Let's do this for us sweetheart

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: idk was at friend's

everything today: piece of cheese, v8 fusion, protein bar

didn't eat a lot, not really hungry... gotta study now.

edit: ate some cereal dry with marshmallows.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 160.5 pretty sure I ruined it though

breakfast: nothing
snack: apple juice and a few chips
lunch: piece of ice cream cake, 2 pieces of cheese
snack: 3 tacos
dinner: bean chili with veggies

yeah... pretty positive I ruined my weight loss... maybe i will just cross my fingers....


My stomach today... I hate my back more than my stomach... my back has too much fat on it... I have like a tire around me... been like that forever... i guess you can't really see it from this... but like i can..  

[vanilla_bean_frappichino]

Your stomach and back both look good, the upper back is slightly more needing of work, your lower back looks good, maybe excercises to work out upper body? Good job on your weight loss so far.  

[RoseAintMean]

@ Vanilla: Actually my upper back is curved like that... but so my whole back needs to be worked on...  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 160.5

Breakfast/Lunch: 1.25 bagels with cream cheese and some soy milk
Snack: no sugar added hot coco with marshmallows
Dinner: protein bar

Exercise: 2.5 mile walk with my friend

So cold outside...

Edit: So yeah, looks like I didn't eat that much... but a bagel has a lot of calories in it, along with the cream cheese...
My friend came over and hung out with me. I showed him my old house which is a little over a mile away, we walked there and back even with him complaining haha. =]
Then we just laid in my bed for like four hours talking, best time ever.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 160.5 Still! just go down stupid weight, I wanna be in the 150s

Breakfast: none
Lunch: bean chili with veggies in it, cheese, sour cream and chips
Dinner: two chocolate chip waffles
Snack: goldfish

Exercise: walking on campus

Today was my last days of classes for the semester =]
So all I got left is three exams.. but my first two are in 9 days.
9 days to do nothing! =]  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 160.0 only .5 more till in 150s! (scale goes in halves)

Breakfast: crackers and cheese
Snack: small slice of bread with cream cheese
Lunch: frozen pizza
Snack: hot coco
Dinner: bean chili with veggies, cheese, sour cream, and with two pieces of bread

Exercise: none

Got depression/anxiety pills today.
No one will answer the phone so I can tell them...

Eating a lot today... I don't know why.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 161.0 I ate a lot therefore I gained.

Breakfast/Lunch: healthy quesadilla and an apple
Snack:
Dinner:

Exercise: shopping (going to do)

So I kinda knew I was going to gain weight from yesterday but I continued to eat. I am just glad I kinda maintained from 161 to 160 this week. I NEVER maintained that good it my life.

I am going shopping for christmas, and for needed food. Showering then napping. I am still so tired after sleeping 9 hours.

Tonight I am going to my friend's again, and sleeping over cause he loves sleeping with me. We know it isn't so normal for just friend's to sleepover with each other but we both don't care.
But the plus side to this sleepover is that I will lose weight. And I am hoping on sunday morning that I weigh myself and I am in the 150s. That would make my weekend.

I have no exams till the 17th, need to find lots of things to do during the time off, besides sleeping.  

[RoseAintMean]

So it's Sunday!
Weight: 158.5 =] =]

But this weekend...

friday i believe that's all i ate...
saturday i ate chips and dip, and a slice of cinnamon bread
sunday is today...

Breakfast: none
Lunch: chips and salsa
Snack: sugar free pudding
Dinner: salad =]

Going to a wake today.

My stomach is uhh looking skinny.. like too skinny when i suck in now. But i am not weighing like skinny...
edit: so lunch fixed how my stomach looked.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 159.0

Breakfast: healthy quesadilla
Lunch: sun chips. cookie.
Dinner: weight watchers cookie. fiber bar.

Not okay today. don't know if I will eat anymore. forcing myself out of bed to visit cousins soon.

edit: not the healthiest food...  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 160.0 I am mad at myself for eating bad yesterday...

Breakfast: hot chocolate from DD
Lunch: everything bagel. 1/2 with cream cheese, 1/2 with melted cheese.
Dinner: veggie chili & hot coco
Snack: jack and ginger ale, fiber bar

Today I have counseling then the eye doctors, hopefully eye doctors have good news for me. I want to wear makeup on Christmas!

Besides the morning... afternoon is going to be boring... but I get to see my ex-boyfriend tonight! So excited to hangout will him again, and make him happy for just a moment. Even though he will be high and drinking haha
Today is the first day in a week I won't see my sleepover friend... crazy to me.

Edit: So yay I can wear contacts again!!
but I found out that my depression medicine will make me gain weight... rolleyes

edit: even though i am not supposed to drink with meds... i drank for the first time... it was nothing.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 159.5, was so temped to put 160

Breakfast/Lunch: healthy quesadilla
Dinner: baby bell cheese

Slept late enough that it was through breakfast. Waiting around till 3:20pm to go to walmart to meet my friend. Who I am going to study with haha good luck with that... but I am going to try. It was so hard not seeing him yesterday... I don't know why that happened... i feel like i am dating him but i am not, never felt this close to a guy before actually. if we were to date we would be like a reall good couple, we know what each other want. i dont want a relationship... that's why we arent dating... i dont want to be happy only half the time... i want to be happy all the time. i make him happy all the time...  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 158.5

Breakfast/Lunch: carrots, pickle, piece of toast, ranch dressing, olives, strawberry milk
Dinner: potato pancakes with ketchup, green beans, brownie

Studying all day. Or supposed to be. I am not allowed to leave the house today though. I only have enough gas to get to and back from school then I need to try to get as far as possible upstate to get gas, cheaper up there.

If I maintain my weight today and tomorrow... or at least stay under 160 this weekend I will lose more weight.

Today's Thursday- Studying all day
Friday- two exams till like 1pm. Drive almost a hour to the mall. Meet up with sisters. Buy gifts AND glasses. Then see my friend.
Saturday- Inventory from like 7 till 1. Then see my friend...sleeping over.
Sunday- Wake up and be with my friend, but gotta study for chem a lot.
Monday- chem exam 8-11. Then meeting up with friends to eat eat eat eat at a buffet.
Then I am done with school till the summer =]

Edit: Okay so I left the house to have potato pancakes at my aunts, but only up the road so i hopefully can make it upstate to get gas.  

[RoseAintMean]

Weight: 158.5

Breakfast: none
Lunch: lettuce sandwich
Snack: crackers, marshmallows
Dinner: lemonade., fiber bar

good good maintaining.
nap then going upstate.  

[RoseAintMean]

didn't feel so good after snack yesterday... so didn't eat much after.

weight: 157.0 i think scale is lying.

breakfast/lunch: chips with cheese
snack:
dinner:

uhh did inventory today, a lot faster than i thought. got 30 dollars, then my mom's cousin gave me 100. found out that i am now under 1000 in my checkings account! freaked me out... gas is so much money...

going to sleepover friends house again. uhh then studying tomorrow.