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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 9:22 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Hayato listened.Every word, every fact was crucial right now. This had to be eased into, ever-so-delicately. Inch by inch, even, until he had himself where he needed to be.
"I'm glad you're doing better. Honestly...I've been a complete mess myself, lately. I'm sure we're both rather unstable right now."
That's it...make Naoko feel equal. Make him comfortable. Share with him, reel him in...but be careful not to break the wire.
"I'll do my best to keep you out of trouble, if that's what you're having a problem with, still. Listen...you know you can come to me any time you're having a problem. If you feel like you can't handle yourself, or that you might lose it...I can handle that. You don't have to be afraid around me. I'll protect you and everyone around you, if I need to. Hell, that morning you showed up...it wasn't so bad. Shou...he actually understood, after a while. He was cool after...heh...I think, deep down, he wanted to protect you just as much as Sai did."
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 9:38 pm
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 9:47 pm
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"Ok...you can seme whenever I'm not the seme to you. God...I feel so....good." Michi laughed as his ear was licked, "Hey! That tickles!"
Michi planned on having more days like this with Akihiko...many more. Since Izzy appeared to be gone, Akihiko needed an outlet and well, Michi enjoyed being that outlet.
His arms encircled his lover and he just held him for awhile. But this closeness was nice..comfortable and intimate. The music could wait a few hours...Michi had a feeling this would give Akihiko a good reboot.
~ ~ ~
Being held like that... just, being able to lay in the arms of another person and let go... He didn't even realize it was happening, but silent tears were leaking from Akihiko's eyes, landing on Michi's bare shoulder. The musician didn't move though... just lay there, face buried in the physical therapist's neck.
"You know... next time I'll have to use the high pitched voice." Akihiko teased, though that only made the tears leak from his eyes all the more.
He wasn't sobbing or sniffing or anything... but there was an obvious overflow of tears.
One hand was laying over Michi's chest, the fingers clutching the sheet on the other side of his friend's head. It was as if the young Koyasu were trying to hold back an entire dam...
"Gomen... I'll be alright in a second..." Akihiko whispered, knowing obviously that something was wrong.
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 9:55 pm
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 9:59 pm
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 10:15 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Anger....anger boiled and bubbled and rose inside him until it threatened to spill right over.
Now was not the time or the place, though. Not at all. If he let himself loose now, he'd only cause himself more trouble, and make things harder on himself in the long run.
Hanging his head, the dark vocalist trembled a bit. It looked more like he was sad than angry.
"I'm sorry, kitten. I do...do love you, though..." he said as he turned away.
"I understand how you feel, though. You love Ryu. That's a great thing for you. And...no...you could never replace your brother. It's only...you're the only other man I've ever loved...even if I didn't always show it...."
With that, Hayato left the room, heading down the hall.
It would take a while, but he knew exactly what he had to do. He would have his Naoko, one way or the other. He just had to keep playing his cards the right way.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2011 9:03 am
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2011 9:23 am
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2011 9:28 am
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