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 Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 9:37 pm
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia oooh...not feeling to good tonight are you?? I'm alright this evening. Why? I don't know....I just get the feeling you are down...because you said you hid..... Eh, I suppose I'm always hiding, really. sweatdrop yeah....i think i know what you mean...i did prefer to be alone in my room with my music or the tv when i did watch tv...it was my bubble...but they talked me into coming into the living room also since hubby had knee surgery I am closer to him if he needs me when we are alone...a plus they let me listen to my music in here so it helps....... Yep, I crawl into bed and stay there for two weeks. >.<
i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:09 pm
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MuyamiKasai Kay9214 MuyamiKasai Kay9214 MuyamiKasai :::she smirks evilly as she quickly drops her wrench into her truck then closes it sitting on the lid:::.... your point? This is how we got into this. Asking me my point after I state my point. emotion_facepalm Not specifically an alien temple (especially if the main page is to be believed eek ) And it's you that can't hold on to my point for more than a minute... :/
:::she looks at him unamused:::... you never said I'd have to hold anything....
No, not really...
Don't forget my point if you're going to ask about it three seconds later. Other than that, do what you want. :/ |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:12 pm
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia I don't know....I just get the feeling you are down...because you said you hid..... Eh, I suppose I'm always hiding, really. sweatdrop yeah....i think i know what you mean...i did prefer to be alone in my room with my music or the tv when i did watch tv...it was my bubble...but they talked me into coming into the living room also since hubby had knee surgery I am closer to him if he needs me when we are alone...a plus they let me listen to my music in here so it helps....... Yep, I crawl into bed and stay there for two weeks. >.< i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight...
Easy? Most of the time.
Helpful? Not really though. >.<
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:26 pm
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia I don't know....I just get the feeling you are down...because you said you hid..... Eh, I suppose I'm always hiding, really. sweatdrop yeah....i think i know what you mean...i did prefer to be alone in my room with my music or the tv when i did watch tv...it was my bubble...but they talked me into coming into the living room also since hubby had knee surgery I am closer to him if he needs me when we are alone...a plus they let me listen to my music in here so it helps....... Yep, I crawl into bed and stay there for two weeks. >.< i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... Easy? Most of the time. Helpful? Not really though. >.< sweatdrop
yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:36 pm
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah....i think i know what you mean...i did prefer to be alone in my room with my music or the tv when i did watch tv...it was my bubble...but they talked me into coming into the living room also since hubby had knee surgery I am closer to him if he needs me when we are alone...a plus they let me listen to my music in here so it helps....... Yep, I crawl into bed and stay there for two weeks. >.< i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... Easy? Most of the time. Helpful? Not really though. >.< sweatdrop yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave...
Oh my.
Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:52 pm
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah....i think i know what you mean...i did prefer to be alone in my room with my music or the tv when i did watch tv...it was my bubble...but they talked me into coming into the living room also since hubby had knee surgery I am closer to him if he needs me when we are alone...a plus they let me listen to my music in here so it helps....... Yep, I crawl into bed and stay there for two weeks. >.< i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... Easy? Most of the time. Helpful? Not really though. >.< sweatdrop yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... Oh my. Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop
yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me....
this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:35 pm
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... Easy? Most of the time. Helpful? Not really though. >.< sweatdrop yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... Oh my. Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things...
I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.< |
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Posted: Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:40 pm
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia i wish it were that easy for me....especially on a night like tonight... Easy? Most of the time. Helpful? Not really though. >.< sweatdrop yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... Oh my. Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.<
yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 12:10 am
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... Oh my. Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.< yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this......
Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess. |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 12:28 am
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah I can only imagine it...because even before I was on meds for my depression I would not spend that much time in bed...spent a lot of time in it though a very lot..would get very angry if anyone even suggested I leave my room much less leave the house...I was not a very pleasant person to live with then..even with the meds I still don't like leaving the house if I can get out of it...I just don't get angry when I have to leave... Oh my. Yeah, I scarcely leave the house any more either. sweatdrop yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.< yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess.
I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone...
it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL....... |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 12:35 am
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.< yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess. I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone... it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL.......
Well, I didn't know you then, so I suppose I can't comment on that in any meaningful way.
Might have been a forceful personality or something. *shrugs*
I get along with you just fine, knowing you now, and that's what counts. ^__^ |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 12:47 am
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah with my depression I saw no reason to leave and now since they don't let me drive anymore I still don't see much reason to.don't even like going to the mailbox..I will put off things till they really need to be done...or have one of the girls do it for me.... this is so different form what I used to be...used to love going out and doing things... I can go out if I need to, but... I really rather not. >.< yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess. I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone... it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL....... Well, I didn't know you then, so I suppose I can't comment on that in any meaningful way. Might have been a forceful personality or something. *shrugs* I get along with you just fine, knowing you now, and that's what counts. ^__^
**shrugs**never understood it then and I still don't so I gave up trying to...so I just except it..just like the many why's that have been thrown at me in my life.. |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 12:52 am
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess. I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone... it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL....... Well, I didn't know you then, so I suppose I can't comment on that in any meaningful way. Might have been a forceful personality or something. *shrugs* I get along with you just fine, knowing you now, and that's what counts. ^__^ **shrugs**never understood it then and I still don't so I gave up trying to...so I just except it..just like the many why's that have been thrown at me in my life..
*shrugs* |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 1:01 am
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Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia yeah....have you always been this ways?? I know what started my snowball to this...... Uh... To a degree. I used to sort of fake my way through social interaction, like on autopilot, of that makes sense. Even then i was quiet and private. I was always reclusive. It's just sort of gotten harder, I guess. I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone... it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL....... Well, I didn't know you then, so I suppose I can't comment on that in any meaningful way. Might have been a forceful personality or something. *shrugs* I get along with you just fine, knowing you now, and that's what counts. ^__^ **shrugs**never understood it then and I still don't so I gave up trying to...so I just except it..just like the many why's that have been thrown at me in my life.. *shrugs*
**shrugs too** yeah..I will know tomorrow how much my life is going to change again...is it going to be a little or a lot?? |
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Posted: Mon Oct 21, 2013 1:03 am
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Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia Kay9214 Skyailia I was not a quiet one...but I never made many friends...for some reason some people did not like me and others would follow them in their dislike of me..well it seem to have stuck as grew up....for some reason most people don't seem to like me so I would rather stay away from them...I figure with as many times I have been hurt by someone I figure you leave me alone and I will leave you alone... it seems easier talking to someone online than in RL....... Well, I didn't know you then, so I suppose I can't comment on that in any meaningful way. Might have been a forceful personality or something. *shrugs* I get along with you just fine, knowing you now, and that's what counts. ^__^ **shrugs**never understood it then and I still don't so I gave up trying to...so I just except it..just like the many why's that have been thrown at me in my life.. *shrugs* **shrugs too** yeah..I will know tomorrow how much my life is going to change again...is it going to be a little or a lot??
Well, I hope everything turns out the best it can. D: |
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