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Posted: Wed Jun 10, 2009 8:58 am
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You shouldn't feel this need to be insecure, obviously your boyfriend is with you now. You're making the changes you want to make, but it doesn't make you pretty with success/ugly with failure. It's a dichotomy that our society pushes on all women, but especially younger ones, that thin = happy and beautiful.
You're pretty *now*. Don't cling onto insecurity like this because it's not good for you and it holds you back from where you should be, what you can do, and it's kind of like putting blinders on yourself.
If you're in need of motivation, check out Prevention Magazine, they've got a great website, with lots of good articles, this one happens to be about instant motivation. http://www.prevention.com/cda/article/instant-motivation/8e2588dc78803110VgnVCM10000013281eac____/fitness/getting.started/staying.motivated
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Posted: Thu Jun 11, 2009 7:00 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 11, 2009 7:03 pm
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Seraphsody You shouldn't feel this need to be insecure, obviously your boyfriend is with you now. You're making the changes you want to make, but it doesn't make you pretty with success/ugly with failure. It's a dichotomy that our society pushes on all women, but especially younger ones, that thin = happy and beautiful. You're pretty *now*. Don't cling onto insecurity like this because it's not good for you and it holds you back from where you should be, what you can do, and it's kind of like putting blinders on yourself. If you're in need of motivation, check out Prevention Magazine, they've got a great website, with lots of good articles, this one happens to be about instant motivation. http://www.prevention.com/cda/article/instant-motivation/8e2588dc78803110VgnVCM10000013281eac____/fitness/getting.started/staying.motivated
Maybe one day I will be mature enough to accept that I'm just structure-wise, not meant to be tiny/cute. >.<
I feel like I lack the personality + character to be "cute" at a larger size. There are non-thin people that are well-luffed but they have amazing personal qualities that I fail to pull off... ToT
Not dieting for the right reasons, perhaps...
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Posted: Sat Jun 13, 2009 8:27 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 6:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 9:45 pm
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DATE: June 15, 2009
Day 22
Yep. I should actually write some stuff about my diet/exercise as opposed to just post random statements at random times like this. DD: So, what have I been up to recently/today?
I went to do some shopping + successfully put on a size small t-shirt (women's size). PRIDE. It's all thanks to my absence of a chest though, that my clothing sizes = pretty shrunken up. From front + side POV in mirrors I'd consider my figure "average" instead of chubby, out of shape, etc. synonym now. YAY! ^o^
Today's been quite successful exercise-wise + eating-wise, I hope.
Ran/jogged for about 2 hours. Walked (separate from the running) approx. 8 miles (some of it by myself, some of it w/ friend and some of it w/ boyfriend). Utterly amazed by my stamina [though I literally passed out]. Total calories burned: approx. 800-900?
I fail at calorie counting b/c I usually don't do it but here goes... nothing (I'll guess something appropriate for values I'm unsure of). Intake: hard broiled egg (70 cal), one slice of bread (100 cal), slice of cheese (80 cal), fat free yogurt (100 cal), pineapple pieces (150 cal), canned refried beans (250 cal), cup ramen (330 cal), bread w/ sausage (400 cal). That's around 1480.
HEYY. Not bad. Especially since I burned calories like heck today. >.<
How should I celebrate? MCDONALDS TIME!! [nah]
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