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 Posted: Sun Mar 13, 2005 7:31 pm
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Jhi-Jhi Jhi's going to rant. This subject she hasn't ranted about in a while. 3nodding This was posted on the 4th of Feb. Jhi-Jhi I will tell you the story of a young girl of 14 who fell in love and got her heart broken. Jhi was stupid. She fell in love with someone she could never have. She fell in love with someone she didn't even know. She fell in love the second she meet him. She spent her whole entire summer on the computer talking to him. Someone who not only was 19 but lived in Australia and had a gf....but Jhi had already fallen in love and she didn't want to give him up even if he wasn't entirely hers. She talked to him, they traded pics. She was always there for him. Her feelings were so strong for him. When he found out his gf was cheating on him, he was crushed. He didn't know at that time that Jhi had serious feelings for him. He talked to her about it. How he couldn't believe his gf was cheating on him and how he had always been faithful to her. Which was the truth because there was nothing between him and Jhi until after they had broken up. Jhi was there for him and comforted him and confessed her feelings for him. He thought she was just trying to make him feel better. He wouldn't believe that Jhi actually loved him. But he accepted it after a while and they had a nice relationship going. Well Jhi was so obsessed with him. He was all she thought about, all she dreamed about, all she talked about and her friends were getting annoyed. Jhi was upset and sad all day if she didn't talk to him. If she did talk to him she was uber happy. He controled her whole life without even realizing it. Then he told her he really loved her and he needed her and that he couldn't live without her. Jhi couldn't have been happier, but then more that day on...he didn't act like normal. He was distant and it hurt Jhi, she went through hell, for him. And he tossed her aside so easily. She was so hurt...she couldn't seem to stop thinking about him still. She was still in love. She wanted to hurt him like he hurt her, she started to ignore him and then talk to him randomly, confusing him, playing with his feelings. She wanted him to know what it felt to be played with. She made him cry. She thought it would make her feel better, but it made her and him feel worse. Jhi still hasn't recovered and is still going through it now. And that my friends is the story of Jhi. Wow that was long... sweatdrop That person as some people already know goes by the name of David. 3nodding I've decided to say his name now instead of saying that guy and such, he's not really on gaia anymore anyway and none of you know his screen name anyway and if you do please don't say anything to him about this. It will make him sad and possibly mad at Jhi.. ;-; Anyways he made me cry alot. I used to always think that the pain he caused me was worth it because he made me so happy. I thought the happiness would outweigh the pain...but it didn't and it wasn't worth it. I was trying of playing him I was tried of hurting him. I just wanted to be through with him. Starting in January I didn't really talk to him anymore, so naturally I didn't talk to him in Feb either. He contacted me the day before Valentine's Day and it made me sad. We didn't talk again for a while after that...then he started talking to me a few days ago..we're straight now, I'm starting to forgive him, but I'm scared that if I let him back in my life, then he's going to hurt me again....I wish he would stop talking to him and just leave me alone... I know I sound selfish and all but I'm so tired of getting hurt... crying
What a long rant...
Oh Jhi, how so many people can relate to that. I personally can understand that so, so well. I know you might think I'm saying it just because, but I can understand it so much. |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 8:14 am
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 10:11 am
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Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Oh Jhi, how so many people can relate to that. I personally can understand that so, so well. I know you might think I'm saying it just because, but I can understand it so much. Thanks for understanding. 3nodding I wish that no one would have to go through that... sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 12:28 pm
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Jhi-Jhi Jhi's going to rant. This subject she hasn't ranted about in a while. 3nodding This was posted on the 4th of Feb. Jhi-Jhi I will tell you the story of a young girl of 14 who fell in love and got her heart broken. Jhi was stupid. She fell in love with someone she could never have. She fell in love with someone she didn't even know. She fell in love the second she meet him. She spent her whole entire summer on the computer talking to him. Someone who not only was 19 but lived in Australia and had a gf....but Jhi had already fallen in love and she didn't want to give him up even if he wasn't entirely hers. She talked to him, they traded pics. She was always there for him. Her feelings were so strong for him. When he found out his gf was cheating on him, he was crushed. He didn't know at that time that Jhi had serious feelings for him. He talked to her about it. How he couldn't believe his gf was cheating on him and how he had always been faithful to her. Which was the truth because there was nothing between him and Jhi until after they had broken up. Jhi was there for him and comforted him and confessed her feelings for him. He thought she was just trying to make him feel better. He wouldn't believe that Jhi actually loved him. But he accepted it after a while and they had a nice relationship going. Well Jhi was so obsessed with him. He was all she thought about, all she dreamed about, all she talked about and her friends were getting annoyed. Jhi was upset and sad all day if she didn't talk to him. If she did talk to him she was uber happy. He controled her whole life without even realizing it. Then he told her he really loved her and he needed her and that he couldn't live without her. Jhi couldn't have been happier, but then more that day on...he didn't act like normal. He was distant and it hurt Jhi, she went through hell, for him. And he tossed her aside so easily. She was so hurt...she couldn't seem to stop thinking about him still. She was still in love. She wanted to hurt him like he hurt her, she started to ignore him and then talk to him randomly, confusing him, playing with his feelings. She wanted him to know what it felt to be played with. She made him cry. She thought it would make her feel better, but it made her and him feel worse. Jhi still hasn't recovered and is still going through it now. And that my friends is the story of Jhi. Wow that was long... sweatdrop That person as some people already know goes by the name of David. 3nodding I've decided to say his name now instead of saying that guy and such, he's not really on gaia anymore anyway and none of you know his screen name anyway and if you do please don't say anything to him about this. It will make him sad and possibly mad at Jhi.. ;-; Anyways he made me cry alot. I used to always think that the pain he caused me was worth it because he made me so happy. I thought the happiness would outweigh the pain...but it didn't and it wasn't worth it. I was trying of playing him I was tried of hurting him. I just wanted to be through with him. Starting in January I didn't really talk to him anymore, so naturally I didn't talk to him in Feb either. He contacted me the day before Valentine's Day and it made me sad. We didn't talk again for a while after that...then he started talking to me a few days ago..we're straight now, I'm starting to forgive him, but I'm scared that if I let him back in my life, then he's going to hurt me again....I wish he would stop talking to him and just leave me alone... I know I sound selfish and all but I'm so tired of getting hurt... crying
What a long rant...
It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:18 pm
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Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Oh Jhi, how so many people can relate to that. I personally can understand that so, so well. I know you might think I'm saying it just because, but I can understand it so much. Thanks for understanding. 3nodding I wish that no one would have to go through that... sweatdrop Well that's life for you. |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:22 pm
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Iyamashi Jhi-Jhi Jhi's going to rant. This subject she hasn't ranted about in a while. 3nodding This was posted on the 4th of Feb. Jhi-Jhi I will tell you the story of a young girl of 14 who fell in love and got her heart broken. Jhi was stupid. She fell in love with someone she could never have. She fell in love with someone she didn't even know. She fell in love the second she meet him. She spent her whole entire summer on the computer talking to him. Someone who not only was 19 but lived in Australia and had a gf....but Jhi had already fallen in love and she didn't want to give him up even if he wasn't entirely hers. She talked to him, they traded pics. She was always there for him. Her feelings were so strong for him. When he found out his gf was cheating on him, he was crushed. He didn't know at that time that Jhi had serious feelings for him. He talked to her about it. How he couldn't believe his gf was cheating on him and how he had always been faithful to her. Which was the truth because there was nothing between him and Jhi until after they had broken up. Jhi was there for him and comforted him and confessed her feelings for him. He thought she was just trying to make him feel better. He wouldn't believe that Jhi actually loved him. But he accepted it after a while and they had a nice relationship going. Well Jhi was so obsessed with him. He was all she thought about, all she dreamed about, all she talked about and her friends were getting annoyed. Jhi was upset and sad all day if she didn't talk to him. If she did talk to him she was uber happy. He controled her whole life without even realizing it. Then he told her he really loved her and he needed her and that he couldn't live without her. Jhi couldn't have been happier, but then more that day on...he didn't act like normal. He was distant and it hurt Jhi, she went through hell, for him. And he tossed her aside so easily. She was so hurt...she couldn't seem to stop thinking about him still. She was still in love. She wanted to hurt him like he hurt her, she started to ignore him and then talk to him randomly, confusing him, playing with his feelings. She wanted him to know what it felt to be played with. She made him cry. She thought it would make her feel better, but it made her and him feel worse. Jhi still hasn't recovered and is still going through it now. And that my friends is the story of Jhi. Wow that was long... sweatdrop That person as some people already know goes by the name of David. 3nodding I've decided to say his name now instead of saying that guy and such, he's not really on gaia anymore anyway and none of you know his screen name anyway and if you do please don't say anything to him about this. It will make him sad and possibly mad at Jhi.. ;-; Anyways he made me cry alot. I used to always think that the pain he caused me was worth it because he made me so happy. I thought the happiness would outweigh the pain...but it didn't and it wasn't worth it. I was trying of playing him I was tried of hurting him. I just wanted to be through with him. Starting in January I didn't really talk to him anymore, so naturally I didn't talk to him in Feb either. He contacted me the day before Valentine's Day and it made me sad. We didn't talk again for a while after that...then he started talking to me a few days ago..we're straight now, I'm starting to forgive him, but I'm scared that if I let him back in my life, then he's going to hurt me again....I wish he would stop talking to him and just leave me alone... I know I sound selfish and all but I'm so tired of getting hurt... crying
What a long rant...So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that.
You know what Iyashi? (Yep I took out the ma sorry! xd ) But I think caring is good enough help sometimes. |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 3:51 pm
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Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-;
Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:03 pm
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Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry.
I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:06 pm
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Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. You don't sound silly, your right. I have to talk to him about it...I told him that he hurt me...but I didn't tell him about how much he hurt me and everything I went through because of him...maybe if I tell him he won't do it again... I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding
Yay Jhi! *Glomp* |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:08 pm
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Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. You don't sound silly, your right. I have to talk to him about it...I told him that he hurt me...but I didn't tell him about how much he hurt me and everything I went through because of him...maybe if I tell him he won't do it again... I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding Yay Jhi! *Glomp* |
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:23 pm
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Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. You don't sound silly, your right. I have to talk to him about it...I told him that he hurt me...but I didn't tell him about how much he hurt me and everything I went through because of him...maybe if I tell him he won't do it again... I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding Yay Jhi! *Glomp* ^^ Now if only I wasn't scared to tell him *glomps back*
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:32 pm
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Iyamashi Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. You don't sound silly, your right. I have to talk to him about it...I told him that he hurt me...but I didn't tell him about how much he hurt me and everything I went through because of him...maybe if I tell him he won't do it again... I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding Yay Jhi! *Glomp* ^^ Now if only I wasn't scared to tell him *glomps back* No need to be afraid of him. If he truly care about you, he'll hear you through. I believe having this discussion with him will lighten the load for both of you. 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 4:45 pm
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Jennoasis Iyamashi Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Jennoasis Jhi-Jhi Iyamashi So sorry you had to endure such pain. sad It's selfish of me to just say sorry...I had a similar experience, not as painful as you...(sorry I can't be of help to you sad ). AGHH!!...what I'm trying to say...is that I am sorry for you for having to endure such harsh pain. No one deserves that. I know right. The stupidest thing is though he hurt me so bad....I still love him...and now that he started talking to me again I feel like I have to go through that all over again... ;-; Yeah I know what it's like to still love someone who hurt you. But Jhi, it's true that you can't help who you fall in love but you can help how much they hurt you. You can't let him hurt you so painfully again even though it's tough. And I...sound...silly. Sorry. You don't sound silly, your right. I have to talk to him about it...I told him that he hurt me...but I didn't tell him about how much he hurt me and everything I went through because of him...maybe if I tell him he won't do it again... I'm not going to let him hurt me again.... 3nodding Yay Jhi! *Glomp* ^^ Now if only I wasn't scared to tell him *glomps back* No need to be afraid of him. If he truly care about you, he'll hear you through. I believe having this discussion with him will lighten the load for both of you. 3nodding Exactly! |
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