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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 6:03 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 6:11 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
After another fifteen minutes of working on Shou's feet, Jun felt the time was as right as it would ever be.
With a deft hand, he plucked Shou's phone right from his fingers, leaving the man rather shocked. Taking advantage of that moment of shock, he slid the phone across the room and lifted Shou's foot to his lips, kissing it like one might do unto royalty, his deep, dark eyes finally gazing up at the blond, meeting those glistening jewels he had once thought to be lost to the sea, those dazzling eyes he had dreamed of every night since they had been apart.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 6:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 6:47 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
"Beloved...." Jun began, speaking evenly and confidently, looking Shou directly in the eye.
"I know you don't want to hear it...but I at least have to say it, whether I deserve the chance to or not, now sit down and listen to me." he made himself perfectly clear, not being intimidating, but being very firm as he walked across the distance with such a determined air about himself that it seemed as if time stood still and before Shou knew what had happened, Jun was holding him, hugging him close with no intention of letting go.
"I didn't want to leave. I never wanted to leave...but bad things happened, love. In reality...I very well could be killed just for this...just for coming to see you. But! I don't think that will happen...because I think it's true, where there's a will, there's a way. I would do anything for you, Shou, my love. I'd fight the dragons of heaven bare handed just to stay by your side, and even death is favorable to living without you. Listen to me...please. Hear me out. Aishiteru." Jun leaned back slightly, gazing deep into Shou's amber eyes, his own eyes full of absolute honesty and hope...and a strength even Jun hadn't known he had, nor would he if not for Ryuukaze's help, really.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 7:13 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 8:07 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 8:30 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
The harder Shou struggled, the tighter Jun held him. He wasn't going to let go, even if it meant him getting beaten, battered, and bruised...though he didn't intend to let that just happen if he could help it...which it was fairly obvious he could, given the fact that his strength far outmatched that of the lithe blond.
"Oh, but I do love you, and I'll say it a thousand times, now stop being stubborn and come here." the dark vocalist insisted, picking the blond up easily and carting him over to the massage table and setting him down gently, wresting the cell phone from Shou's hands and slipping it down the front of his now slightly opened kimono.
"You can rage at me all you want, Shou, and that's fair enough. I was wrong, and I'm here to admit that I was wrong. But...sometimes you do turn your back on the one's you love...if you think that means protecting them. You can't tell me you don't know of anybody who's ever done that before. Even if they were wrong. I was wrong. I was afraid. But I came back because I love you far too much...and you are mine...as I am yours. I mean...for god's sake, Shou...I'm standing here dressed like a goddamn woman just to tell you I'm sorry. If that isn't love, then I don't know what is..." Jun cracked a smile, then began to laugh his deep laugh for a moment...until he leaned forward and kissed Shou, staining the blond's lips red from the lipstick.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 8:36 pm
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Glad for the warmth... and for any reason to wrap his arms around his manager, Akihiko snuggled against the man and closed his eyes. He was... comfortable... his heart felt peaceful...
"I've a small fake tree boxed up." the musician replied, glancing at Izzy for a quick moment. "And don't worry, Ruki. You will have a brilliant cake tonight. AND a home cooked dinner... since SOMEONE can't fix food to save his life..." Narcissus oh so loved to tease his partner about that. "Then... after dinner and dessert... I'll give you your birthday present. No innuendo intended..."
Suddenly his phone started buzzing and, withdrawing it from his coat... which Izzy was wearing... Akihiko looked at the text. "Lucky..." he whispered then looked at his manager. "Not you, I mean... I mean Shou's lucky... look at the resort he's staying at." the musician smirked, turning the phone for Izzy to see. "Seems someone..." Narcissus poked Lucky in the chest. "Needs a phone. Looks like Shou's going to be your text buddy. Should I be jealous?" he teased.
"Chi...Chi-chan?" Nakai said worriedly, putting his hands on the young man's cheeks and forcing him to look up. "Hey... what happened? What'd I say?" he asked, knowing that something had set the 'kid' off.
"I... I thought you wanted to tell scary stories..." a soft smile came to Kai's lips. "Don't tell me I really did frighten you... It wasn't my intention, kiddo..."
"Your house. Got it. Combini. Got it. Heater. Got it." Yuuji was acknowledging everything Michi was saying.
But was he really paying attention?
Yes and no... because at the moment the more pressing matter was that Aki's butler had informed him that the tiger of Ohayou was in bed, a personal physician on call. Seemed the frigid weather wasn't doing the man's condition any better... nor was the amount of work. Yuuji had thought about contacting Hiroki to return to Tokyo, but with the blizzard it would be too late. And why worry the man when there was nothing to be done?
They pulled up to the combini and the driver was ordered to go inside and get the items Nezumi requested. While the man was gone, Takagi turned in the chair and looked at physical therapist and manager in the backseat.
"Look, Tanaka-san. Don't tell Akihiko but... I've been corresponding with his grandfather's butler. Seems Aki's... not doing so well. His personal physician is staying at his residence over the holidays due to the weather and to keep an eye on him but..." Yuuji shook his head slightly. "It doesn't look good. I'm telling you because you're involved now... and because I trust that you won't let my cousin know. Got it?" he asked, raising an eyebrow at the physical therapist.
Amber eyes flickered over to Ryu. "Damn it I just want to pounce you..." he whispered but then looked back to Ko-kun. "Mmmm... no ideas yet... but it has something to do with Izo. He's... traumatized. No doubt he experienced things similar to what I went through when Izo's men nabbed me..." the blond shivered slightly at the thought. "He's just a kid, Ryu-kun... Just a little boy... Who would want to hurt a child?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:17 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:20 pm
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kawaita tsumori ame ga tsuzunaku katari kakeru namida wa seijaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeru
"It's...it's nothing, Kai-kuma." Chiyou squeezed his eyes shut, not wanting his lover to see any fear in him. Instead, he put his hands on the guitarist shoulders and pushed himself forward for a kiss.
"I'm not scared. I promise. I won't ever be afraid again, as long as I have you." Hideki opened his starry eyes and gazed warmly up at his lover, his heart so completely open and trusting to the man who held him close.
karada o tsutau ame ni furueru awai omoi guren no yuuwaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeru
~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Heeeeey now, I know babe. I feel the same way too, but be patient. Eventually." Ryu smirked, nudging the pianist with his shoulder.
"Izo, huh? Figures. Only a snake like that would hurt a child. Izo needs to be stopped. He's done far enough damage to too many innocent people. You, me, Ko-kun, Jun, Shou, Sai....I'd say every bit of all we've ever suffered could probably be traced back to him in some way shape or form..." the violinist clenched his fists and gritted his teeth.
"Well, no matter what, we'll see to it that Ko-kun is protected."
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 10:11 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
The slap stung like a b***h...but he knew he deserved it.
"I don't expect sudden forgiveness, Shou. That's not what I'm asking. I came to apologize, yes. I came to get you back...yes. But I know that takes more than just magic and fairy tales. I certainly don't think you're Naoko, either. He was...my past. We fell into eachothers arms in absolute grief and altered mental states, the both of us, after we thought you had passed. I was so insane from grief, among other things, that I couldn't accept your being alive. Hell...ask Narcissus how I wept over you...for days. I refused to leave Hawaii, hoping that they would at the very least find your body...but Izo...he sent someone after me to bring me back, and when I refused...things got ugly. I'm not trying to give you excuses or false hopes or...." Jun paused, tilting his head for a moment.
"Wait...did you just say...you're a parent...now?" Jun paused, hesitating a bit now. Ryuukaze hadn't informed him of that part...and that was quite an important thing that he needed to know! Vital, even!
"Since when? How? I...I don't...I....congratulations!" was all he could manage, with a sad smile and a tear in his eye. Shou....a parent...how glorious was that?! And how truly, terribly, he wished to be a parent as well...to give a life to a child that was proper and good.
"That...changes a lot of things then...beloved. If...if my loving you is going to cause any disharmony for a child....then...then I don't know what to do. One thing I will never do, Shou, is harm a child. Be that mentally, physically, emotionally...I remember all too well what it is to be a broken, scarred, frightened child. I...I'm torn. I don't want to let you go, Shou. Not now, not ever...but I don't want to ruin a child's life either. I would do anything to defend your child's innocence...even if...that means I have no choice but to let you go." Jun stepped away, letting go of Shou and taking his cell phone out of his kimono and handing it back.
"I'll go....if that's really what will make you happy...but I promise you...if you ever, ever change your mind...I'll be there for you this time. For you...and your child." a single tear fell from Jun's eye, but he wiped it away quickly. Children had always been his weakness...he couldn't help it. It would be truly selfish of him to push any further with Shou now that he knew the man he loved was responsible for a child and didn't want him around. He couldn't just demand his way into a child's life, and he knew that. Hence...he was ready to go. All Shou had to do...was say the word.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 10:54 pm
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