I'm in. Some see it as strength, I see it as my will to see things through to the end. You talk about the end. But it's not your end. Not really. You were never given the time to look after your own life and allowed to go out and find a life for yourself. Doing the job your Mom was supposed to do has cost you most of your teen and young Adult life. I hope you will be able to take care of yourself and try to rebuild and find those real life friends soon?
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 1:24 pm
Noneuclid Looks good! I like that you always find new ways to do awesome things on GAIA. ^__^ I wish you were better known in the club these days? Then I could put you on the cover for March. 3nodding @Fireattmidnight: Hey there! Sorry no one was here when you dropped by. I wasn't on much of yesterday. I hope you like how the Club Issue is turning out?
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:20 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 7:44 am
~ Anime Betty ~ You talk about the end. But it's not your end. Not really. You were never given the time to look after your own life and allowed to go out and find a life for yourself. Doing the job your Mom was supposed to do has cost you most of your teen and young Adult life. I hope you will be able to take care of yourself and try to rebuild and find those real life friends soon? I know hun. I wasn't talking about my end. I was saying that I see things through til it's finished. ^^ As for growing up like I did, kids, where I lived, never really left me alone. They constantly teased and humiliated me. I grew up without any true friends. As it stands now, I still don't have any friends. When my mom caused the problems she did, they all went scurrying into the hills. lol They thought I was exaggerating about how my mom was becoming. But oh well, if they were really friends, they would've stuck with me. xp I'm trying to fix things in my life but things aren't really working out. I'll keep trying but I dunno it's hard to keep optimistic when I think about the things I've been through. Not saying I don't try but it's a war
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 9:54 am
Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ You talk about the end. But it's not your end. Not really. You were never given the time to look after your own life and allowed to go out and find a life for yourself. Doing the job your Mom was supposed to do has cost you most of your teen and young Adult life. I hope you will be able to take care of yourself and try to rebuild and find those real life friends soon? I know hun. I wasn't talking about my end. I was saying that I see things through til it's finished. ^^ As for growing up like I did, kids, where I lived, never really left me alone. They constantly teased and humiliated me. I grew up without any true friends. As it stands now, I still don't have any friends. When my mom caused the problems she did, they all went scurrying into the hills. lol They thought I was exaggerating about how my mom was becoming. But oh well, if they were really friends, they would've stuck with me. xp I'm trying to fix things in my life but things aren't really working out. I'll keep trying but I dunno it's hard to keep optimistic when I think about the things I've been through. Not saying I don't try but it's a war you and i talked a bit about this you know i am behind you 100% i believe in you and i know you will survive this remember i said anthing i can do for you consider it done i am so glad to have met you and i a consider you a friend so don't say you don't have friends cause i am one rite here pm me any time and feel free to talk to me on any of my messengers and if you need to call me i would be cool with that too stay cool my friend and know you have people behind you who love and care
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:21 pm
marquess klink Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ You talk about the end. But it's not your end. Not really. You were never given the time to look after your own life and allowed to go out and find a life for yourself. Doing the job your Mom was supposed to do has cost you most of your teen and young Adult life. I hope you will be able to take care of yourself and try to rebuild and find those real life friends soon? I know hun. I wasn't talking about my end. I was saying that I see things through til it's finished. ^^ As for growing up like I did, kids, where I lived, never really left me alone. They constantly teased and humiliated me. I grew up without any true friends. As it stands now, I still don't have any friends. When my mom caused the problems she did, they all went scurrying into the hills. lol They thought I was exaggerating about how my mom was becoming. But oh well, if they were really friends, they would've stuck with me. xp I'm trying to fix things in my life but things aren't really working out. I'll keep trying but I dunno it's hard to keep optimistic when I think about the things I've been through. Not saying I don't try but it's a war you and i talked a bit about this you know i am behind you 100% i believe in you and i know you will survive this remember i said anthing i can do for you consider it done i am so glad to have met you and i a consider you a friend so don't say you don't have friends cause i am one rite here pm me any time and feel free to talk to me on any of my messengers and if you need to call me i would be cool with that too stay cool my friend and know you have people behind you who love and care You're so sweet Marquess.. ^__^ *huggles tight* I'm glad I'm your Valentine! whee heart
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:23 pm
Force1295 ~ Anime Betty ~ You talk about the end. But it's not your end. Not really. You were never given the time to look after your own life and allowed to go out and find a life for yourself. Doing the job your Mom was supposed to do has cost you most of your teen and young Adult life. I hope you will be able to take care of yourself and try to rebuild and find those real life friends soon? I know hun. I wasn't talking about my end. I was saying that I see things through til it's finished. ^^ As for growing up like I did, kids, where I lived, never really left me alone. They constantly teased and humiliated me. I grew up without any true friends. As it stands now, I still don't have any friends. When my mom caused the problems she did, they all went scurrying into the hills. lol They thought I was exaggerating about how my mom was becoming. But oh well, if they were really friends, they would've stuck with me. xp I'm trying to fix things in my life but things aren't really working out. I'll keep trying but I dunno it's hard to keep optimistic when I think about the things I've been through. Not saying I don't try but it's a war You shouldn't struggle or consider it war to make friends. sad If you have to fight to keep someone as a friend they are not worth having. *huggles*
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:26 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 2:14 pm
~ Anime Betty ~ You shouldn't struggle or consider it war to make friends. sad If you have to fight to keep someone as a friend they are not worth having. *huggles* It's a fight all around hun. You have to fight to protect them, you have to fight yourself, fight to stave away your inner demons, so on and so forth. I agree if ya have to fight to keep your friends, they aren't worth having. I've been at this for a lil over 10 or 12 years and I've met some really good friends on this Internet. The one thing I've learned and it's very valuable. People have to have something worth dying for, something worth giving all they have and protecting it with their life with. The ties that bond us, pain, sorrow and joy, are what really make a friend. They strive together through the good and bad no matter and for that, I'm willing to stake my very life to protect them ^^ I've done it before for a friend and I keep doing putting my life on the line. *huggles* I'm a lot like Naruto from the anime of the same name and Kurosaki Ichigo from Bleach. I've wished a lot for the power to save those I care about. I may not have that power but I'll put my every effort into it til I can be sure that my friends are safe and away from harm's way. 4laugh
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