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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 7:32 pm
Evgeny followed the teacher out of the room silently. This really did suck. They went across the way to the nurse's office. Why was he going along with it? Did he want the man to know of his pain? Have someone he could tell about the abuse? But then that would mean he'd be taken away. His parents would go to jail and what would become of his sisters? They would all be seperated, Akalina might even be sent to jail for certain assults. He couldn't do that to them. They had been mean to him, but his mother could be kind. When she had the medication and reduced him to tears, she still cared. She would hold him and say how much she cared for him by providing him clothes and fod and all the worthless books she bought for him when he was small. She still cared. She said she did.
They reached the Nurse's office, now all he had to do was keep their family together. Why did this always fall to him? Oh yeah, because his lies usually ended him in the office.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 8:21 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane looked at Evgeny, he had a good idea what was going in his life. Earlier when he had felt the bandage he could feel a wet spot which meant that his 'wound' was fresh maybe a few hours old or less. "Evgeny, do you have anything to tell me before we have the nurse strip you down and look you over?" He asked with a caring voice. He really didn't want to do what he was about to do if he could manage to get Evgeny to confide in him. If what he suspected was true he'd offer Evgeny to stay at his place seeing as he had a three bedroom, two bath house.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 9:13 pm
Evgeny's eyes stared straight ahead, "What are you looking for? A confession? I'm not hiding anything; I told you it was going rough at my house at the minute. It's the truth." He fell silent once more. He could lie to a nurse. Lie to the Child Protection Services. He could even lie to this man with the kind eyes and sweet voice.
A part of him really wanted to suddenly burst into tears and tell him everything, but then he would be betraying his mother's love.
"Do you really hate it here?" she asked through a sickly sweet voice in Russian. She had her medication today. She didn't beat him, she whispered through the door of the closet he was locked in. It was so dark, the meger light that came into the enclosure slipped in from under the door.
He swallowed back his tears with a soft whimper before replying with a tiny "No."
"Then why did that man come to our house Evy? Why did he want to take you away? Why did your eyes beg him to take you?" she hissed, the sour-sweetness still lacing her tongue. When she was calm like this, it sometimes felt worse than when she screamed an beat him.
"Bu-but I don't want to be take-!"
"LIAR!" she shouted from the other side. The world of light. Of course she would know the truth, she knew him better than anyone. "Do you know why you are here?"
"No."
"It's because we can't get rid of you. Yes, you could've gone with that man. We could dump your pathetic a** at an orphanage. But no one would care about what happened to you. They wouldn't find the best clothes they could for you like we do. You'd look like every other worthless wretch on the streets. Ragged, dirty, and dead. You owe your existance to us, understand you little b*****d!?"
"Yes ma'am," the tears were breeching the dam. The slid down his cheek and impacted the wooden floor like bombs. They seemed so loud, she could hear them too.
"Are you crying?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"B-because . . ." he wanted to say so much. Of how he hurt and how cruel they were, even how he was sure no one could be worse than them. But then he couldn't, "I'm an ungrateful, useless b*****d. I take your money and time and space and food. I'm not worth the love you give me." And he actually believed it. Every word that spilled from his mouth, every lie, suddenly became truth.
The door unlocked, his mother stood before him, the sweetest smile a mother could give rested on her face. Her blonde hair looked white in the glare of lights. Her lips a deep ruby red, her blue eyes radiant. She knelt down and wrapped her arms around him softly, careful of his gashes and bruises. She kissed him lightly on the cheek, "You know your mother loves you, right dear."
He sobbed in her arms, "Yes Muma."
"Shall we go ahead then?"
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 9:30 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane gave an exasperated sigh, he really didn't want to ask Evgeny if he was being abused but it looked like he'd have to in order to help him. He knew everything Evgeny had said to him was to beat around the bush and avoid the answers to his questions. "Evgeny anything you say to me will stay between the two of us." He said in a caring tone. Shane didn't like to admit it but he was more like his mother then his father, everything he learned about comforting people he had learned from his mother. The only thing his father ever taught him was fixing cars and fighting smart. "Evgeny.... Have you been getting abused at home?" He had finally asked the question that he'd been dreading to ask sense they left the class.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 9:50 pm
Evgeny turned to Shane slowly. Could he trust him? The last teacher he confided in called CPS. That was what put him in the closet. Then his father came in drunk and beat him with a chair leg. He had caused them so much stress and worry. He was sure he deserved it. He was still sure he deserved the blows and mental torture.
"I get punished for ruining their lives, but I'm not abuse," he smiled softly, "My mother cares about me very much. She gets me the best we can afford. My father doesn't hit me often, only when I stress him out. Doesn't every father? My sisters are sisters. What can you do about . . . it . . ." The smile faded with his voice, his eyes tearing up.
He looked away quickly, "You can't tell anyone!" he couldn't stop a few tears from breaking free, "I get hurt . . . a lot. And I'm beaten on, sometimes I don't even know why. Many times they don't know." He suddenly felt as though he couldn't stop. He pulled the collar of his shirt back a bit to reveal jagged scars of nails dragging down his neck. His tears became a full on sob, "Th-They have tried to kill me! She's clawed at my neck, drowned me in the river! The parametics pronounced me dead three times in my life! But, God, you can't tell anyone! No one!"
'I've just betrayed her . . .'
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 10:07 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane's eyes widened in horror as Evgeny told him what his family did to him, attempted murder was where he drew the line. He knew he should tell some one but he made a promise, damn him and his code of ethics, he looked at Evgeny with a sympathetic expression. "I wont. I gave you my word." He said as Evgeny started to cry. Shane did something he never thought he'd do he wrapped his arms around Evgeny like his mom would do when he was young. He rubbed his back and trying to get him to calm down.
Shane was utterly shocked at the fact Evgeny was still alive after all of that. " A father should never hit his child, if he does he doesn't deserve to be called a father. Let alone a man." He said with a soothing and calm voice. "Evgeny, I don't think it's safe with them. They tried to murder you, you have to tell the cops." He hoped he'd get through to Evgeny, he really didn't want to break his promise but if he had to, to protect one of his students he would.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 10:44 pm
Evy stiffened for a moment as the elder man wrapped his arms around him before relaxing into the embrace. His cries became soft sniffles. He let the smooth, soft voice of Shane wash over him like a wave that took all the pain away. It was similar with his mother, but now he felt lighter, as though a burden had been lifted off. Then it came back twice as heavy. He stepped back, "B-but I can't leave! They'll know I told someone! They'll - They'll- They'll." He kept repeating the word as all the possibilities rampaged over him from all directions.
His father had that rifle. It wouldn't the first thime the gun barrel would be aimed at him. Nor would it be a first to be shot from it.
The river. . . He hated that river. He hated all forms of water. He felt her hands around his throat once again, slamming his head under the surface. The water filled his lungs, he couldn't breathe. The world became dark, it was a wonder how he ever woke up in the neighbor's house with paramedics all around. But immediatly afterwards, he wished that he could've stayed in that darkness. Because it wasn't dark. It wasn't white, nor black. Not light nor dark. He didn't feel the burning in his lungs or the pain in his heart. It was as though no time passed for him.
That was death.
He gripped Shane's shirt and pulled it in panic, "I can't get the police. I can only tell you, because you won't do anything about it. You can't tell a soul. I can't go missing and the cops can't come. I can't lie anymore! I CAN'T!! But if they come, I'll have to! Please don't make me a liar."
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:54 am
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane gave an exasperated sigh as Evgeny said he'd have to lie and and that he couldn't go to the cops. "Evgeny I can keep quiet about the abuse but I wont stand for attempted murder. Why do you stay with them even though they try to kill you?" He asked in a worried tone. Shane hoped he'd get through to Evgeny, if he didn't he'd have to break his promise and call the cops. He would't report the abuse but he'd report the attempted murder.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 12:51 pm
He sighed to himself, hoping to calm down. "It isn't her fault. The voices tell her to do it. My mother has schizophrenia and we don't have a lot of money to buy medication. Sometimes she only takes one a week, at others she goes months without the pills. That's when the voices command her to do things."
He didn't know how much to say. If only he could get away, teacher? Maybe even go to the nurse. ANYTHING to end the conversation.
"Is there anything else? I don't like this talk."
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 1:29 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic He looked at him as he rubbed his brow, this was turning out to be quite the problematic morning. "Have you ever thought about committing her?" He asked hoping that Evgeny would say no that way he could suggest she be put into a mental institute. He really wanted to help Evgeny out but he was putting him in a tough position. He took of his purple cap and ran his fingers through his long shaggy blond hair. "Man this is a pain." He thought to himself as he waited for Evgeny's reply before taking him into the Nurse's room.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 1:47 pm
"NO WAY! If she's bad, Father is worse. To be alone with him!? Akalina and Nadya don't live with us all the time, I can't be alone! That is an automatic death, with my mom at least I have some time left. And she wouldn't kill me on purpose, she loves me too much," Evgeny finished his sentence in a soft whisper, "I'm sorry for pulling you into this. I really shouldn't have said anything."
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 2:08 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane shook his head, this was going to be tough. The fact that the dad was the one who would be the problem was gonna be tough. "There's two ways we can go; A. You leave your parents and never return, or B. We report your father's abuse to the cops and he goes off to jail and you mom gets the proper medical care she deserves." He said to him, it was a tough bargain. He hoped that Evgeny didn't say what about option C where we do neither and we just go on with our lives.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 2:24 pm
He looked away, "Can we talk about this later? It's just a little too much right now. Though your second option is tempting, if my mother was committed and my father in jail, where would I be? Not with my sisters, they'd be taken too, so where?" he was mostly talking to himself. "I'm fine for now, really. I promise I'll tell you if anything really bad happens if you want me to, but for now it is probably best to see where things will go. Okay?"
He wished this man could understand his pain of being torn in two. He knew so many children were happy with their families and lives with true love while he was content with the agony and abuse. But that was all he knew. He felt like an animal that was never loved; if someone suddenly did love him and care, his whole world would be shattered.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 2:44 pm
Shane Wolfwing The Master Mechanic Shane nodded his head slightly as Evgeny asked if they could talk later. "Sure we can talk later and if we do the second option you're welcome to stay in the spare room at my place." He said as Evgeny said he'd tell him if anything really bad happened. "Anyways lets go get your wounds looked at." He knocked on the door three times hard, two times soft, and an four times with an open hand. A busty nurse opened the door. "Yo Wolfman." She said sticking her tongue out at him. "Hello Anabell." He said as he smacked her forehead with an open palm. She looked at him with an irritated expression. "The hell?" She asked as she looked behind him at the boy. "Who's he?" "He needs a 'healing'." He said to her in a calm tone. She nodded as Shane told her he needed a 'healing'. "Come on in." She said with a smile on her face.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 3:03 pm
Evy sared at the two of them dumbly. Wolfman? That sounded like the code names the other kids would make up in junior high. It was quite funny to see adults act like that, is SHane even fit under the catagory of an adult. He couldn't help giggling at the antics. "Alright, thank you." He smiled and followed after the nurse.
He couldn't help but think how much her back hurt from her breasts. THEY WERE FRICKEN HUGE!!! They could suffocate someone, or knock them senseless. He giggled to himself once more. Shane knew some strange people.
((I believe A class change is in order! Widen out how many characters can RP))
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