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 Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 9:15 pm
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Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari lonniedi Cami_Kaminari I would, but I'm gonna just shut up now... otherwise I'm gonna start looking at the pretty sharp objects again... that's not good... sweatdrop Woah! Yeah.. not good... @_@ I know.. but I'm not really calming down one bit... stressed stressed sweatdrop There you go, it's good to get it out of your system. Damnit.. my mood is getting worse and worse!! s**t..... ok.. something or someone is gonna get hurt soon.... *looks at the sharp objects*.... damnit..... *locks herself in Iya's closet* Yes, do what your heart tells you, just keep it in. blaugh Feel any better Cami-chan? .... not really.... I'm just gonna stay in your closet until my urge to... hurt... goes away..... sad well, do what you must do to calm down. however, under no circumstances must you hurt yourself, got it? |
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 9:31 pm
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Cami_Kaminari Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari Iyamashi Cami_Kaminari lonniedi Cami_Kaminari I would, but I'm gonna just shut up now... otherwise I'm gonna start looking at the pretty sharp objects again... that's not good... sweatdrop Woah! Yeah.. not good... @_@ I know.. but I'm not really calming down one bit... stressed stressed sweatdrop There you go, it's good to get it out of your system. Damnit.. my mood is getting worse and worse!! s**t..... ok.. something or someone is gonna get hurt soon.... *looks at the sharp objects*.... damnit..... *locks herself in Iya's closet* Yes, do what your heart tells you, just keep it in. blaugh Feel any better Cami-chan? .... not really.... I'm just gonna stay in your closet until my urge to... hurt... goes away..... sad well, do what you must do to calm down. however, under no circumstances must you hurt yourself, got it? Yes sir... I promise... |
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2005 9:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2005 9:10 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2005 9:38 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 5:33 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 1:44 pm
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Cami_Kaminari Man... now I feel like s**t... I'm not helping my friend at all, and it's when he really needs help.... I can take the explosions, but he doesn't want me to get hurt... I understand that he doesn't like me always being his target, but I'm proud to be his stress relief! The more he lets it out on me, hopefully he'll stop blaming himself... he's a great friend, but he blames himself for everything.... he's in pain, and he's terribly confused right now... Please! Use me as your target! I can definetly take it!... I don't want you to explode somewhere where you'll get yourself in trouble.... I want to help, and so far I've found out that this is the only way!... please let me help you dude!.... I want to help.... ok.. I'm done now... sorry.... sweatdrop But it does help to let it out... |
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 2:15 pm
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Aeyuki-chan It seems everywhere I turn I end up being someone else's strength for their love lives and other crap. It's driving me crazy. And when I search for love... I'm shot down or trampled on. I'm considering closing my heart off and not caring much for love at all. *Sighs*
Sorry, that was a little strong. sad
Listen, closing your heart up is never an option. As soon as you close it, it's over. Might as well suicide if you are going to close your heart.
Trust me, thinking about suiciding isn't pretty. stare
You aren't the only one here with this problem Aeyuki-chan, I'm going through the same thing myself. I mean just yesterday I was talking to a girl about her love life (sheesh, only 12 and already thinking about sex, pervs stare ) and earlier that morning, one of my friend asked me something about her friend's relationship.
Helping out people make you feel good, but you know what? It hurts once you are no longer needed, because then you start thinking about your own love life...realizing you don't have one. Agh! I'm babbling on about nonsense, see what you made me done?
Aeyuki-sama, I've read that poem you wrote. Lovely poem! Great poem!
Whenever you feel it hurt, write it out. Don't ever close your heart, it will only cause the pain to grow more.
Now that I think I have finish making a fool out of myself, please try to feel better. Feel free to laugh and make fun of me, that always help out. 3nodding |
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 5:01 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 5:23 pm
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Tsuki Miyamoto ;-; Okay I feel really bad. I don't know. I feel like my friends are angry with me for some reason...After Spring Break I feel like they look at me differently. And like it's not the same way it was before that week and a half off. I don't know...It just makes me feel bad. Like I'm doing something wrong.
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And also, there's this guy. I don't know. I was stupid and told him I *loved* him. It made me want to kill myself. I mean, he was my best friend and I didn't want him to stop talking to me. I didn't want to tell him, but I hated lying to him about this other guy.
When I told him, he said that he liked someone else. He didn't say who, but he just said someone else. He said he can only think of my like a little sister to him. He said nothing would change after break, he'd still treat me the same way, but he lied.
We don't talk like we used to. His voice sounds different. He's always talking to everyone else now. Before I had told him, it was the other way around. It was always us two talking...I don't know. I guess I just miss that.
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As for the brother and sister thing, I had a similar experience before. I know how you feel. Look, how long has this been going? If it's not too long ago, just be patient, everything will be back to normal...I hope. |
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 5:48 pm
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Iyamashi Aeyuki-chan It seems everywhere I turn I end up being someone else's strength for their love lives and other crap. It's driving me crazy. And when I search for love... I'm shot down or trampled on. I'm considering closing my heart off and not caring much for love at all. *Sighs* You know...you need to shut up. mad Sorry, that was a little strong. sad Listen, closing your heart up is never an option. As soon as you close it, it's over. Might as well suicide if you are going to close your heart. Trust me, thinking about suiciding isn't pretty. stare You aren't the only one here with this problem Aeyuki-chan, I'm going through the same thing myself. I mean just yesterday I was talking to a girl about her love life (sheesh, only 12 and already thinking about sex, pervs stare ) and earlier that morning, one of my friend asked me something about her friend's relationship. Helping out people make you feel good, but you know what? It hurts once you are no longer needed, because then you start thinking about your own love life...realizing you don't have one. Agh! I'm babbling on about nonsense, see what you made me done? Aeyuki-sama, I've read that poem you wrote. Lovely poem! Great poem! Whenever you feel it hurt, write it out. Don't ever close your heart, it will only cause the pain to grow more. Now that I think I have finish making a fool out of myself, please try to feel better. Feel free to laugh and make fun of me, that always help out. 3nodding
12-YEAR-OLDS TALKING ABOUT SEX~?!?!?!??! Jeez... Today's youth matures quickly... |
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 5:51 pm
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Iyamashi Tsuki Miyamoto ;-; Okay I feel really bad. I don't know. I feel like my friends are angry with me for some reason...After Spring Break I feel like they look at me differently. And like it's not the same way it was before that week and a half off. I don't know...It just makes me feel bad. Like I'm doing something wrong.
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And also, there's this guy. I don't know. I was stupid and told him I *loved* him. It made me want to kill myself. I mean, he was my best friend and I didn't want him to stop talking to me. I didn't want to tell him, but I hated lying to him about this other guy.
When I told him, he said that he liked someone else. He didn't say who, but he just said someone else. He said he can only think of my like a little sister to him. He said nothing would change after break, he'd still treat me the same way, but he lied.
We don't talk like we used to. His voice sounds different. He's always talking to everyone else now. Before I had told him, it was the other way around. It was always us two talking...I don't know. I guess I just miss that.
- Oh, wow...sorry to hear that. As for the brother and sister thing, I had a similar experience before. I know how you feel. Look, how long has this been going? If it's not too long ago, just be patient, everything will be back to normal...I hope.
It's been about a week... |
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 6:59 pm
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Why are boys so hard to figure out? stare Their stupid motives are so unpredictable and it is really irritating me. Today, I tried to ask Nick Sikorski something and he thought I was going to beat him up...So he yelled at me to go away even though I wasn't going to hit him (though I wouldn't blame him for cowering away since I hit him everyday...). When I went back to my seat, he started singing, "Ryan and Tuscany in a tree! K-I-S-S-I-N-G!!" So unconvienient...And with such irony added to it. You see, the person I have a crush on is that same Ryan. And Nick thinks I have a crush on him, but he doesn't know that he is actually right. --.-- I hate irony.
Anyway, I get all pissy again. I walk up around to his desk and pretend that I'm getting a tissue. Along the way, I grab his desk, lift it up, and try to topple it on him. It's just another phase of my horrible temper. The melissa teases me that I have a crush on Nick even though I have a crush on Ryan. Then I lift and topple her desk sending her books spilling on the ground.
The point is that I'm confused and suspicious about that stupid thing. Nick always tries to guess who I like and he always asks me if I like Ryan. He once asked my friend Nicolle if anyone liked Ryan. She didn't want to say anything but then Nick just had to say, "I bet she likes Ryan. I wonder if I should tell him." --.-- What is it with him!? It's like he is hinting that Ryan likes me and wants me to catch on with the idea!! Well, I practically caught on when it happened the secoond time!!! -.-
I'm babbling again about the useless crap of a 13 year old's life. I'll shut up now...
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 8:15 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 08, 2005 9:55 pm
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