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 Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 5:27 pm
inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan Grimkiler yah they are i posted like once and all the people who post like 4000 times erased my post to ht ebottom but im lucky i got tickets and i hope you get some 2 me too...I'm on page 916 ><"
One thing I'm really down about is I was going to go to the cocert with my Dad...
sorry I'm being depressing again
I'm on page 400...but of course I got totally KILLED
because of all the sluts posting pages of s**t!!
The reason I wanna win is because of my best friend..
She died of brain cancer in 2002, and her dream was to meet
My Chemical Romance.
When we found out about her being diagnosed with it,
I promised her that I would make sure she would meet her favorite band..
She died. I had never won tickets. I had never won V.I.P passes. We never went. I broke my promise.
If I won those..I would be going in Janice's place..
I would have finally fufilled my promise, you know?I hate them too....
TT-TT
aww....that made me cry, such a sad story!
I hope you win for you friend, it sucks when you know you broke a promise to a very important friend...TT-TT
:] <33
You have had a very sad life as well..
I wish you the best of luck to win your show.
You definately deserve them.
I can't say I've lost a parent..but I have
suffered years of abuse and lost several friends,
so I feel your pain.
Stay strong hun, you're stronger than you'll ever know.
heart ^^
Many kids (teenagers mostly) have sad lives...
And most of them struggle to be strong
I know it's really hard
I'm trying the best I can to hold myself up and my family up
When something like this happens to you
I hope your older (I hope your not already that old ><")
It will may be help because you might have someone you love help you stand up
That is not family, I think it will help alot more
I'm glad I'm one of the lucky ones that are able to stand up one there own
If I wasn't who knows what could happen, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me, it may change, but let's hope it willl be for the better.
...
I think I talk too much ^^"
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 5:45 pm
Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan Grimkiler yah they are i posted like once and all the people who post like 4000 times erased my post to ht ebottom but im lucky i got tickets and i hope you get some 2 me too...I'm on page 916 ><"
One thing I'm really down about is I was going to go to the cocert with my Dad...
sorry I'm being depressing again
I'm on page 400...but of course I got totally KILLED
because of all the sluts posting pages of s**t!!
The reason I wanna win is because of my best friend..
She died of brain cancer in 2002, and her dream was to meet
My Chemical Romance.
When we found out about her being diagnosed with it,
I promised her that I would make sure she would meet her favorite band..
She died. I had never won tickets. I had never won V.I.P passes. We never went. I broke my promise.
If I won those..I would be going in Janice's place..
I would have finally fufilled my promise, you know?I hate them too....
TT-TT
aww....that made me cry, such a sad story!
I hope you win for you friend, it sucks when you know you broke a promise to a very important friend...TT-TT
:] <33
You have had a very sad life as well..
I wish you the best of luck to win your show.
You definately deserve them.
I can't say I've lost a parent..but I have
suffered years of abuse and lost several friends,
so I feel your pain.
Stay strong hun, you're stronger than you'll ever know.
heart ^^
Many kids (teenagers mostly) have sad lives...
And most of them struggle to be strong
I know it's really hard
I'm trying the best I can to hold myself up and my family up
When something like this happens to you
I hope your older (I hope your not already that old ><")
It will may be help because you might have someone you love help you stand up
That is not family, I think it will help alot more
I'm glad I'm one of the lucky ones that are able to stand up one there own
If I wasn't who knows what could happen, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me, it may change, but let's hope it willl be for the better.
...
I think I talk too much ^^"
I've been going through the abuse for my
whole life, so I suppose I got used to it.
..Yes, for that you are lucky. ^^
I could never stand up for myself...I could never
look to the brightside and say,
"Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful."
My friends are the true things that help me through life, so
when Janice died, so did I.
I was already struggling through depressions, and this
just crushed my inside..killed everything i ever worked on.
The biggest problem was when i got suicidal.
Well..I guess im lucky too, then..
I got over my extremely depressed times..Some people
never do, and live a very dark life.
You dont' talk too much at all.
:]
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 5:55 pm
inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl I HATE THOSE ******** POST WHOREEESSS!!!!!
I'm on page 400...but of course I got totally KILLED
because of all the sluts posting pages of s**t!!
The reason I wanna win is because of my best friend..
She died of brain cancer in 2002, and her dream was to meet
My Chemical Romance.
When we found out about her being diagnosed with it,
I promised her that I would make sure she would meet her favorite band..
She died. I had never won tickets. I had never won V.I.P passes. We never went. I broke my promise.
If I won those..I would be going in Janice's place..
I would have finally fufilled my promise, you know? I hate them too....
TT-TT
aww....that made me cry, such a sad story!
I hope you win for you friend, it sucks when you know you broke a promise to a very important friend...TT-TT
:] <33
You have had a very sad life as well..
I wish you the best of luck to win your show.
You definately deserve them.
I can't say I've lost a parent..but I have
suffered years of abuse and lost several friends,
so I feel your pain.
Stay strong hun, you're stronger than you'll ever know.
heart ^^
Many kids (teenagers mostly) have sad lives...
And most of them struggle to be strong
I know it's really hard
I'm trying the best I can to hold myself up and my family up
When something like this happens to you
I hope your older (I hope your not already that old ><")
It will may be help because you might have someone you love help you stand up
That is not family, I think it will help alot more
I'm glad I'm one of the lucky ones that are able to stand up one there own
If I wasn't who knows what could happen, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me, it may change, but let's hope it willl be for the better.
...
I think I talk too much ^^"
I've been going through the abuse for my
whole life, so I suppose I got used to it.
..Yes, for that you are lucky. ^^
I could never stand up for myself...I could never
look to the brightside and say,
"Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful."
My friends are the true things that help me through life, so
when Janice died, so did I.
I was already struggling through depressions, and this
just crushed my inside..killed everything i ever worked on.
The biggest problem was when i got suicidal.
Well..I guess im lucky too, then..
I got over my extremely depressed times..Some people
never do, and live a very dark life.
You dont' talk too much at all.
:]Yeah...
My Dad was my best friend
It killed me so much when my Mom told me
But the sad thing is, I already knew
Cause like I said
'I found him on the bathroom floor'
It's the worst sight to see, someone who just died
And to know I heard him die hurt so much more
I'm not like that ("Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful.")
I'm falling a little everyday, I wish someone would stop it...
I'm glad you got past the extrem depresstion
And I hope one day someone will pick you up, on to your feet and help you everytime you fall...
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 6:40 pm
Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl I HATE THOSE ******** POST WHOREEESSS!!!!!
I'm on page 400...but of course I got totally KILLED
because of all the sluts posting pages of s**t!!
The reason I wanna win is because of my best friend..
She died of brain cancer in 2002, and her dream was to meet
My Chemical Romance.
When we found out about her being diagnosed with it,
I promised her that I would make sure she would meet her favorite band..
She died. I had never won tickets. I had never won V.I.P passes. We never went. I broke my promise.
If I won those..I would be going in Janice's place..
I would have finally fufilled my promise, you know? I hate them too....
TT-TT
aww....that made me cry, such a sad story!
I hope you win for you friend, it sucks when you know you broke a promise to a very important friend...TT-TT
:] <33
You have had a very sad life as well..
I wish you the best of luck to win your show.
You definately deserve them.
I can't say I've lost a parent..but I have
suffered years of abuse and lost several friends,
so I feel your pain.
Stay strong hun, you're stronger than you'll ever know.
heart ^^
Many kids (teenagers mostly) have sad lives...
And most of them struggle to be strong
I know it's really hard
I'm trying the best I can to hold myself up and my family up
When something like this happens to you
I hope your older (I hope your not already that old ><")
It will may be help because you might have someone you love help you stand up
That is not family, I think it will help alot more
I'm glad I'm one of the lucky ones that are able to stand up one there own
If I wasn't who knows what could happen, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me, it may change, but let's hope it willl be for the better.
...
I think I talk too much ^^"
I've been going through the abuse for my
whole life, so I suppose I got used to it.
..Yes, for that you are lucky. ^^
I could never stand up for myself...I could never
look to the brightside and say,
"Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful."
My friends are the true things that help me through life, so
when Janice died, so did I.
I was already struggling through depressions, and this
just crushed my inside..killed everything i ever worked on.
The biggest problem was when i got suicidal.
Well..I guess im lucky too, then..
I got over my extremely depressed times..Some people
never do, and live a very dark life.
You dont' talk too much at all.
:]Yeah...
My Dad was my best friend
It killed me so much when my Mom told me
But the sad thing is, I already knew
Cause like I said
'I found him on the bathroom floor'
It's the worst sight to see, someone who just died
And to know I heard him die hurt so much more
I'm not like that ("Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful.")
I'm falling a little everyday, I wish someone would stop it...
I'm glad you got past the extrem depresstion
And I hope one day someone will pick you up, on to your feet and help you everytime you fall...
your support, I really appreciate it.
Oh my god, I know...it's terrible to see a person suffer.
When Janice first got cancer..nobody told me..
They didn't want me to worry.
The days passed, she grew paler, and weaker.
I thought she was just sick, and with my young mind
kept thinking she was gonna get better and everything would
be perfect again. Well...things didnt get better, and they certainly
werent perfect anymore.
She stopped wanting to hang out...she was always so tired.
Then, it came to the hospitalizing.
All of a sudden she needed constant care, and was taken
away from home.
That's when my parents told me..
I remember I was doing homework in my bedroom,
algerbra to be exact.
There was a knock on my door, my mom.
She sat on my bed.
"Emi?..Would you like to come visit Janice?
You deserve your time with her..
Sweetie..Janice got very sick a few months ago..
She has brain cancer."
My world fell. All this time, I thought things
were going to be better. All this time I thought life
would be a fairytale again. Crushed.
I visited her everyday...and everyday, she was frailing more, little by
little. I watched her slowly die.
She was extremely pale, and slept almost every time I came.
The worst part was when the chemo kicked in. She started losing her hair...her beautiful,
long golden hair..it was gone.
September 1st, 2002, I sat by her bed.
She was awake, a very rare oppurtunity for me
at this point.
She didn't talk much, she just smiled her sweet little smile.
I told her one day the sun would be shining, the world would
be welcoming, and she would be healthy. I told her that we would
go every place we ever imagined, do everthing we ever longed to.
I told her she'd even meet Frank Iero, her all-time hero.
The night of October 21st, three days before my birthday, my mom
rushed into my room in the middle of the night.
She told me there was an emergency, and we had
to hurry to the hospital.
We rushed to the elevator, went to the second floor, walked
through the corridor, and took a left.
We walked in her room as we had for so many days.
Her parents were sitting on the reclining chairs on the side
of the room.
The bed was empty. The sheets were folded.
Janice was gone.
You're right, hat would be very nice..
Someone to come save our lives.
I really need that right now...My bird of 16 years
just passed and my parents are going through another
crisis.
The worst thing about our stories is definately how we
watched our loved ones die...don't you agree?
In both our situations, our best friends slowly withered away..
and we endured it.
I hope someday someone helps you out too.
Just stay strong, I promise things will get better
someday.
<33
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 1:55 pm
inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Reishii-chan inuyashas_lilgirl Why thank you, sweetie.
:] <33
You have had a very sad life as well..
I wish you the best of luck to win your show.
You definately deserve them.
I can't say I've lost a parent..but I have
suffered years of abuse and lost several friends,
so I feel your pain.
Stay strong hun, you're stronger than you'll ever know.
heart ^^
Many kids (teenagers mostly) have sad lives...
And most of them struggle to be strong
I know it's really hard
I'm trying the best I can to hold myself up and my family up
When something like this happens to you
I hope your older (I hope your not already that old ><")
It will may be help because you might have someone you love help you stand up
That is not family, I think it will help alot more
I'm glad I'm one of the lucky ones that are able to stand up one there own
If I wasn't who knows what could happen, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me, it may change, but let's hope it willl be for the better.
...
I think I talk too much ^^"
I've been going through the abuse for my
whole life, so I suppose I got used to it.
..Yes, for that you are lucky. ^^
I could never stand up for myself...I could never
look to the brightside and say,
"Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful."
My friends are the true things that help me through life, so
when Janice died, so did I.
I was already struggling through depressions, and this
just crushed my inside..killed everything i ever worked on.
The biggest problem was when i got suicidal.
Well..I guess im lucky too, then..
I got over my extremely depressed times..Some people
never do, and live a very dark life.
You dont' talk too much at all.
:]Yeah...
My Dad was my best friend
It killed me so much when my Mom told me
But the sad thing is, I already knew
Cause like I said
'I found him on the bathroom floor'
It's the worst sight to see, someone who just died
And to know I heard him die hurt so much more
I'm not like that ("Well at least I still have this in life..I'm really thankful.")
I'm falling a little everyday, I wish someone would stop it...
I'm glad you got past the extrem depresstion
And I hope one day someone will pick you up, on to your feet and help you everytime you fall...
your support, I really appreciate it.
Oh my god, I know...it's terrible to see a person suffer.
When Janice first got cancer..nobody told me..
They didn't want me to worry.
The days passed, she grew paler, and weaker.
I thought she was just sick, and with my young mind
kept thinking she was gonna get better and everything would
be perfect again. Well...things didnt get better, and they certainly
werent perfect anymore.
She stopped wanting to hang out...she was always so tired.
Then, it came to the hospitalizing.
All of a sudden she needed constant care, and was taken
away from home.
That's when my parents told me..
I remember I was doing homework in my bedroom,
algerbra to be exact.
There was a knock on my door, my mom.
She sat on my bed.
"Emi?..Would you like to come visit Janice?
You deserve your time with her..
Sweetie..Janice got very sick a few months ago..
She has brain cancer."
My world fell. All this time, I thought things
were going to be better. All this time I thought life
would be a fairytale again. Crushed.
I visited her everyday...and everyday, she was frailing more, little by
little. I watched her slowly die.
She was extremely pale, and slept almost every time I came.
The worst part was when the chemo kicked in. She started losing her hair...her beautiful,
long golden hair..it was gone.
September 1st, 2002, I sat by her bed.
She was awake, a very rare oppurtunity for me
at this point.
She didn't talk much, she just smiled her sweet little smile.
I told her one day the sun would be shining, the world would
be welcoming, and she would be healthy. I told her that we would
go every place we ever imagined, do everthing we ever longed to.
I told her she'd even meet Frank Iero, her all-time hero.
The night of October 21st, three days before my birthday, my mom
rushed into my room in the middle of the night.
She told me there was an emergency, and we had
to hurry to the hospital.
We rushed to the elevator, went to the second floor, walked
through the corridor, and took a left.
We walked in her room as we had for so many days.
Her parents were sitting on the reclining chairs on the side
of the room.
The bed was empty. The sheets were folded.
Janice was gone.
You're right, hat would be very nice..
Someone to come save our lives.
I really need that right now...My bird of 16 years
just passed and my parents are going through another
crisis.
The worst thing about our stories is definately how we
watched our loved ones die...don't you agree?
In both our situations, our best friends slowly withered away..
and we endured it.
I hope someday someone helps you out too.
Just stay strong, I promise things will get better
someday.
<33Yes, I find it the worst part of our storys
I was so mad at myself for just watching him slowly die
and now that I think about, the day before he died, he told me he loved me and I never said it back
I was so mad at him...I wish I could say it now
Well just have to wait untill that someone comes out of the dark
untill then we both have to keep a hold on life
we can't let depresstion start...
I would tell you my story when he died but...
I don't think you need to know.
One day we'll both be happy again
That's how life is
We have to wait
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