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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 6:36 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 10:00 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 6:47 pm
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I started out as a poser, only being emo because my friend (best) like totally became emo, i wanted to be there for her. But as time went on i actually became emo. Like at first I'd just wear lots of eyeliner and wear black and what not. But I realized that life sucks the more and more time went on. I started cutting myself when I couldn't take life, its like sealing my problems in a scar. I know im nbot a down to earth emo. But i hate the world, really I do, we all just screwed up the earth then claim it was for our own good. I hate people, they think they're better than everything around them, if god just wanted us to be here to destroy the world then he wouldn'tve given us a brain. It's time we use it.
Most people don't understand the way I think. I see like I'm not sure.. my cat for example, and think, I wonder why he doesn't just run away. Its that kind of thinking of why I claim myself to be emo. I'm very emotional, like, i can't keep a straight face for any amount of time.. and I cried for about a week when my dad died (even though he was a cheating bi-polar b*****d)
Call me a poser, whatever, it may be true, but I really do think this way now. I'm mostly depressed nowadays and I at least have good reasons.. Dad:dead, Mom:insane, Brother: Rocket Scientist and first in family who is gay, Me; might be bi, friends don't trust me, no one to talk to most times.
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Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2007 12:44 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2007 1:45 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 10:00 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 12:21 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 12:03 am
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 2:29 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:29 pm
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