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Posted: Sat Oct 27, 2007 8:11 pm
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eri x core Soviet Mudkipz eri x core Soviet Mudkipz that beautiful wreck's response was weird.... her sister died at 14... and her dad died earlier than her...so was her dad 13 or something? As in her Father died before her sister. Chronologicaly. i know, i was just being a smart alic Haha. Smart ace. that's me! smile
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Posted: Sun Oct 28, 2007 1:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 28, 2007 2:20 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 28, 2007 4:35 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 9:47 am
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 4:35 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 9:46 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 11:06 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2007 2:58 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 3:19 am
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 2:55 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 1:46 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 4:28 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2007 11:15 pm
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~You hold the key to my little black heart...
I don't mean this rudely, or anything.... But emo has just become yet another way how to dress and another genre of music. I am sure there are tons of "real emo's" out there... Just as I'm sure there are plenty of "real goth's" In my opinion, it is just another way to segregate, and seperate the different types of people. I used to be "emo", I suppose you could say.
I was raped hundreds upoon hundreds of times by my mothers' ex-boyfriend, and she told me to let him. After 7 months of this, I had enough, and I moved in with my grandmother, who mentally abuses me. She calls me nasty things, screams profanities at me--about me, and then denies them. I began cutting myself December of '04, and in June of '05 I began to search for counselors, psychiatrists, anything to be happy again like I used to be. I was in desperate need of happiness. I didn't like being so pessimistic all the time. And so, in June of '06, I finally found a counselor I really liked, and that would stand my by side no matter what, And she was someone I could relate with. She was younger, and trustworthy. I could tell her anything. She even let me smoke, to get the stress out sometimes. mad In August of '07 I stopped seeing her, as I was happier, and no longer clinically depressed. I was an optimist, that chose to hope for the best and expect the worst. It doesn't sound too good, but think about it--It's a helluva lot easier than being let down every time something bad happens!
Yeah, suck doesn't it? I don't want your pity, or an "Oh, Im sorry..." out of you guys!
I just want to share how I feel.
I just want you guys to know that my opinion is, if you want to change, if you want to not think life is dull, or boring, or evil and mean to you, then DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! I did, and I am 100% happier. I am still with my evil grandmother, but hey! I have a 4.0 GPA and will soon be really far away from her at college! So, things do sometimes have a silver lining--As long as you color it yourself with a really pretty silver Crayola marker/crayon.
...You never knew it, but you held it from the start.~
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2007 10:39 am
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