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 Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:44 pm
i cnt imagine the number of people im going to piss off with this. but the people that have looked past the insults and to my real point are the ones who are ready to be called goth
so who am i to say this
I AM KYLE TOMSON AND I AM THE PAINEDTRUTH
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:45 pm
Someone has a bit of an ego.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:47 pm
Schwarzkatze 2morowsdeath im not blamming it on depression im blaming it on my self for its my fault i have it but still i tend to have a one tracked mind when when im typing out of depression but im not looking for some one to live up im trying to lose the ones i love so i can die a meaning less death That's interesting because when I get depressed I have a tendancy to go empty. Maybe it's just the way I've lived my life though. Very empty. I also have a habit of pushing everyone away. I guess I figure if everyone gives up on me like I've given up on myself, no one will have to worry about me anymore and I will finally be able to rest in peace. I've come to learn though that that will never happen. Someone will always care no matter how hard you push. Just ask anyone in the ER. rolleyes So now I'm trying to find things that I can apply to my life that will make it better. Over the past year I've gotten on medication and while it's helped, it's still not great. I know I will always have this thing inside me, but I'm finally getting around to learning to live with it. Try playing with buddhism. They have so many little ideas that are so wonderful. Or just meditation. It helps with the inner peace part. now. now you can look at others a truly understand them confession will be your savor. not a god not a belife but i come here and bring hate to you now maybe you can see what my intensions really are
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:49 pm
Tenebrion Valefor Someone has a bit of an ego. this may be true to you but you maynot tuly understand why
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:50 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:50 pm
2morowsdeath Tenebrion Valefor Someone has a bit of an ego. this may be true to you but you maynot tuly understand why I dont really care anyways.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:51 pm
Tenebrion Valefor 2morowsdeath Tenebrion Valefor Someone has a bit of an ego. this may be true to you but you maynot tuly understand why I dont really care anyways. then your blinded
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:52 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:53 pm
you live in my world stare
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:56 pm
and so you think
im goin to fulfil your wish and quit now and i only hope you figure that im doing this for you and i only wish you the best
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 2:58 pm
good bye and
let peace be with you
when god forsake thee
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:10 pm
Did you join just so you would have an audience to hear your complaining...
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:21 pm
2morowsdeath you live in my world stare No one LIVES in your wold you may put them there but we never leave our own. to say you live iin my world by meaning the world with bombs, destruction and george bush products like that means you cant stand making your own world. everyone's got one you just have to make it. as for me i live in jack land. -I made out with my imagination-
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