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 Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:02 pm
Isobel Bellamy Hey, not seen you around before how're you then? Isobel! *Glomps*
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:07 pm
Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Hey, not seen you around before how're you then? Isobel! *Glomps* *turns around* KO-CHAN! *tacklehugpounceglompattack* Kya! Long time no see!!!
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:08 pm
Isobel Bellamy Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Hey, not seen you around before how're you then? Isobel! *Glomps* *turns around* KO-CHAN! *tacklehugpounceglompattack* Kya! Long time no see!!! *Huggles* ^_^ mmhmm, so hows it goin.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:14 pm
Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Hey, not seen you around before how're you then? Isobel! *Glomps* *turns around* KO-CHAN! *tacklehugpounceglompattack* Kya! Long time no see!!! *Huggles* ^_^ mmhmm, so hows it goin. *huggles back* yay! Not too good I'm afarid, I'm under siege by hater christians on my xanga *sighs* but other than that generally ok i guess, kinda ill though xp What about you hun?
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:17 pm
Isobel Bellamy Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Koneko_DarkLight Isobel Bellamy Hey, not seen you around before how're you then? Isobel! *Glomps* *turns around* KO-CHAN! *tacklehugpounceglompattack* Kya! Long time no see!!! *Huggles* ^_^ mmhmm, so hows it goin. *huggles back* yay! Not too good I'm afarid, I'm under siege by hater christians on my xanga *sighs* but other than that generally ok i guess, kinda ill though xp What about you hun? I recently went through a heavy round of depression today. Other than that not much is happening. Hmm hater christians...i shall help you against them!
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:21 pm
Koneko_DarkLight I recently went through a heavy round of depression today. Other than that not much is happening. Hmm hater christians...i shall help you against them! Aw sweetpea! *hugs more* depression sucks I've had it for two years and counting stare and yay! they seem to have subsided for the moment apart from a girl called revvicky who's a bit ignorant of paganism and 'goth' subculture it seems.....but help is always good!
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:24 pm
Heh, mines not the medical depression though(at least i dont think it is) I was just really bummed out today about life in general. I saw no purpose to it really. Infact i was bordering on suicide(again). I was planning to jump off this tower outside our school. But in the end i decided not to and now im back to normal. Another reason im depressed is because i have really strong affections towards a non existent character i created in my head... am i going insane?
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:39 pm
Koneko_DarkLight Heh, mines not the medical depression though(at least i dont think it is) I was just really bummed out today about life in general. I saw no purpose to it really. Infact i was bordering on suicide(again). I was planning to jump off this tower outside our school. But in the end i decided not to and now im back to normal. Another reason im depressed is because i have really strong affections towards a non existent character i created in my head... am i going insane? Mine isn't medical but I haven't been to the doctor to have it diagnosed but still yeah hate the world (I'm getting out of it too) not but not suicidal really *more hugs - you're getting loads of them from me today *laughs** hmmm well, it's understandable creating affections for a character in your head, (here comes psychobabble) if you're feeling depressed theres a tendency to get lost in a fantasy world created by you (not scitzophrenia (i can never spell that) though) to escape from it (I did this) so no not insane just bummed out hopefully, and if you're wondering about it no chance, crazy people don't think they're going crazy - they think they're getting saner
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:51 pm
Isobel Bellamy Koneko_DarkLight Heh, mines not the medical depression though(at least i dont think it is) I was just really bummed out today about life in general. I saw no purpose to it really. Infact i was bordering on suicide(again). I was planning to jump off this tower outside our school. But in the end i decided not to and now im back to normal. Another reason im depressed is because i have really strong affections towards a non existent character i created in my head... am i going insane? Mine isn't medical but I haven't been to the doctor to have it diagnosed but still yeah hate the world (I'm getting out of it too) not but not suicidal really *more hugs - you're getting loads of them from me today *laughs** hmmm well, it's understandable creating affections for a character in your head, (here comes psychobabble) if you're feeling depressed theres a tendency to get lost in a fantasy world created by you (not scitzophrenia (i can never spell that) though) to escape from it (I did this) so no not insane just bummed out hopefully, and if you're wondering about it no chance, crazy people don't think they're going crazy - they think they're getting saner YAY HUGS! ^_^ ...yea i have been getting lost in "my own little world" alot lately. And i prefer it much more than reality. *Sigh* if only there was a way i could make it real. Oh well...i'll probably wind up going through the same kinda things again tomorrow. Last night i couldnt sleep at all because i was sad for the fact that the things i created in my mind werent real. Its driving me nuts. Infact sometimes i will just sit and try to create the things in my mind in my reality just by visualilzing them there. and sometimes i talk to them (damn i bet i sound like a wacko...at least if i get sent to a padded room i'll have free food)
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 3:58 pm
Koneko_DarkLight YAY HUGS! ^_^ ...yea i have been getting lost in "my own little world" alot lately. And i prefer it much more than reality. *Sigh* if only there was a way i could make it real. Oh well...i'll probably wind up going through the same kinda things again tomorrow. Last night i couldnt sleep at all because i was sad for the fact that the things i created in my mind werent real. Its driving me nuts. Infact sometimes i will just sit and try to create the things in my mind in my reality just by visualilzing them there. and sometimes i talk to them (damn i bet i sound like a wacko...at least if i get sent to a padded room i'll have free food) yeah, um talking to the girl who spends most of her time talking to someone/thing that may or may not be a ghost/spirit thing.....wierd is a very loose concept with me......I loose myself in made up worlds all the time, I use it as the basis as most of my stories that I'm writing into novels it's a fun way to pass time, threpy for de-stressing and hey, if it's in your mind why not?!
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:02 pm
I just want to stay in my world forever. I hate reality. I need to find some way to do that. Other than jumping off a big tower thing(cuz i dont KNOW whats next). Everyday is a living nitemare to me. Get up, go to school, do s**t you dont give a damn about, go home, eat, sleep, rinse and repeat. I HATE IT. HATE HATE HATE. Lately ive also been doing a lot of research into astral projection. Hoping that may be a way out of it. Ive also been researching things such as telekinesis...if i cant stay in my reality, then maybe i can alter this one.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:19 pm
Koneko_DarkLight I just want to stay in my world forever. I hate reality. I need to find some way to do that. Other than jumping off a big tower thing(cuz i dont KNOW whats next). Everyday is a living nitemare to me. Get up, go to school, do s**t you dont give a damn about, go home, eat, sleep, rinse and repeat. I HATE IT. HATE HATE HATE. Lately ive also been doing a lot of research into astral projection. Hoping that may be a way out of it. Ive also been researching things such as telekinesis...if i cant stay in my reality, then maybe i can alter this one. Yet unfortunately this one prevails *sighs* this one sucks but we have to use it, bleagh, I feel the same but I know it's impossible. Good luck with the astral projection and telekinesis, tell me if you achive it k?
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:23 pm
Ok, ill let u know if i have results. Right now im rather close to achieveing AP. Untill i succeed at these i'll just have to put up with rl. *Sigh* i bet im gona wind up in prison for something stupid soon.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:24 pm
*stumbles in*
Hey. Whats up?
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:27 pm
Rayna-chan. *stumbles in* Hey. Whats up? NOTHING! ninja
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