Get The Truth Out

[l-Alpine-Aphrodisiac-l]

at the begining of this year i broke up with my first bofyriend. We had dated for three years and i loved him and honestly trusted him then recently i found out that he cheated on me with two girls and a guy.... crying I was sooo messed up, i don't really trust anyone because anytime you trust someone not to lie and hurt you they do. I only have one friend that i'm not worried about hurting me....  

[l-Alpine-Aphrodisiac-l]

misskla

I hate feeling sad and angry all the time I don't really wanna tell everyone what happened but lets just say my heart is breaking I feel so alone and just broken. I'm empty and hallow inside and i don't know what to do

Awww........ You know you ALWAYS HAVE ME!!!!!! *hugs*  

[EvanescentGypsy]

ArrancarYoruichi

misskla

I hate feeling sad and angry all the time I don't really wanna tell everyone what happened but lets just say my heart is breaking I feel so alone and just broken. I'm empty and hallow inside and i don't know what to do

I feel the same way as you do

Also since the subject of lying came up - there's this girl that use to be one of my best friends and she told me (while we were still really good friends) how she hated these three girls, couldn't stand them, how they made her sick and how stupid they were. And now she's all like best buddies with them rolleyes She's just acting so stupid and so fake now, being friends with them

its nice to know i'm not alone

and i know what you mean about the lying thing I had the same thing, i've had that happen before sad  

[EvanescentGypsy]

SadisticSheWolf

at the begining of this year i broke up with my first bofyriend. We had dated for three years and i loved him and honestly trusted him then recently i found out that he cheated on me with two girls and a guy.... crying I was sooo messed up, i don't really trust anyone because anytime you trust someone not to lie and hurt you they do. I only have one friend that i'm not worried about hurting me....

awww hun! *hugs* and i totally understand about the lying and hurting thing people are cruel these days :-/  

[EvanescentGypsy]

SadisticSheWolf

misskla

I hate feeling sad and angry all the time I don't really wanna tell everyone what happened but lets just say my heart is breaking I feel so alone and just broken. I'm empty and hallow inside and i don't know what to do

Awww........ You know you ALWAYS HAVE ME!!!!!! *hugs*

Awwwwwwwwwwww thanks!!! YOU ALWAYS HAVE ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs back*  

[yukia31]

this is wrong

nobody loves me but one guy he said that he missed me

what have i done to get that

thrown away at the start

but not with that guy but i'm straight i think

*has now a small cut on his hand*  

[Meirii_boydou]

im extreamely lonely.
but im 14 and aparently "too young"/ "still have alot of time ahead of me" to get into a serious relationship. im not even going to a school where we can date kids there... (and all most of them are jerks anyways)

i dont even have any friends in rl (i lost them all last year. they sold my secrets for popularity.... -.-)

im about ready to kill myself.

ive done alot of bad things in my lifetime already...

my mom and dad practicaly dissowned me...


ahhhgh, its to hard to say in a few words... is there anyone i can talk to about these issues??

please dont say "a shrink" i get that alot... (besides im kinda in a school full of them... soooo...  

[EvanescentGypsy]

Meirii_boydou

im extreamely lonely.
but im 14 and aparently "too young"/ "still have alot of time ahead of me" to get into a serious relationship. im not even going to a school where we can date kids there... (and all most of them are jerks anyways)

i dont even have any friends in rl (i lost them all last year. they sold my secrets for popularity.... -.-)

im about ready to kill myself.

ive done alot of bad things in my lifetime already...

my mom and dad practicaly dissowned me...


ahhhgh, its to hard to say in a few words... is there anyone i can talk to about these issues??

please dont say "a shrink" i get that alot... (besides im kinda in a school full of them... soooo...

well there are people on this guild would be happy to help as much as they are able, i am one of them smile and i know you not to say this but councilor could be helpful but i understand if you don't feel comfortable with that or one isn't totally available to you or any other reasons. but you can talk to people in this guild, including me.  

[yukia31]

misskla

Meirii_boydou

im extreamely lonely.
but im 14 and aparently "too young"/ "still have alot of time ahead of me" to get into a serious relationship. im not even going to a school where we can date kids there... (and all most of them are jerks anyways)

i dont even have any friends in rl (i lost them all last year. they sold my secrets for popularity.... -.-)

im about ready to kill myself.

ive done alot of bad things in my lifetime already...

my mom and dad practicaly dissowned me...


ahhhgh, its to hard to say in a few words... is there anyone i can talk to about these issues??

please dont say "a shrink" i get that alot... (besides im kinda in a school full of them... soooo...

well there are people on this guild would be happy to help as much as they are able, i am one of them smile and i know you not to say this but councilor could be helpful but i understand if you don't feel comfortable with that or one isn't totally available to you or any other reasons. but you can talk to people in this guild, including me.

and you can talk also to me if you want  

[lovelikepups]

Meirii_boydou

im extreamely lonely.
but im 14 and aparently "too young"/ "still have alot of time ahead of me" to get into a serious relationship. im not even going to a school where we can date kids there... (and all most of them are jerks anyways)

i dont even have any friends in rl (i lost them all last year. they sold my secrets for popularity.... -.-)

im about ready to kill myself.

ive done alot of bad things in my lifetime already...

my mom and dad practicaly dissowned me...


ahhhgh, its to hard to say in a few words... is there anyone i can talk to about these issues??

please dont say "a shrink" i get that alot... (besides im kinda in a school full of them... soooo...

aw im so sorry  

[freekygirl4]

Xx-Samu Kimi-xX

I just feel very sad and lonely, but that is a good thing. My friends say that if I kill myself, there will be a domino reaction. I do not believe so, so I still try to get an overdose from taking the max pain killer pills. 15, 10, and 20 in one day....Then I tried to take more than one Oner Daily vitamin pill. 8 of them to be exact, but nothing works.... gonk Do you know of any meds that can cause an overdose? I need it. I need it!!! I need to die.

well I could tell you quite a few since Im on some very heavy s**t because of some issues (look at profile if you want to know about the issues) but you seem like a nice person and it seems like people care about you and want you to stay alive unlike me :/ damn you're lucky!!!
no one gives a damn about a screw up whos in a damn wheelchair at school but not at home!!! so Ive tried to kill myself like idk but a lot but everytime I get close I back away and I dont do it :/ damn my life sucks  

[freekygirl4]

Angie Holmes

I've considered cutting myself. Physical pain makes emotional pain easier and it's something to do. I always wear t-shirts though, so people would figure it out pretty quick. Longsleeves have always irritated me, so whatever. I probably won't do it anyway...

if you really wanted to (not saying I want you to or that you should) you could always wear alot of bracelets you know those big/thick ones yea those they would cover your wrists easily (trust me I know from experience. no not from mine but my sisters)  

[freekygirl4]

kyuuketsuki no mune

misskla

Meirii_boydou

im extreamely lonely.
but im 14 and aparently "too young"/ "still have alot of time ahead of me" to get into a serious relationship. im not even going to a school where we can date kids there... (and all most of them are jerks anyways)

i dont even have any friends in rl (i lost them all last year. they sold my secrets for popularity.... -.-)

im about ready to kill myself.

ive done alot of bad things in my lifetime already...

my mom and dad practicaly dissowned me...


ahhhgh, its to hard to say in a few words... is there anyone i can talk to about these issues??

please dont say "a shrink" i get that alot... (besides im kinda in a school full of them... soooo...

well there are people on this guild would be happy to help as much as they are able, i am one of them smile and i know you not to say this but councilor could be helpful but i understand if you don't feel comfortable with that or one isn't totally available to you or any other reasons. but you can talk to people in this guild, including me.

and you can talk also to me if you want

and me if you want trust me if I can handle my sister and all her problems and mine then I can handle yours biggrin  

[3dnightshade]

hey I dont know any one here but I need somone to talk to that wont tell me dome sh*t like there are pleanty of fish in the sea.

I have been talking to some one and he is so awsome they have same beleifs as I do they have the same likes as I do ,addictons aside, and they is VERY atractive, but I found out they is inlove with some one else. it feels like my heart has a freezing gash. I dont know what to do. Im so tired of being alone, so tired of only... being with people who dont even know my name. I want love not lust but that seems out of my reach so far.