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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 6:42 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 6:45 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 6:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 6:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 7:09 pm
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Dammie-kins Crap!! Man you guys made me cry >.< There wasnt any really good times for her though, I was allways trying to cheer her up or bring her out of a depression... I did know her ano man this sucks...I just started feeling better from a semi-depression and now this happens! Meh life sucks....
I'm so sorry for you...but you must see it as i saw my grandmother's passing (and no, she didnt die of old age...unfortunately) She was so sad and sick, i was almost happy at her passing because of the horrible suffering i felt from, and for her...
I know thats not the same in the least, but with all suffering, we all wish it to come to an end---And though the end was tragic---it at least, gave her rest. Something i assume she didnt have in this life...
"remember me as i was, not of what i have become" heart
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 7:16 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 7:21 pm
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I wrote something like that but I was planning to go off to the marines and never return.
I have two actually I just found my old poem... - - - Sit in my room contemplating my life "Is it really worth all this trouble?" Look at the razor and wish for it to slide across my skin Like a paintbrush sliding across a eisel Paint the masterpeace stained in blood Watch it drip and count the drops Lets make a record get the high score This world wasnt meant for those who cant fight At least those who cant fight for the one's they love I lie in the bed gripping my bleeding arm "why did I do that it was so stupid..." It wasnt stupid it was rational Simple deduction that if in world everything has a place Mine was being taken over by another omni-prescent power and I cant fight it ill just sit in the rain doubting my whole life Hide the scars and build the bars Iron bar's around my heart and cloth around my wounds until one day I completely fade away under the iron bar's and theirs no more bandages for my wounds - - - ~A last goodbye and a last word~ Lay in bed and think of you, and think of the life that I wanted for you See you crying, all in pain. But all my efforts end in vain. I tried, I really did to help but once again all my efforts were in vain. You probably know that I mean you my family but if not here is a clue. "I wont wait for you when you come back so this is goodbye."
Sorry for the failure's Sorry for the lose's I cant take them back so I let them burn in my memory I wanted so much more to give but I gave all I could and all I could Just wasnt enough to fill that void The void I left is just a little dent, compared to the problem's that you lent The problem's you lent, were just a begginer (a sampler if I might say) of what might come some day So thanks for the problem's and thanks for the love that I wish was there, and thanks for the void that I will leave with my hair. The military is the life for me and it shall allways be Shave my head, Forget my name, I will never bow my head in shame The hair falls down in its brown little locks like the little tears that I couldnt stop
So this is my last word and shall it be known as the last little cry of dameon It truely is a shame and a moment for tear's For this is the only time you will know my fears I feared the world in its whole entirety The mistakes I made in this old society Fell in love and have it broken, only to live and love another day Lost some friends and gained some trust Never thought this would be so hard But in the end it is It will allways be hard to say and hard to write As I write this im probably welling with tears about to drop but I cant let them for this is my final stop Have to move on, Have to keep truckin Its the only thing that keeps this thing runnin I love you all and allways will Good bye and good luck for this is my last forgotten will - - - There long but yeah...I wrote these a long time ago but they make all too much sense now...
(your poem made me cry)
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 7:22 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 7:26 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 8:19 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 8:45 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 8:51 pm
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xxstratus_affectionxx Captain
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 8:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 9:21 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2007 3:38 am
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