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 Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 7:46 pm
Sighing, Naoko frowned. "You really are no fun, you know." he spoke before suddenly the blond launched himself into Ryu's arms.
He held tight, burying his face in the violinist's chest. "Gomen nasai!!!" Naoko cried out softly, tears slipping from closed amber eyes. "I hurt you! I hurt you and I couldn't stop it and... and..." he was close to hyperventilating. "Ryuuuuuuu..... Sai he... I... I want to see him, please! He can't be gone, please! Please tell me he's alive!" looking up, tear filled amber eyes locked onto his lover. "You don't understand... if he's gone... if... if.... if he's dead, I.... Please, Ryu! PLEASE!"
Strangely though, even though the pianist was nearly hysterical, he was actually keeping careful to not touch a single wound that he had made on the violinist.
Shivering, Naoko shook his head. "I hate them... I hate them all!!! Izo and Hayato and Narcissus!!! Narcissus took Shou!!! HE TOOK SAI!!! And now... now..." gulping in air, the blond grasped onto Ryu, as if the other man were all that was keeping him upright. "Please..." Naoko whimpered. "Please.... I want to wake up... please..."
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 7:53 pm
What wouldn't I do for King and Country...
Yes Sir!------------------------------------------------}:- Asato Hiroki
Chairman's Secretary - Ohayou Productions
Doing what one does best...??
"Ok..." responded Hiroki feeling sucked back into Aki's orbit once again. "I guess you're right, the company will be ok for a short time."
He was a little choked up when Aki said that. How many times had he just wished Aki was...No. That would never be. But Hiroki was happy to serve as long as he was needed. "I'll be there for you, sir." he said with milder tone. "You'll have nothing to worry about while I'm there."
"I'm sure you're right...I'll see you soon." he hung up the phone and pocketed it before finalizing a few things with his secretary then leaving the office for the airport.
-:{------------------------------------------------No Sir!
...Where you Lead - that is the Path I Follow.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 7:53 pm
Narcissus smirked darkly, "Beautiful? I'm wretched when I'm angry. I hurt people when I'm angry. I drive the people I actually give a damn about away and..." but he turned, looking at Hayato and shaking his head. "There's not enough beer in this entire hotel to get me that drunk... I can't forget. If Izzy and Shou... if they're somehow alive, I..." again the musician shook his head.
The pain was there again... lingering.... throbbing behind his left eye irritatingly...
"You think I have a better idea of what to do? We're stuck here until..." but whatever Akihiko had been about to say was suddenly cut off.
Lips locked with Hayato's own, Narcissus didn't even register that he should pull away. Hell, he wasn't even sure that they were kissing for a few moments.
The young Koyasu didn't pull away, didn't push the other man back. He just sat there in complete confusion and shock.
Why the hell was Hayato kissing him?!
Surely the man had truly lost it!
After all, Shou, this man's lover, was missing, presumed dead at this point! And while, strangely, Akihiko knew he wasn't spoken for, even if a part of himself regretted that knowledge, he also knew that it was wrong to take advantage of Hayato who was emotionally and, quite possibly mentally, unstable.
But still... the man didn't move, though he also didn't kiss back.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:01 pm
 ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
It stunned him, the suddenness of the change in Naoko...but he was glad for it. He had his sweet lover back, and he had found that, in the end, just loving the man was indeed effective in such a situation...though he did come out of it worse for wear. His still bleeding lip was evidence enough of that. "Baby...I want to tell you that Sai is ok, but I can't tell you either way right now. What do you want me to do? Name it, and I'll do my best to do it...but short of flying out to Hawaii, there's not much that can be done other than wait patiently. I imagine the rest of the group will be coming back to Japan right away, and even if we went to Hawaii ourselves, we still wouldn't be able to do anything but wait, search the shelters, and the like." Helping Naoko to sit on the bed, Ryu stepped away from the blond, grabbed a towel from the bathroom, and held it to his lip, stopping the blood. "Don't worry about these wounds. They'll heal, and I understand why this happened. I'm not upset with you, love. But, listen..." he sat down on the edge of the bed and patted his knee for the pianist to sit if he wanted to, "You can't blame anyone for this. It wasn't something that could have been caused or prevented by any person, nor was it anything anyone could have seen coming. Just tell me what you need to calm down, though, and I promise you, I'll try as hard as I can to make the nightmare go away." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:07 pm
Glad that Hiroki was on board, Koyasu Aki, on his way to the airport, called up the one person he knew had the most insight into what was going on at that moment.
"Yuuji-kun? Thank god you're alright! I feared the worst." the chairman spoke.
Of course he was rewarded with a slight yelp. "Gomen nasai, Aki... they're pulling some glass out of my leg. Tanaka-san and I are at the hospital right now. Don't worry, he has no injuries really. But... Aki I'm terribly sorry, I..."
"This is hardly your fault. You can't stop mother nature, Yuuji-kun." the elder man spoke, opening a bottled water in the back of his car. "You said my grandson is safe though?"
"Eh... for the moment yeah." Takagi winced, switching the phone to his other ear.
He was sitting on a table, leg outstretched, with a doctor picking and prodding at his wounds rather stubbornly...
"Akihiko needs to see a doctor. He's been having strange mood swings and both Tanaka-san and myself are somewhat afraid that there may be more damage up top than we thought. He's angry. At anything and everything. I'm worried fluid may be pressing against his brain, plus Tanaka-san said his headaches haven't been getting better... only worse. I was going to have him see a doctor here in Hawaii, since we were afraid the cabin pressure of the airplane would exacerbate the problem but..."
"Consider it done." Aki replied seriously. "I'm about to board one of the company jets. We're sending teams over, including myself and Hiroki, as well as aid. Between the four of us, we should be able to keep my grandson in a hospital."
Yuuji gulped, rather afraid of what that would entail. "Sir... what about Izzy and Shou-san?"
There was silence on the phone for a moment. "We don't know that they aren't safe. For now, we wait. If they haven't contacted any of us in the next twenty-four hours, then we'll start digging. And I might mean that quite literally, Yuuji-kun. We'll find them. We have to. Simple as that."
"Akihiko thinks they're dead." Yuuji blurted out before realizing that might not have been wise. "I mean, Yamada-san said Shou-san had taken Izzy to the beach and... Aki, the beach is gone. Our hotel is gone."
Crossing one leg over the other at the knee, the chairman nodded, "Point taken. My grandson has a right to think them dead. I, however, will not until we find some trace of them. Understood?"
"Yes, sir."
"Oh and Yuuji-kun... this isn't your fault. It was fate. We're not gods to control the strings of fate. You should know that better than anyone." with a quick goodbye, Aki ended the call before he hit another button on his phone for call waiting.
"Nezumi-san?" the man asked, having recognized the calling number.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:15 pm
"It hurts..." Naoko whispered, indeed sitting in Ryu's lap as he clung to the other man on the bed. "My head.... it hurts..."
He was trying to calm down...
Really he was!
But his brother...
His beloved brother was lost...
Maybe even dead!
The voice in his head said he was dead!
"I hear myself saying Sai's dead, Ryu... I HEAR it... I can't stop hearing it and I... I don't know what to do to make it stop..... I don't want Sai dead, Ryu. Please... he has to be alright. He can't leave me... he can't... if he does... if he's gone..." the blond shivered, burying his face in Ryu's hair, taking in the sweet smell of his beloved akuma. "He used to dress me up, you know..." the blond whispered, trying to focus on something at least semi-happy. "I was like his own little doll... and he loved me. He never made me do anything I didn't want to. It's not like with Hayato and Jun. I love Sai. Sai loves me. We'd never hurt each other but... but if he's gone... if he's gone... I don't want his smile to be nothing more than a memory..."
Silently crying, Naoko rested against Ryu. It was obvious that the man needed his medication, especially given the sudden personality change.
Why he'd come back to his senses was a mystery however...
Perhaps the evil side was just bored since Ryu didn't put up a fight.
Or... just maybe... even the evil side had a soft spot for Sai...
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:19 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
 He kissed Narcissus, and kept kissing him for a long while before he pulled away. The man hadn't moved to stop him, nor had he moved to kiss back. Jun was confused for a moment, not sure when he had kissed the star, or why, but then he was talking through his tears again, an eerie smile on his face. "If you hurt people when you're angry, then why don't you hurt me? I'm the only person here...and I deserve it." he laughed darkly. "Izzy and Shou...oh kami-sama...they won't be coming back. Washed away in that restaurant. My soul went out to sea with them, you know. Now I just wish I would die..." Reaching out, he stroked his hand across the other man's perfect face, gazing at him with eyes so dark they almost seemed empty. "That's all I can think of, that's all you can do..." he leaned closer, nudging his nose against Narcissus' cheek, "hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me...." he whispered, kissing the vocalist once more. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:19 pm
Hanging up the phone, Yuuji looked to Michi who was standing off to the side, semi-watching the procedure. "That was the boss." he spoke, tossing the phone to Tanaka, in case the man wanted to make a call to his mother, let her know he was fine. "He's personally on his way. With Hiroki. And he agrees that we need to force Akihiko into the hospital for a checkup once we get them out of that hotel." the assistant spoke, wincing as another shard of glass was pulled from his leg. "He's also determined to find Izzy and Shou-san. I've been thinking though... if they were somehow pulled out to sea... well, it's just a hunch but once things settle down a little bit, I'm going to see if I can rent a helicopter and do some island fly bys... maybe they got stuck on one of the smaller islands out there."
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:25 pm
"You're grieving." Narcissus spoke coldly, his voice devoid of emotion suddenly. "Why the hell would I hurt you? You don't deserve it, and I don't enjoy hurting others during sex."
Then he blinked.
Had his mind just contemplated sleeping with Hayato?
Well he was bored... and it would keep his mind distracted... might help with the pain in his head and the agony he knew would be creeping up on him all too soon...
"God, I wish we'd at least gotten some drugs..." the musician whispered before finding his lips claimed a second time.
He hesitated, before pressing back into the kiss just a little.
After a moment Akihiko pulled back. "I'm angry at myself, Hayato-san. And it would make Izzy so very... very... sad... if I hurt myself..." he whispered.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:37 pm
"Yes, sir! I'm reporting to you like you asked me to do when we spoke yesterday. I'm aware that things aren't like planned, but I'm not totally up to speed on things. I'm aware of the quake and tsunami, but that's about it. I'm just checking in to get my orders from you, sir. What am I to do from this point?" the mouse explained himself as quickly and to the point as he could as he pulled up page after page of information on the internet from his desk.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:45 pm
"Well, that depends on where you want to be most helpful, Nezumi-san." Aki replied, taking a sip from the bottle of water. "Everyone is accounted for except Shou-san and Izzy Lucky. Myself and Hiroki are going to be leaving for Hawaii within the next couple of hours. You can either remain here and continue to familiarize yourself with the legal documents in regards to our defense against Matsumoto Izo, or you can accompany us to Hawaii and hopefully put some of your managerial experience to good use by helping those affected while we remain. I have been informed that I myself may need to be there a few days simply to deal with a situation regarding my grandson, and it would be helpful to have as many hands as possible. But of course, the choice is yours Nezumi-san."
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:46 pm
~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"I know it hurts. Things like that will make you hurt..." the violinist frowned, reaching over to the bedside table and getting out Naoko's pills, taking one of the Xanax and one of the Risperdal out and handing them to the blond. "Take these for now. I'll give you something for headache later, but this should help. It's all we can do to try and make it stop. I'll hold you as long as you want, if that helps." he said, putting the towel down. His lip wasn't bleeding quite as bad anymore. "Don't be afraid, Naoko. I know I can't say it for sure, but something in my heart really does feel like you're going to be seeing your brother again." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 8:58 pm
Quickly taking the pills, Naoko just remained in Ryu's arms. He didn't say anything... didn't do anything but cry silently.
But then, after nearly twenty minutes, the blond finally spoke again.
"Gomen... I fainted... and he... I... hurt you." pulling back, the pianist sighed and wiped his eyes. "God, I must look horrible, ne?" he asked softly with a slight laugh. "I just... kind of broke... didn't I? I mean, you're right... I... we... don't know that Sai isn't okay. He could just be stuck without a phone, right?"
The soft smile on Naoko's lips didn't seem forced... but it was.
Ryu was worried about him, and by all rights he should have been, but NAKO felt like he couldn't just stick all his insecurities on his lover.
It would overwhelm them both.
"I... I just need to rest and... and process all this. I um... might try calling Yamada-san. He may know more than anyone does... I hope..."
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 9:04 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Grieving? Well...yes, he very well was. And at this point, it didn't sound so bad to have drugs. Maybe it was a shame he had tried to keep Narcissus away from them... When the man broke the kiss, Jun couldn't hold back a sigh as he blinked. "If...if it would make Izzy sad, then don't ever do it. That man really loved you. It was obvious to anyone, even strangers. You owe that much to him..." he spoke sadly and softly, then laughed at himself. "Though I guess by that logic, I have no right to wish for death or pain, do I? That would make Shou so, so sad...." he nearly didn't finish the sentence for the tears thickening his voice. "I don't have anything anymore. Right now, all I have is you, but I know you aren't really mine to have. I've got no family, none left alive, at least. No....real friends. I'm so damn scared right now, Narcissus. Would you just...please...for now...give me something to hold on to? I feel like...like I'm losing my mind..." Jun cried, the frightened boy in him showing again. Weak. Pitiful. You disgust me. he heard his brother's voice hiss at him as it faded away. Rolling over on the bed, Jun pulled Narcissus down on top of him, just wanting the closeness, needing to feel....safe, and not so alone. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 9:10 pm
"Izzy Lucky? Damn..." the mouse cursed. Those three words spoke volumes, though. He'd always been a bit jealous if that manager, but he did respect him. He was a good man, after all...and it would be terrible to lose him, especially in such a terrible way.
"I see. Well then...as important as those legal documents are...I'd have to say it would be best for me to accompany you to Hawaii. Hm...if both you and Hiroki-san will be heading over, is there a sufficient plan in place to keep the company running smoothly? Not that I doubt your ability to take care of things...merely curious. Is there anything I might need to arrange or handle before I leave for the airport?"
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