Anju Taniyama
~~~~~~~~~~~~"I hate you... you want to know why??" I asked stupidly..." Because when you kill yourself... it's a sign.. telling us that you hate us also.. is that what you want??"
"anju..." Memori stared at me.
"Hmph.... You would never understand EVER!!!!!! MY FEELINGS!!!! NEVER IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL TELL ME DYING WAS A MISTAKE!!!!!" I faded away.
"God dammit i hate that girl...." I sweared all the way back to Easter.
I clenched my fist and just started laughing evily..." Who cares anymore... my life now belongs to Easter..."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzGdZ35VcgETears began filling in my eyes.... I know those words hurted demo.... they hurted me....
I fell to my knees..... and sobbed.
"I hate this.... nobody... nobody can ever understand what i've been through... no one...." I cried.
"Anju..." Akai and Ryn watched me from their eggs.
"I don't even know where to go anymore... where should i go... what should do..." all i knew was that i was lying...
Really... in the inside... I missed being with Yuki and Memorii... I missed seeing our happy smiles... and i missed having a family...
I continued sobbing... and I felt so stupid.
I hated lying to Memorii... demo..... I don't even know anymore...
Yuki... gome for yelling at you and angering you... i am truly sorry...
Memorii sorry for hurting you... i am also truly sorry to you...
More and more tears fell down my eyes....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wktQ3XSnnXY"Ptshhh... You'll just die here.." ?? said.
I turned around..."Itsuka!!"
"I don't ******** want to see that ugly face of yours again..." He held a gun in front of my right eye....
I held his gun.." Shoot me... and if you won't I WILL FOR YOU!!!!"
"What...." He panicked.
"SHOOT!!!!" I screamed...
"Wtf is your problem..." Itsuki sighed.
"GOD DAMMIT JUST SHOOT!!!!!!!" I shouted and pulled the trigger....
It went right through my right eye....
Blood gushed out....
"GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!" I cried out in pain.
"Hmph..." Itsuki disappeared.
I cried in pain... and held my right eye... that now... now... now... came out.....
I only had one eye now... only one eye now....
"NO big deal..." I said sarcastically and put on an eyepatch...
Blood still gushed down...
"Crap... this so god damn hurts..." I muttered... and squinted...