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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 4:22 pm
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I'd like to think I've grown to be a bit more tolerant of other people, or, alternatively, to be a bit less confrontational in my intolerance. I also don't feel as much of a need to validate or prove myself anymore. Now I just go on by myself and do my own thing, and if someone else doesn't like it, well, I'm sorry to hear it. Back in the old days I was like, hey, guys! Lookie here! I'm different from you! There are so many things I am that you're not! You should check me out and admire me for my differences! Hey guys! Guys? PAY ATTENTION TO ME DAMN IT. I got dramatic over things that didn't call for it. Now I don't get dramatic even over things that do call for it. I don't presume that people honestly give a s**t about every little thing I say and think about. I don't hang danger over my own head just for the sake of arousing sympathy and concern.
Old me was aiming to spiral into the ground, thinking all along that the ground wasn't there, so he wouldn't crash, but hoping secretly that it was so he could crash and die. Current me pulled back on the yoke and managed to get level, but still wonders if he got the better half.
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:21 pm
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Melody Hikari-Shinu Anson
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:34 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 11:53 am
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Melody Hikari-Shinu Anson
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:03 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:16 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:23 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:29 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 12:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 1:00 pm
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Melody Hikari-Shinu Anson
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 1:53 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 3:10 pm
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Melody Hikari-Shinu Anson
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 4:24 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 4:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 5:34 pm
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