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Shadow__Dweller Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 10:17 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 11:51 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 26, 2008 11:31 am
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 3:54 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 8:01 am
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Shadow__Dweller Rose_the_Angel_of_Death i think my friend on the dark side well she doesn't listen to the dark music(as of the srceeming) she want to make an anccout but she she doesn't have an computer nor a library card to use a the computer That's a shame sad
yeah i know she closer to 18 then i am so when she turn that age she can for own card
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 8:02 am
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Shadow__Dweller Rose_the_Angel_of_Death i think my friend on the dark side well she doesn't listen to the dark music(as of the srceeming) she want to make an anccout but she she doesn't have an computer nor a library card to use a the computer That's a shame sad
yeah i know she closer to 18 then i am so when she turn that age she can for own card
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 4:44 pm
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Shadow__Dweller Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 9:58 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2008 9:17 pm
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Shadow__Dweller Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2008 9:11 am
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Posted: Mon Apr 19, 2010 3:06 pm
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Shadow__Dweller Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 8:42 am
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Ziporae When it comes down to it there are multiple reasons why I've gone the route that would be my past. There are also many definitions of "dark" I have come across.. I have always been an extremely sensitive person. I've always been a person that likes to delve deeply into things and feel. I appreciate certain forms of beauty that many in today's world neglect or ridicule. I've always been passionate about all types of art.. which could basically boil down to expressing yourself. Now, I know that many of the robots of society out there are probably all pointing their fingers and going "punk".. "emo".. "goth".. "-insert whatever other trash-", but I am none of those things. I am me. It's taken a while to find my own identity, but when everything revolves you come back to where you began and the answer has been there all along. Without your individuality you are nothing.. So I am going to live life full throttle and nobody can stop me. I have gone through some "dark" times, too. I'll spare you the details, but if I had never gone through these things I would not be the same person. It has opened my eyes to an aspect of life that may have made me weaker at the time, but what they say is true- what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
I agree with you. I don't dress in gothic fashion or anything vaguely like it, so to look at me you would probably not know I like the things I do. But I absolutely love gothic horror, novels and films, and I love that style. Just because I do not wear victorian goth clothes doesn't mean I don't love it. I've always found gothic clothes to be "too much"..I don't want to wear black lipstick and dye my hair black..and to me, SOME (not all) Goths just wear stuff like that as an attention seeking statement to say: Look at me. I'm different. Although they're the same as every other Goth. I don't have to look different to be different. I like the darker things because I feel different to everybody else. I'm not a typical woman and I don't fit in, even if Goth communities or "alternative" communities. I am just different because I am...which is exactly what you said.
The "darker" things attract me because what is "light" is fake. The normal things that most women like and the way they behave is all fake..and I find that at least in some areas, the alternative style (be it clothes, books, music etc) can be less fake. I find that I truly enjoy it. Also...you have to admit that anything termed goth or alternative tends to be associated with evil and villains. I always love the villain in a movie/book etc...and some people could say "that's depressing, liking the bad things in life." but to me, the "good" things which everyone else seems to love (fashion, make up, drinking, romances, beaches etc) are just phoney...perhaps people are too gullible. I like the villains because I'm not a people person, and would love to be able to "do what I want" with those I hate, as villains do. Everyone hates someone, and because I hate people in general I just seem to have an affinity with villains and gothic style and the darker side of life. Why should I put on a pretend "nice" front when I think most people are stupid or ignorant? lol. This is why the alternative side appeals to me.
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:44 pm
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