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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 12:34 am
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Well, here's a poem in which I complain, groan, and generally grumble about my life, with a little twist at the end. Enjoy.
Psychiatric Complaints
The world goes 'round day and night, Through every triumph, fear and fight, No matter what the world is the same, Even as I continue to change.
The world knows nothing of what lies inside, The secret beast I constantly hide, The world knows nothing of what it can do, And so I am forced to hide it from you.
The world cares not about what happens to me, It doesn't give about my long story, It doesn't care if I live or die; A terrible world in my eyes.
Nobody knows how different I am, As matter of fact, no one gives a damn! This poem may seem like endless complaints, But if only you knew; you'd have no constraints.
This is my struggle, a hopeless fight, What I live through day and night. But complaining and groaning isn?t my job, So tell me now: what's your prob.?
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Posted: Wed Aug 17, 2005 1:08 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2005 4:08 am
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2005 1:18 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 10:22 am
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 10:54 am
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 9:14 pm
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all of these are transfered from "Poetry corner"
Kidju_Yukai POST YOUR POETRY HERE my favorite My Heart Bleeds Dripping into my soul As My Life dies My Heart Dries Up And I Die But No One Notices
moz2311 My inspiration was a dream I had, and also Wolf's Rain "Sudden Change" Blooming of flowers, white Yellow Red Bright colors of happiness and love A kiss from a nymph, warm and fond A bond of fate and destiny Now A flaw in life, Hatred, sadness and depression Blood of a loved one in the hands of evil Obscene acts, never ending. Death, total darkness in one's mind. Falling of an ally Victory of an enemy. The ending theme of a soft snow. The cure for the sickness.
.x.SHATERED.x.SOUL.x. i made this one for my ex boyfriend, like last night
I am dead and broken, my love has fallen, my heart has been torn to pieces, will someone even bother to put it back together? I'm crying and bleeding internally, it may not show but im dead, my love is gone and my heart is broken, I am dead. When will I be happy again? Will I ever be? Will I die sad and alone?
Mrs. Whats Her Face This was written about my crush...who happens to be my best friend "Dry Hands" Written by me Note: please dont take any of this, im good at poetry yes, but never before have i loved one of my poems. please dont take that away from me And of all the drawings I make from these worn out hands I still can not find one that fits my emotions these hands have worn over time from writting everything on my mind and yet my insperation has begun to run dry as have the very skin upon my hands but like any river that has run so beautiful and smoothly before though it may have reached drought season the river still tries to flow and here i am once again trying to express my feelings for you yet i can not bring myself to say the words and my hand is too dry to draw the image in my mind the image of one hug innosent and pure yet filled with love that will last forever more and maybe that is why these hands cannot draw the image in my mind nor write these blessed words it is because i can write of the past of heart break and of sorrow i can write about the present and even wonderous tomorrow but the one thing i can not write is forever more for it has no beging and no end as does the words flowing from these hands
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 9:59 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 4:19 am
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2005 6:44 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 29, 2005 7:11 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 30, 2005 6:05 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 30, 2005 1:25 pm
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(This is song lyrics instead of a poem, but its basically the same). No one I have shown this to has ever read the whole thing. I'm wondering if its cus the length or cus of the boringness. I hope not the later!
Rythem of Chaos (verse#1) My life is like a balancing pin Swinging like a pendulum Losely standing up until the slightest motion knocks it down... Human interaction would be suicidal Lustful distraction will cause a loss of balance In the process of keeping it balanced everything comes out in shades of grey
Very little point to living I just hang on by a thread I just get through each day one by one Hoping someday it will end Wishing someday it will end Fantasizing someday it will end my cowardice is the only thing stopping me I forever hate myself for that Depression is the only fuel I've got And it doesn't provide for much
(wind starts blowing in the background melodically) But now you have entered into my life Of disaster, hate, self-destruction, and pain Now you have entered into my territory You have entered at your own risk and claimed it worth it What would possibly drive you to do this is unknown to me My reflection was in a shattered mirror, why would you try to put this mirror back together?
You have given me an anchor You have given me a shelter I have support to reside myself on All my life, will, love, and mental possessions all lie in your arms Your are my life support Your are the center of my dreams When one has nothing Something seems to be grandeur Something seems to be fantasy But I have acheived this gradeur I have acheived hope in this ******** world of hate I will hold you sacred and cherish you like my very own deity For like a deity you hold the power of life My life now has reason my life has meaning Your life has become the very reason I keep living I hope this never goes away, with my cynical yet naive look at life
(wind picks up speed and volume ever so slightly) Now that I've found one reason to live Many more have sprouted from it Could I truly be becoming more human as the days go by? Could I truly be holding life for the sacred source it is? You have given me the cause to find more meaning to life Please dont leave me
(wind picks up speed and volume a little more violently) Have my life-supporting anchors have fallen? A true victum of my own naivity Is this truly happening? Could this truly be happening Why would you do this? A vicious ******** whore has left me Left me and took every single nothing I had left to spare My pendelum is singing violently Losing control with every support rope breaking apart Why fight it, my life truly could be ending Isn't this what I've wanted all along? Why do I care my life is dying? Why do I keep fighting it to the end? Why do I keep fight like the beast I am? My life is in shambles now that I my support has pushed me Out of the rapsody of hate that now defines me I am dying and I have no support Even my will to fight in in vein When will gets undermined by human capacity I have no control But at least I have found the reason mortals continue to live Doesn't that make it worth it by itself? Why do I keep even now trying to fight what I have no power over? The storm is coming and I have no where to hide Losing breath in the nonstop beating of humiliation The storm is coming and I cant do anything about it Why did you have to come into my life?
(end of verse 1) (verse 2 [vastly violent winds screach in the background])
I have lost what something I thought I once had I thought I was something, at least a tiny nanoscopic being on this world of life and time Turns out I'm not even that much And as time comes by I become less and less in rapid time
I'm ******** nothing now! I was never ******** anything! I was wrong to ever think at any point I'd add up to anything! I'm ******** less than nothing now!
My hate, suffering and pain is inflating This storm is swirling Making my pendelum do things it really shouldn't And I am fading from exsistance as I ease into nothingness
But yet I keep fighting! and fighting and fighting and fighting! For reasons unbeknowingst to me! I keep fighting a foe that cant be touched with a sword that cant touch The demons inside have awaken to beast of my illusionary world This storm is arising and elavating all awhile Its tearing, and slicing, and beating me down This forever long beating seems even longer than time Time that has deceived my like this one stupid ******** useless godamn whore!!! While this torchered subconcious has reveiled to me many things I never wanted to know In the midst of this storm my mind has gone awry And now I cant tell reality from fantasy ...but then again I never could...
My hate, suffering and pain is inflating This storm is swirling Making my pendelum do things it really shouldn't Making my visionary illusion accelerate insanity And I am fading from exsistance as I ease into nothingness
Makers of hate have infested inside me Giving me strength I know I dont have Visions of horror and secrets of sorrow My mind has the rythemic flow of this chaotic storm!!!!!!!!
Now that my pin's no longer balanced and I just keep falling Awaiting a death thats sure to come, its just taking too long But I keep fighting it with energy that doesn't exsist! Demons of hate ally with the beasts of revenge And have focused energy in my heart to keep me alive My body is dead, my mind is now empty, but my heart is full of hatred energy! die b***h die!
(thundering starts in line with the songs beat in the background, wind noises start a nonstop acceration until end of verse 2)
Redefining my reality Redefining my whole ******** world The solid brick wall of my values and beleifs being torn down by this storm Giving me hope in this world of hate Redefining my mind It is redefining my mind, this violent storm of hatred inside of me Redefining my exsistance Redefining my very being on this hell hole called Earth But can you redefine what had no defination to begin with?
My life was in purgatory It had no reason or will to continue on Outside forces caused me to anchor on to you But you dropped that anchor and destroyed my self being The road to self-destruction is a long and painful quest One I would never wish upon my greatest enemy Redefining my mind Redefining my exsistance Redefining my mind Redefining my very being on this hell hole called Earth But can you redefine what had no defination to begin with?
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! What makes us keep going?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! What makes us give a s**t?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Why do we keep going?! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Why do we keep going?! Why do we keep going?! Why do we keep going?! Can you redefine what had no defination to begin with?
Fighting this storm with worthless weapons Fighting this plague with a restless soul Fighting this storm with worthless weapons Fighting this storm with worthless weapons with worthless weapons! with worthless weapons! WITH WORTHLESS WEAPONS!!!!
(end of verse 2) (raging wind background noises slow down into melodic wind) In this world of hate In this world of vengeance In this world with nothing but dead deities In this world of suffering, apathy, and pain Apathy is our fuel Apathy is what keeps us going Ignorance to what we fear Ignorance is the morale that lets us keep going Ignorance is bliss to the soul of the hated Apathetic souls continue on Empathetic souls filled with sorrow for those less fortuneate Whats the point in the end? A religious justification? Moral gratification? And what do those things do to help the torchered soul? In a world that prefers jihad to alms In a world of christian crusaders Who would rather shove redemption down the throats of many then to pay to the poor
My fragile unstable life Fell over the edge Decention down a spiraling fate Hate filled up my heart and replaced my hope And now the hatred fuel has been exhausted Hope begins to exsist Working with the reminensences of hate Hand in hand they work together In an ignorant world of apathy From hate grows will from will grows hope and from hope comes life (end of verse 3)(end of song)
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Posted: Sat Oct 01, 2005 6:03 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 01, 2005 6:04 pm
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