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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 7:45 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 8:03 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 8:50 am
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Sorry, lengthy post...Perfect place to vent.
To the certain people that made my life at my former home stressing as hell:
No one's perfect. That day that we had to clean the entire house to make the pastor happy, yeah, the time I was outside helping pick weeds out and my favorite little cousin said "Why are we doing this? We don't have to be perfect, we all have stuff that isn't." and how you replied "Yeah, but we gotta try to be the most perfect we can!" I had to try SO hard not to laugh right there in your face.
Yeah, and all the times you'd point out all my little flaws, CONSTANTLY, instead of looking at your five childrens' flaws and constantly bringing it up, yeah, why do you think I am how I am? I wasn't anti social all the time, you MADE me this way. I can't even properly express myself, thanks! Thanks a ******** lot! And now how you're treating me like some horrible person that ran off for no reason? Yeah, thanks. Can't even go to the one other place I feel at home at, a church that I can actually belong in and be friends with everyone, taken away from me EVEN THOUGH WE'RE ALL SUPPOSED TO BE SUPER RELIGIOUS. The world ain't perfect, so stop trying! People don't like perfectionists, get with the times! OH! And let's not forget, this is 2010, not the 1920's! Most of your rules would make me seem like a complete moron, this isn't South America, those damn rules don't work here! And thanks for manipulating my mom and guilt tripping her into doing things that pretty much made me close up towards her too, we're doing better when we talk over the phone since I left that house. Thanks for teaching me nothing besides trying to put makeup on and trying to change how I freaking dress, but you know, that doesn't work when you also try to destroy someone's self-esteem in the progress too. That's why I'd scab up my face.
Oh, and the ex-bestie that stopped talking to me after I ran away and decided to become a complete hater of the human race because of that, YEAH GROW UP. Would you have rather seen me even more sick than what I already looked like and, God forbid, more bruises? You don't know the hell I was going through, not even the half of it! Learn to forgive and forget, or wait...You're not human, sorry I forgot. I forgot you're the saint that everyone has to bow to because you're perfect and one mistake gets them a voodoo doll in their room. My ********' bad. OH YEAH, AND THANKS FOR GETTING MY OTHER FRIEND INTO THAT MAGIC STUFF THAT'S ACTUALLY oh I don't know...BAD?! White or Black magic, it all brings bad stuff into peoples' lives!
And those people that used to tease me in elementary and middle school? Yeah, look where a lot of you are now, smoking, drinking, and sure not doing so "perfect" like you acted! The time you threw rocks at me hidden in paper to make it look "innocent" up until I started bleeding, yeah, how are those drugs doing for you, eh? Getting those good highs? And the ones who pretended to be my friends just so I could get them the grades, yeah, how'd it feel to be failing when I stopped talking to you after I had called for some help with something and you told me "Don't ever call here again"? And how'd it feel when you tried to kiss up to me so I'd help you in high school when you told me in front of the ENTIRE class: "Why are you talking to me four-eyes? You belong over at the loser table!" And when I finally got contacts and had a bunch of very nice and kind and caring guy friends instead of the ones you had that only wanted to cup a feel. How's that feel huh? How's it feel to be in the pain you made me go through? The embarrassment?!
And here's my goodbye to all of these mentioned people in the post. ******** YOU!
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Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 11:37 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 9:25 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 7:43 pm
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Hey Heidi, go ******** yourself. I tried to work things out, like an adult, but you completly ignored me. When I set up a meeting with the school counciler to talk it out, you turned it into a time to talk about your crappy home life. It sucks that your dad is verbally abusive and all, but that doesn't have ANYTHING to do with the issues between you and I. Hell, I even tried to say some positive things about you during the meeting despite how angry and hurt I was, but you just went right back to ignoring me afterwords.
It's been over a month since we last spoke and I think I'm finally begining to move on. No thanks to you. It still hurts like hell and probably always will at this point, but I'm done trying to work it out. You're an immature, two-faced, b***h and I'm done dealing with your bullshit. You've betrayed me once, and you don't seem to be sorry, which means you'll likely do it again. I just hope everyone else sees it from my perspective and dumps you. Because that's exactly what you diserve.
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 10:13 pm
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Oh thank you, I really needed this.
Hey Henry, Get out of my life. Period. You said I was the only girl that you could be yourself to, and you wanted me to do so much with you.. But you break up with me through a text? Yeah.. you have balls. Then on top of that, you blame my parents for why you are breaking up with me. I called BS before you even texted it to me, but its whatever I guess. You know I don't cuss but yeah, Eff you.. You deserve it. Oh oh thats right! You still want to be friends, so now I get to go and fake my smile once more and pretend everything is fine and dandy when I go back to school on Monday.. But that friend thing is a lie too right? Because you went and deleted me from facebook... You don't know HOW much I want to see if you are talking about me, cause thats just the crap you would do.. You are letting me in your life with myyearbook though huh? So i can see all the hoes that you are talking to? Yes Henry, I'm not stupid, I can see every one of those flirty messages you are giving those girls. Granted, we are going out anymore, but its been TWO FLIPPING days.. so I hope you don't get mad when I'm doing the same thing, especially when I write things about me being happy because I'm single...
Yeah.. eff you Henry, I hope you have a GREAT effing life with whatever hoe-bag you get cause I'm off across the country in a couple of months and you will not hear from me ever again. Peace<3
Sorry for this being so long, I just needed to get this all out >.<
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 10:40 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 11:13 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 11:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2010 7:54 am
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2010 7:10 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 2:34 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 5:02 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 5:04 pm
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