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[Polyphonic Twilight]

You just made me cry all over again sweatdrop xp gonk

It's really not that easy.
And it just brings back feelings that I don't want to feel and that I've managed to block out the past two months and it has been so hard.

It's just so unfair. They were supposed to start touring yesterday, and instead they find their guitar player, their best friend, dead. How messed up is that?!

And you're right about the fans and it scares me.  

[PrimeOdd]

It's not the luckiest thing in the world, let me just say that. crying

But Poly, don't do this to yourself.

 

[Polyphonic Twilight]

Pain and sadness and feelings don't have an on and off switch...  

[PrimeOdd]

I didn't mean it like that, and you know I didn't.

You're over thinking it. Just breath.

 

[Polyphonic Twilight]

Okay.
I'm breathing.
Shuddering breaths, yes. But breathing.


..I still can't help but think though.. what if it were Brendon? Or Ryan? Or Jon or Spencer? What if it was a family member? Or a friend...
It's just scary to think that anyone could die any minute. And you're right, I really shouldn't think about that but..
whenever something like this happens, people say stuff like "it just proves that life is short" and they say they're always gonna tell their loved ones that they love them and they're gonna live every moment like it's their last... but really, a few days later, they all stop doing that...  

[PrimeOdd]

It happens. But it only makes us stronger.

If it was Ryan, Spencer, Brendon, or Jon...I really wouldn't get over it. I just wouldn't.

 

[Polyphonic Twilight]

Yes you would.
You'd have to.  

[PrimeOdd]

Why?

 

[Polyphonic Twilight]

Because other people need you to drill some sense into their skulls when they're about to do something stupid!

And because you're strong and because you're going to end up doing something amazing with you life.

And because you love those boys and know that they would be devastated if one of their fans gave up on life over them.  

[PrimeOdd]

rofl

 

[candie the pirate thief]

I heard about Casey on sunday I was just starting to get into the band I was kinda sad about it. I hope he didn't die from anything stupid or anything.  

[Polyphonic Twilight]

They said he wasn't doing anything illegal...  

[candie the pirate thief]

Polyphonic Twilight

They said he wasn't doing anything illegal...

I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff.
And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet  

[Polyphonic Twilight]

candie the pirate thief

Polyphonic Twilight

They said he wasn't doing anything illegal...

I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff.
And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet

I noticed that too 3nodding

But they already wrote all the songs... they just have to record them. It's 'cause they're having all kinds of problems with Victory Records...  

[candie the pirate thief]

Polyphonic Twilight

candie the pirate thief

Polyphonic Twilight

They said he wasn't doing anything illegal...

I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff.
And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet

I noticed that too 3nodding

But they already wrote all the songs... they just have to record them. It's 'cause they're having all kinds of problems with Victory Records...

oh well I hate when record companies decide to be asses