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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 6:14 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 10:07 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 5:45 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 6:03 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 6:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2008 6:03 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 2:40 pm
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Yokaiy... TT^TT I think I'll take that offer of yours and vent now... because I'm seriously way too stressed out and depressed to deal with anything. Today my mom checked my grades for the first time this year and I didn't expect her to be that mad... but she yelled at me for getting a 91% on an AP English paper, which had been bugging me all day... everyone else in the class got a 95%, but I got a stinkin 91... TT^TT I mean, I really tried my best and spent 2 hours writing that paper. Apparently I used the word "it" too many times so that's why I got a bad grade. -.-;; And then she yelled at me again for getting an 80% on an Algebra 2 quiz... which I understand because an 80% is a VERY bad grade. *sigh* So I spent an hour or so in my room crying... and worrying about everything. My parents are really pressuring me to be valedictorian, and since I'm in 11th grade this year, it's really important that I do well this year... I was top of my class the past 2 years so I've got quite a good foundation to make it, but I still have to get it this year as well. >.< Which is almost impossible with my busy schedule of 8 really tough classes and no study hall. Like, I feel like I'm going to spontaneously combust with so much work. I shouldn't even really be on the computer right now; I have no time for gaia. And then as if school and homework wasn't bad enough, I have the friends problem... I don't understand why I'm a totally odious person, but it appears that that's how I am. I suppose it's because I'm not cool or pretty like the other girls that they don't like me, but why my old group of friends is suddenly turning on me I'll never know. All I know is that it really hurts to be left out, more so now than ever... I try to always be nice, and I know I'm certainly not mean like my sister. Lenalee reckons it's because teenage girls are really moody sometimes and just randomly do mean things because they're that way... and my personality is kinda like a guy because my personality is always totally flat and I treat people the same no matter what. And now I have ranted on for a very, very long time and bored you, I'm sorry... but you're right, venting really does help. ^w^ I wuv chu yokaiy~! <33
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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 2:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 5:23 pm
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Oh, it's no problem, dear. ^^; I've been told I'm a very good person to vent to.
Wow, an 80 is not a bad grade. ._. And I know how you feel about that english paper. XD I was in AP too, and the way I write is always really informal (I struggle not to but smilies and emotes in essays, but they creep into my notes a lot), so I get riddiculed for that a bit. XD I tend to do pretty well in school regardless, but I'm kinda lazy (KINDA?!?), so I used to miss assignments. Used to referring to last year, by the way, I'm in college so I care a bit more now. : P And dude, an 80's not bad either. > : I get yelled at for like... C's. XD Because everyone in my family's aware I can do better, but anyway... Valedictorian? xD Wow, that's a great goal! 8D I dun' even know what my ranking was. XD I officially hold you in high respect.
Okay, if your friends are being idiots, tell them to ******** themselves and stay away from them until they apologize for making you sad. D< And tell them if they don't make up with you, then a crazy short person from the east coast will go up and beat them into submission~! Sorry I can't help you out more with that...
Ehehe~ I thought it was Mello~ <3 I will have to tektek this now. <3
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 5:23 pm
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I hope you don't mind me offering my two cents, too. heart I don't like seeing people upset.
As someone taking AP English now, I would be ecstatic to get a 91 on a paper. Out of curiosity, does your school system go by an 8-point or 10-point system? Either way, that's still a good grade. And dude, my English teacher last year used to nark on me all the time for my overuse of "it" 8Db.
As for an 80 on an Algebra quiz... you'll have other quizzes to make up that grade, so it's not much to worry about. Heck, I got 60s on some Pre-Calc quizzes last year, and I still was able to do fairly well in there (my year average was 90 or so... but then, my teacher couldn't teach and I spent most of the class doodling, anyway.)
Your parents really shouldn't be pressuring you that much. I've seen what the extremity of that stress can do to people, and... it's just not pretty. Valedictorian is a lovely goal and all, but... will being #1 in the class really be worth it if you're miserable the whole year to achieve it? :< If it's not prying, have you ever talked with your parents about how much that stresses you out?
Of course, all of the above is probably hypocritical, considering what a slacker I am. gonk
And in regards to your friends... yea, I'd say that's typical teenage girl crap. 8| I can say this because I apparently lack a mental uterus or something. But, that's seriously lame. If they want to suddenly be bitches, well, fine, see how far they get in life.
I... wish I could help more on the last one, but I suck at dealing with people, so I really couldn't offer you any advice there. heart Here's to hoping things get better soon!
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 6:35 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 5:39 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 5:53 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 6:16 pm
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I'm just as retardedly happy and optimistic offline as I am on. XD YES, I AM A KIND HUMAN BEING. >D And yeah, generally anime fans are really nice. XD And I'm not /that/ old. I'm 17. > :
OH, DRIVING FAILS. I hate driving. > : *learning*
WHOA, WHAT? NEW FMA? SINCE WHEN?
Oh, I have news too. 8D It turns out that one of my (short) friends doesn't really have a costume to wear for Anime USA, and since I'm going as Zelky she wanted to fit in, so I'm lending her my Azure Kite costume. (We're about the same size) YAY, RETURN OF THE MINI AZURE KITE. AZZIE 2.0~!
So, off-topic. Went to a book store, picked up the XXXX volume 2 and GU+ volume 3. Means they're both over now, but YAY, they made me happies~! :3
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Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 12:59 pm
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