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 Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 6:53 pm
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Alright, I am making a play on my poems of the abyss. here it is...sorry about the streach. It has a lot of the poems in it.
Abyss 1, Act 1, Scene 1
Scene: With in the abyss the demon and the maiden meet and rejoice.
Demon: Mine Eyes must deceive me! There stands a maiden along with me in this darkness.
Maiden: Mine eyes! They lie not for I too see an inhabitant of the eternal noctum.
Demon: Then together we can bring light to one another! We shall defeat the darkness and be merry.
Maiden: Of course, there shall be much celebration and divine our marriage be!
The Demon and the maiden embrace and the camera fades out.
Abyss 1, Act 1, Scene 2
Scene: A voice emanates yet only the maiden can hear. They (the demon and maiden) hold hands and walk happily in the abyss.
Voice (The Moon): Give me satisfaction and I will give you solace.
Maiden (speaking in her mind): Who is there? Are you a being of the darkness to?
Voice: I am the light which you seek. I am the light within the darkness that all look to. Give me satisfaction and I shall give you solace.
Maiden: Oh light, which I seek, what can give you satisfaction. For I have nothing and nothing to give. Oh woe is I that my opportunity is for naught.
Voice: Fret not young one! For my satisfaction comes not from material things. Give me sacrifice and prove to me your devotion.
Maiden: Oh light, which I seek, what can I give to sacrifice. For I have nothing and nothing to give. Oh woe is I that my opportunity is for naught.
Voice: Fret not young one! For your sacrifice will be that vile creature. Sacrifice him to me and you will be eternally bathed in light!
Maiden: Oh light, which I seek, how am I to sacrifice this vile creature to you? For I have nothing to sacrifice with. Oh woe is I that my opportunity is for naught.
Voice: Fret not young one! For I have given to you a blade of most certain death. Plunge it deep and his own piteous end will cometh.
Maiden: Oh light, which I seek, I am blessed with your love and I will satisfy you!
Maiden [aside]: Shall I forsake my love? Shall I plunge into his heart that which the light hath given me? It is the light that we desired and it is the light which I found. Is it not just to take my desire if offered? A life with in the darkness with my love? Or a life with light? Pray thee blade hit thy mark!
She pulls out the knife and plunges it deep into the back of the demon. He falls to the ground and lies there. The Moon appears to the maiden as the demon watches on.
Maiden: Of light is that you? I have done as you asked and await my reward!
Moon: I am the light in the darkness. I am the moon. You have sacrificed to me the vile creature. Now I give you my treasure which was promised.
The moon puts a noose around her neck. He pulls it tight and it breaks her neck. She still stands as they turn from the demon and leave.
Abyss 1, Act 2, Scene 1
Scene: The demon is fallen and bloody. He is both saddened greatly and angered.
Demon: Your promises are like your words
Glass
You leave me bloody
You leave me broken
You leave me battered and sliced
I have wounds that time can not heal
I lay at the bottom of
An abyss
Darkness surrounds me and engulfs me…no devours me
Darkness I shared with one whom I loved.
But abandoned, alone
She made a devils pact with the light
She stabbed me to find her own salvation.
The Narrator:
Alone he lies
Alone he bleeds
Alone he cries
Alone he dies
Demon: How I loved thee!
The demon falls in a coma.
Narrator:
Alone he lied
Alone he bled
Alone he cried
Alone he died
The scene fades out for a while.
Abyss II, Act I, Scene I
Scene: The demon awakes to be chained to the nothingness.
Demon:
Oh melancholic disposition
How slain is soul of mine?
The surgance of pain
Wakes this slumber not of death
Took prisoner my soul and now
Death does mock my attempts.
The sickle does come close to
Graze my neck but not once a grace.
The speckled tainted coagulate gore decorates
The blade yet not mine own.
Woe is I, never a more piteous soul
Walks the streets of sorrow.
Piteous night, how foul is the air
That the prerequisite of life is death?
One must die before one can live.
May I sleep? Taste the ever lasting
Cup filled with the purest of water.
Nay, I am cursed with out choice.
I am not what I want but what I must!
Treacherous deceiving life.
Pain of tongue, pains of thought.
Encoring my most horrid dreams that aloft with my
Chains of burden that I might find
Pleasant peace. Forced by the natural ways, giving myself to the rock.
To be or not to be?
Why must I be? Can life still bear this burden
Yet when I can not?
Why?
Why!?
Oh traitorous death
Forsaken by the sickle! Lying in the vile pit of agony.
I will have my peace by this I swear it!
Narrator:
Oh, how piteous the sight of a thing fallen
Pillaged, violated by the harlots of life.
Abyss II Act II, Scene I
Scene: The moon and the noosed maiden return with an evil grimace.
Demon: [aside]: Of foul natured pestilent fate. Why I must see the most secret keeper of keys. The most impacting of the thoughts manifest to keep me here. Used as a tool by the moon to pain my existence.
Moon: Creature! Repose of the stilted ways. You are an ogre! A demon! I shall strike thee in your impudence!
Maiden: Laughs
Demon: Why dost thou punish me? In what way have I crossed thee?
Moon: Your existence crosses me! You disgust me! You are trash! Not worthy of light!
Maiden: Your trickery and your lies of love and hope are now your own bane! Quick and swift punishment? Nay! You are the play thing of the moon! You are the demented child of darkness! SHUN THY SELF!
Demon: What do you want of me?
Maiden: Love thy pain!
Moon: Love thy darkness!
Maiden: Love thy abode!
Moon: Love thy crypt!
Demon: Those are things are not to be loved.
Moon: Then you shall love nothing!
The moon whips and beats the chained demon. The maiden watches with delight. The demon yells out in pain
Demon: I call unto you! Whom ever may hear! Give me solace!
Moon: Quiet your mouth demon! You deserve nothing and can ask for nothing!
The moon beats the demon more as punishment. He blindes him with fire.
Abyss III, Act I, Scene I
Scene: The demon is beaten and broken. Still chained to the nothingness.
Demon:
Curse you
Curse the wretched life!
Pain is brought unto me.
Death mine enemy.
Woe my friend.
All that I loved lost; All that is hoped gone
Fear no more, see no light
Abyss thy home, thy crypt.
Narrator:
Eternal life miserable
Twilight is the hour of eternity
The dark madness engulfs his heart. ((the past scenes are shown here))
The shattered glass of his heart cuts the soul
Precious times of joy stab and bleed madness
Alone giving forth
Froth and puss; blood coagulate.
The moon returns with the noosed maiden. She stands in front of him as the moon stand behind him.
Gruesome moon hanging over the
Head of the lost spirit
Laughing madness the moon, struggling effort
Hot coals are the shackles of eternity
Pulling back the monster.
Gone his sanity, gone his hope.
No more has he love
No more has he joy
No more has he dignity
No more has he honor
Pillaged his body
Raped his soul
Shattered his heart
Noosed his life
Monstrous his madness
Quite his breathes
Silent his pain
Ironic this life
Given and ripped away
Given lies
Given life eternal
Given hope
Given pain
Given madness
Screams the pain unto deaf ears
Shown to blind eyes
Runs thin the blood of strength
Weak the resilient
Poor the hope
Pathetic the attempts
Abyss III, Act II, Scene I
Scene: Nothingness just light and the voice of the angel.
Angel:
Rapture of hope, fleeting of love
Devoured the heart; devoured the soul
Humanity?
Demoniac?
Angelic?
One fits all; all fits none; all fits one
Shown life; given glass
Shown hope; given sand
Shown light; given onyx
Shown life; given knife
Shown love; given stone
Cheated
Loathed
Pained
Burdened
Demon Dues Ex?
The sun enters and the camera is seen from the eyes of the angel.
Sun(narrator): Go to him and give him solace!
Angel: Is he whom cried out in the night?
Sun: aye
Angel: Then I shall seek him out and bring forth warmth!
Camera fades as the sun walks away.
Abyss IV Act I Scene I
Scene: The moon and maiden face each other.
Moon: I sense a light coming. The accursed sun has heard the cries of the creature.
Maiden: The sun? Hath he the power to destroy?
Moon: Nay, we hath only the power to chase.
Maiden: Then why shall we worry?
Moon: He sent an agent of his cause.
Maiden: Shall we destroy her and lock her in the abyss?
Moon: Nay, for she brings light. We must fool them both.
Maiden: How shall we fool them?
Moon: An illusion of the minds eye. He shall see his one desire.
Maiden: Why? He does not deserve that!
Moon: It shall be a fallacy. It shall be ripped from him and when the angel comes. He shall think she is an angel.
Maiden: Oh, light which I have, you are brighter than any star.
The camera fades to the demon.
Abyss IV Act I Scene II
Scene: The demon is still alone and feels a bit better.
Demon: Where is my punisher? Has he forgotten me and left me to rot?
What is this?
The chains, they shatter and melt away
Dissolving into the nothingness
My shackles of fire and iron
Ripped from my arms
Freedom and salvation.
Narrator:
Alone distraught, confused, insane
Madness gone? Questions unanswered. Liberty to travel to destinations in existent.
Every place the same as the other.
Opens the gate of the abyss ((light appears))
Dull grey. Dreary and melancholic eternity.
Walking the streets of the ordinary.
Ignored yet alienated from the complexions of the proud.
Limping is the sight of an ogre searching for its cave.
Crystal rain falls from the chin as the onlookers find amusement.
Rebuked and alone distant travels of a mind scattered
The dream breaks and the demon is back in the abyss. The moon returns alone.
Moon: Foolish demon! You thought you found escape? Nay, you found truth. That is the world I save you from. Do you lust for it?
Demon: Aye; I lust for it. I yearn for it.
Moon: Why? You would only find disappointment.
Demon: It is better than this hell most foul!
The moon slaps the demon.
Moon: Ungrateful wretch! I give you the gift of eternal life and you rebuke it! Say it!
Demon: Nay!
Moon: Say IT!
Demon: Nay!
The moon beats him.
Moon: “Love thy abode, love thy crypt” SAY IT!
Demon: Nay!
Moon: Then you shall never die. Eternity will be your punishment!
The demon cries as the moon leaves. The angel appears from behind the demon.
Abyss VI Act II scene I
Angel:
Bleeding tears from the eyes
Crying blood from the wounds
Reminded by the moon of what one could have
The shackles of fire singe thy flesh
The mind is seared by the demons of hope
Demon: Another illusion? I will not be fooled twice!
Angel: An illusion? An illusion can not bring thee warmth as I can.
Demon: Have you come to torture me as well?
Angel: Nay, I have come to heed your call. I have come to bring you solace.
Demon: I hesitate for my past is brutal.
Angel: Then turn and see me; repose the truth.
Demon: I see no longer for the moon hath ripped my sight from my head.
Angel: Despicable! I shall break you chains and you may bathe in the light of the sun.
She embraces the demon from behind and the demon sheds tears.
Moon: What do you do child?
Angel: I save this creature from your ill madness.
Moon: Laughs. This creature deserves no warmth or light. For he is blind, light means nothing to him.
Angel: all things deserve light! Even…
Moon: Then why hath I been cast from the suns warmth? Why have I been punished?!
The moon goes into a rage and burns the angel. The angel screams and wails then exits the scene.
Moon: Despicable demon! Vile OGRE! You deserve no warmth! You are trash! You have betrayed me! I will destroy your angel and you shall feast upon her!
The moon exits
Demon: NOOOOOOOO!
The demon cries and pounds the ground.
Demon: I have undone my own light. I have punished the undeserving with my vile heart! I am at fault. I shall die so she may live! I beg you! Please, allow me to take her place!
He cries and the scene fades.
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Posted: Tue Apr 12, 2005 12:14 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 12, 2005 1:16 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 12, 2005 4:42 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 13, 2005 10:38 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2005 12:01 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2005 12:05 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2005 6:26 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 7:57 pm
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This is a poem that I wrote a while back. I think I did alright on it, but I was wondering what you all would think of it....so yea, here it is
Looking Over My Shoulder
As I look back to my past life, I see so much
that is the different about me now, but still
at the same time, I see a lot of the things
about me are still the same...maybe I might
not fully see it, but its there...lingering in the
back of my mind. What does one do when
they try to forget? Push those memories back
farther...no....that will do nothing, they will
just come back even faster. Priorities,
judgement, morals...these are a few of many
that have been something that I seem to
jumble around, not sure of where to put them
in my mind sometimes. That can be bad
I know because it will lead me to a path that
is dangerous...but what if I'm taking it already
...is it too late? Can I go back...of course not
...but...can I find a dirt road somewhere,
where I can pick up where I should have left
off...perhaps. I look over my shoulder and I
see the many forks in the road that I could
have taken...yet I chose this one...will it be
the right one? Who knows, only time will tell,
but as I continue to look over my shoulder I
find that its not that I'm moving forward, with
new ideas, or a new self, but a lingering past
that will always be with me...so should I be
walking forward, and looking behind to see my
faults in the past? Or should I walk backwards,
looking to my past constantly to remind myself
of what I've done, and changing myself and
my ways by looking over my shoulder to the
future, every once in a while? I guess I'm
happy with whatever decision I will reach...but
until then I will always be looking over...
my shoulder.
- 9/14/03 RJG
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:27 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2005 6:37 pm
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Ronin and oni
Life is what you put on display,
To convince others of your lies,
Worries are all upon my mind,
Forgive me plesae if I made the mistake,
It none of your fault,
Can't escape from the inner demons,
Blades and Arrows you two mean alot to me,
Love was ment to save me,
I appoligise in advance if I past on to the dark side,
Belive me I wanted to be with you two,
The ronin that I am is calling to end the lies,
To cleanse me of the sins and hate,
Wash over me with crimsion tides,
Bitter life will be washed with the essence of mine,
I was and will all ways be the dirty gigin,
Broken figure to those that are perfect chinia,
s**t occurs when I turn my back to the dark,
Darkness that hides the faces of the real oni,
Hatered that flows with the breaths I inhale,
Demands I can't meet so I give up,
Interlect is the curse to this ronin,
Please stand clear as my blade is used to clear the mess.
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2005 6:39 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2005 6:46 pm
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 7:08 pm
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i saw god the other day
renewed in the vows you gave me
as you slipped that golden band of commitment
on my finger
ride a tune...
the o'so beautiful prism which reflected
off your crystalblue angel eyes,reminded
me of your once pure soul,heart,and mind...
suck a melody...
9 years,which seemed like an eternity of bliss,
complete and utter happiness,eventually lost it's support
which happened to be the lies for wich eden was built on...
at the strike of 3:00am
play it through..
when i caught you in bed,locking lips on his fixed
spire of manhood,the very essence of his being smeared
over your entire surface,writhing in his liquids,
as the light of the moon,made you glisten-like an
angel of adultery that knew she had been leered upon
by a being that had complete trust in her...
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