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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 11:52 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 12:18 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 2:07 pm
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Haha ok well now I have a question. This also involves getting over guys. I went to Germany over the summer, and in the group there was this REALLY adorable, hot, hilarious and nice guy (I'll call him "Bob"). He started going out with this girl on the trip but I didn't let it get me down. They broke up earlier in the school year and I still wished I could go out with him, so I started talking to him. He didn't seem interested, so I decided "You know what, I'm gonna ask him to hang out, or this is going NOWHERE". So I asked him if he wanted to hang casually, and he turned me down kind of coldly. That broke my heart for awhile. He's a senior, so there's no "other chance" I'd get with him. He's gone soon.
Then there's this dude whom I'll call "Jack". I've known him since 1st grade, grew up in Elementary school with him, he was like my bro in 5th grade (I was friends with all guys. The girls in my school were BITCHES and I just got along better with the guys. I wish it were still that way). So we were close, he was some cute little short pudgy average 5th grader. We grew apart in middle school, blah blah. So then, in the begnning of the year, we were the only two on our afterschool bus. Well he's just the HOTTEST guy I know. EXTREMELY cute, hot, everything I look for in a guy when it comes to physical appearance. Seriously, matched my preferences perfectly. Anyway, he was SOOO nice. As he always was. We got along REALLY well and had a really funny convo. We exchanged numbers, and I seriously thought I would end up going out with him we "clicked" that well. We texted all day even. The next day he started ignoring me, and then he stopped talking to me completely (aside from the occasional "hi" in the hall). Then I found out he started going out with this girl who's in my math class. This girl also went out with the guy I liked LAST year, this exact same TIME of year. So I'm pissed at her even though she seems nice.
Well, Bob's locker is DIRECTLY across from my math room. I pass him every day in the halls, as our schedules seem to be on a collision course. Every day we have math, Jack walks his girlfriend to math. Our teacher is always late, so I'm waiting for 5 minutes outside of the room, forced to see Jared right across the hall, talking to his friends and completely ignoring me, and Jack, whom I REALLY ******** LIKED holding hands with the girl I sat next to. It's awful!!!!!! It hurts so much having to see them there, and me just standing there awkwardly for 5 minutes, unnoticed. Also my ex is in my math class, a guy whom I was so close to it was unbelievable. We're still friends but not as close. I've always loved him, though not really romantically anymore. He has depression and is suicidal so I'm always worrying about him and I'm there for him as much as possible. I'd definitely go out with him again if I had a second chance, because I miss what we had so much.
Ok. So that's a really long post. But I really need to know HOW DO I GET OVER THIS HURT. You said in a previous post some people you will never get over. I will definitely never get over my ex but I've come to accept that, as I love him now in more of a "I wanna be a sister-figure and make sure you're ok at all times", but I can't help being hurt when I see Bob and Jack and wonder what could've been, and why I'm not good enough for them (AND WHY FATE IS SUCH A ******** b***h AND THEY HAVE TO ALWAYS BE RIGHT ABOUT THE MATH ROOM). It made me so depressed yesterday that I was just sitting and staring at my desk for the first half hour of the class, until we actually started doing a class activity. I think people noticed, and I don't want that.
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 4:19 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 6:34 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 7:26 pm
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Bel, you've got it really hard. Seeing them every day is just compounding the pain that you feel.
With Bob, it's going to be an unrequited love situation. Sorry, doll. As I also said before, invest in a good absorbent pillow.
And with Jack... Fate is always a b***h, and she's constantly having puppies that we trip over.
*hugs* Try to not get depressed over it. These pains will ease with time, and unfortunately that's the only solution. While some people drink and others do drugs, they don't cause forgetfulness. The pain is still there. Be thankful that you can deal with it now. It will make you a stronger and more awesome woman.
And you are so much better than both of those boys put together. I don't care if they can't see it. It's their loss, not yours. You'll find some wonderful guy when Fate has a smile on her face, and the guys you like now will fade.
I know it's all future tense for now. And that's where it will be. Time heals all wounds. But talking about it will help, too. I'll always be here to listen, okay?
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 7:51 pm
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Sinful Nana Bel, you've got it really hard. Seeing them every day is just compounding the pain that you feel. With Bob, it's going to be an unrequited love situation. Sorry, doll. As I also said before, invest in a good absorbent pillow. And with Jack... Fate is always a b***h, and she's constantly having puppies that we trip over. *hugs* Try to not get depressed over it. These pains will ease with time, and unfortunately that's the only solution. While some people drink and others do drugs, they don't cause forgetfulness. The pain is still there. Be thankful that you can deal with it now. It will make you a stronger and more awesome woman. And you are so much better than both of those boys put together. I don't care if they can't see it. It's their loss, not yours. You'll find some wonderful guy when Fate has a smile on her face, and the guys you like now will fade. I know it's all future tense for now. And that's where it will be. Time heals all wounds. But talking about it will help, too. I'll always be here to listen, okay?
Thanks... well for just a laugh factor, I was wondering for a few minutes how you knew my name! I was like "....How does she know that my name is Bel?" took me awhile to figure out that it's in my siggy haha sweatdrop
It just makes me feel like s**t. Just like, "why am I never good enough?" even though I know I'm not the reason :/ being single for a year does that to you haha. I just wish that literally I could meet a guy tomorrow, a cute awesome funny dude, get along with him, like him, like me back, and go out with him. Because thats how it seems to work out with everyone except me :/ in this day of instant gratification, love is the only thing you CAN'T get xD It turns out there are infact guys interested in me but unfortunately I just cant feel the same way. I'm just scared that it'll always hurt, like if I look back I'll always feel really hurt by it and always wonder about what could've been. I mean that's part of life, but it just sucks that I can never ever get the dude I want. I know it's only highschool and I'm not even looking for something serious. I'm not one of those girls whos like "THEY'RE MY SOULMATE". I realize it's only highschool, but that doesnt mean that I should deprive myself of a relationship or anything >_<
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 8:04 pm
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Yes, your siggy gave it away. Figured I might as well personalize it. ^_^
And no, finding Mr. Right isn't immediate. I met my husband off of a booty-call website. But we got to be friends, and after 2 years met. Then 3 years of dating, and we finally got married. I didn't call him my soul mate until last year, even after we were engaged. I went years upon years without dating before him, and I was desperate for someone to love me. When he came along, things fell into place.
I do suggest that you date. You're a cute girl, and I bet that there are boys in your school who are just pining away after you, especially if you're a Rocky Horror Picture Show fan. It shows that you're quirky and fun. I can see you in my head standing at your locker and bursting into dance just for the heck of it. Keep your eyes open for those boys, sweetie. They are there, and you have every right to date if you want to! But if not, then that's also your choice.
Don't worry. Your right guy will come one day. And all these aches and pains you feel now will fade. I used to live and breathe my crush's daily rituals. Now, I have no issues with what happened in school. The past is past. It will be for you, too.
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 8:24 pm
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Sinful Nana Yes, your siggy gave it away. Figured I might as well personalize it. ^_^ And no, finding Mr. Right isn't immediate. I met my husband off of a booty-call website. But we got to be friends, and after 2 years met. Then 3 years of dating, and we finally got married. I didn't call him my soul mate until last year, even after we were engaged. I went years upon years without dating before him, and I was desperate for someone to love me. When he came along, things fell into place. I do suggest that you date. You're a cute girl, and I bet that there are boys in your school who are just pining away after you, especially if you're a Rocky Horror Picture Show fan. It shows that you're quirky and fun. I can see you in my head standing at your locker and bursting into dance just for the heck of it. Keep your eyes open for those boys, sweetie. They are there, and you have every right to date if you want to! But if not, then that's also your choice. Don't worry. Your right guy will come one day. And all these aches and pains you feel now will fade. I used to live and breathe my crush's daily rituals. Now, I have no issues with what happened in school. The past is past. It will be for you, too.
Yeah.. as a lonely girl who's friends dont pay her much attention, yeah I REALLY want someone to love me. Just for now, as HS is temporary. I just wish I COULD date. It's hard to wait.. I sort of like a guy, but I dunno. I might go for it, but honestly I wish I could just meet someone new. I need a change you know? And yes, I would TOTALLY burst into the Time Warp at my locker smile Most people think that "Time Warp" is that weird discovery channel show or something so they have no idea haha. I know eventually someone will come... I just hate my situation right now and I dont see it changing soon >_<
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 8:28 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 8:39 pm
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