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To be honest, I think the problem is I've been loving this person in the wrong way.

I saw something that wasn't there, a possibility that I can't pursue. The cards even told me so, but I didn't listen. That's the pride. That I'm letting go of.

I'm just having to take the love I have and put it back to the love it's supposed to be.

But it still hurts.

I'm kind of an emotional clinger. No, not kind of, I am. And I don't let go really well. So while I'm in transition from where I am to where I need to be, it's going to suck. But I can reach that place of Agape, I must, and in the meantime, abandoning or shunning the person won't serve those ends.

But then is that truly Peace?

I see. 3nodding I pray that even in your times of discomfort you can find some love.

The undercurrents are always a lot stronger than you realize. Sometimes you end up drowning even when you knew the risk perfectly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DCacIEbAlM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sR-XRBQl5IY

In the spirit of the past couple links... I offer Go Go Gadget Gospel.

Also, I took the Rorschach test, I failed. When all the scum and villainy of the world realize they are drowning in their own filth, and they look up screaming "Save me!" , I won't be able to look down and whisper "no." .
Then again, one man's weakling is another man's hero.