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Posted: Sat Feb 17, 2007 11:07 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 17, 2007 11:13 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 19, 2007 3:40 pm
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I used to cut myself. My story may be a bit different, though.
I cut myself every day since I was in 5th grade when my mom tried to commit suicide. I've tried committing suicide every year since then, and I am diagnosed with Major Depression and Borderline Personality Disorder. I have to take medication everyday just to be able to function. One of the worst things about me cutting, was where it landed me.
I ended up in a Mental Institution. I wasn't allowed any freedoms. At all. It was the most scary thing I've ever experienced. I kept cutting after I got out, cause I was so extremely depressed. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through.
I'm getting better, but I'm not recovered.
And NEVER read that book "Cutting" by Steven Whats-his-face. It's a horrible judgemental book. Please don't read it. Read poetry, look at pictures of people you love, go for a run. Just don't get addicted like I did. It started as scratching with a pin, then it ended up with half inch deep cuts and third degree burns. Please, don't start cutting. Don't start self harming. It's a choice that may seem small, but it can actually effect your life more than you could possibly imagine.
Thank you.
Rainy Rishi-Miku A.k.a. Hannah
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 2:01 am
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 2:12 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2007 4:22 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 9:25 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 4:47 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 5:58 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 1:37 pm
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XXX Zombie Porn Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 8:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 06, 2007 4:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 2:37 pm
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Mmm. I'm giving both Advice and Past Story
I used to cut for about three years. Stopped a few months back and been blood free of my wrists. But either way, I have an older sister, the first in my direct family to go to college. My parents pressured her so much, and pressured me all the same.
On certain days, my parents would talk bad about my sister. "She's a Failure" "Don't turn out like her" "She's horrible" "Don't you ever do anything like her" "She's bad. Very bad."
"She's a Falure", I heard that one the most. They had kept saying that my role model, my older sister, was a Failure, when she was the FIRST one in my DIRECT family of FOUR to go to College.
From those words I started to strive to do my best. Felt like I had to. but I kept failing. And failing. And failing. I would feel weak and lonely at home and I felt like no one understood me. Which not many did.
Then my counselor's found out. Called my parents. Of course, My mother already knew. And I remember her messege to me clearly. "If that makes you happy, then do it."
She didn't care. She really didn't. I felt unloved and then I wondered if I really truely belonged into that family.
But my family found out, except for my father, and I've pushed through it through Therapy with my counselor I do not visit any more.
Now you know. I had to stop the hard way. With other people finding out. But now I'm free of those scars, and faced my mistakes. I understand my mistakes and locked away my past.
If you truely want to stop, you can. You have to be ******** determined though. Through Hardships, contact people you know you can trust and those who love you. What I do to take my mind off of those depressing things are either watching a violent movie, movie in general, writing, talking it out to friends, talking to myself about it, sleeping, drawing, coloring.
THere are many outlets. You just need to find it.
And Focus on it.
Understand that if you cut, it is your own fault. No one else is making you do it. You're the one who resorted to that. You're the one who gave up.
Never Give Up
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Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 5:46 pm
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Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 5:47 pm
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