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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 10:24 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 28, 2010 4:49 pm
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Posted: Fri Oct 29, 2010 9:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 02, 2010 6:13 pm
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Well our scale is dead for the time being. the battery died. I had pizza on halloween, as seems to be the tradition. I didnt get as much candy as I wanted due to my parents restraining me, but I was with some friends from school who know that I have been having some issues with emotions. they took care of me and we got to actually play games and pretend to be something we arent. They also love ot address me as Dizzy Aquarius, Marine Biologist. or just Dizzy, the coolest MArine biologist. On Halloween I was a guy called Dr. Cube. this guy: ![User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show. User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.](https://graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) Dr. Cube by urbanshoregirl, on Flickr my firends reminded me that on the other side of the Fence, you can still have tons of candy as most kids arent going out anymore and dressing up. and it was ALL college kids. 2 females who spoke French, and three men 1 greek, 1 hispanic, and 1 white guy. we all made fun of each other and had some laughs. I realize Pizza isnt really a good food for me to have with my condition but I dont actually eat it all the time and every day. I didnt eat more than 3 slices and I didnt really eat my dessert pizza. Now what I have been doing since I got home on sunday night is eating oatmeal every day and water, lots of water since I ran out of almond milk. I now also have special burgers I eat. I was going to make some rice noodles earlier but my dad actually deicded he wanted to eat out again as a family for once. So we had some thai food. I had some delicious coconut milk soup and some yellow curry. it had a little bite but it wasnt spicy to me. it had vegetables. the soup had a little bit of pork in it.
as soon as the battery is replaced, I will check my weight again. hopefully with the water I have been sticking to and the tea I drink things will be a little better and I will be staying at 225. until then I have no idea and have to keep an eye on what I am eating and making sure that I dont gain more than 5lbs. I want to stay under 230. I have done well so far and not gone up which is a great sign.
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 2:34 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 15, 2010 9:32 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 3:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 11:40 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:41 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 8:59 pm
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yeah when I was a few years younger, even gaining so much as 2 ounces was a nightmare, now I understand my body will always fluctuate. so I have to keep telling myself I can do this that it is good for me and that I will be able to lose the cholesterol and be able to eat all the lovely things my dad has to offer me. and I can once again cook all the incredible dishes such as Quiche and bœuf bourguignon and not worry about gaining too much. it feels great knowing I am able to lose weight and eat almost anything I want. I have been cutting out some things like drinking milk and cutting back on too much cheese, eating lots of grains, fiber, soluble fibers, and lots of greens. the only dressing I use with collard greens are: extra virgin olive oil, and vinegar. tonight its raspberry vinegar. I figure having late night snacks is ok, as long as its either Veggies and fresh fruits, or some meat as it digests well. also lots of ice water, almond milk, and when I want a sweet treat, I use frozen fruits, and make a smoothie with frozen mango (as they are easier to use frozen, less work), then use vanilla almond milk and ice. it acts like ice cream and a lot better for ya.
so if anyone wants that jsut use whatever mesurements work for you frozen fruits (I prefer frozen mango with nothing added, just frozen mango) 1 or 2 cups vanilla almond milk (doubles as sugar and milk or frozen yogurt) chopped ice (I do chopped ice since I have an older blender that hasnt died. so I have to accomodate it with chopped ice, and let it finish the job.) I put it on a lower speed like puree or blend
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Posted: Tue Nov 30, 2010 4:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 8:22 pm
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well my weight seems to have fluctuated and I feel a little bloated, as well craving caffeine which isnt around at the moment. Also I am retaining water so I might have to drink a lot of it and see if I can exercise a little, see if that gets me going a bit. if not then I will keep doing as I have been doing and just let it go down slowly on its own. But I feel I am doing quite well so far. hopefully this friday my boyfriend will be around and I can see him. he always compliments me no matter what. someone taught him well. my ex didnt usually say I looked nice unless I wore one of my velvet dreses, and did my hair. I dont like doing those things.
But I am not afraid of the fact that I gained about 4 or 5 lbs. its nto a huge deal in the end as its merely fluctuating. the air is getting colder, and im retaining water from you know who. (aunt flow) I've gotten tired of this yes, but in the end I'm going to get back to 200 once more. I have determination and I am not quitting. just accepting this hard time. all I can do is have some iron, caffeien a little chocolate (that is dirt cheap as it is Hanukkah. not that I celebrate it, but my store has been selling that stuff like crazy and a kosher chocolate bar is about $1 sometimes less.)
so in a nutshell, I'm retaining water, I will continue to drink lots of it, despite being a little bloated, and I know I will lose more weight. all I have to do is keep saying I will lose weight while eating healthy and drinking water.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 11:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 06, 2010 2:21 pm
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