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 Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 6:39 am
October 11- October 18, 2008.
Two feelings at the moment ?
Enduring and frustration.
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
"Kautta erämaajärven / matkaa kulkija yksinäinen / näkee lammella joutsenparven vapautaan itkevän. / Kaipuu menneisyyden / kiirii ilmassa huutona kotkien / ikijärveltä turvatulta käy matka vuorten taa.
- Erämaajärvi by Nightwish
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
Smell of the dry grass and sunshine, being on the fields with our parents and rest of the family making dry hay for cows. (In old traditional way, look some old Finnish black and white movie)
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
The moment when I realized what kind of power play happened in expense of me and my twin. The same moment when we both realized crystal clear that grandma was trying to make us come to her side and against our mother at the age of four. stressed
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Office Hell. I need to fill in some papers and take care of some mess.
Your two plans for today ?
Get something to eat, dress (I forgot), watch a movie, let cat inside from balcony.
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..questioning the career choice I made years back. And hate to admit it."
-"When i feel lost.. I keep walking."
What do you like about nighttime ?
Stars. And sleep. I want to sleep goddamn it! (Night and waking up in every one hour, fullmoon.)
What do you like when it rains ?
No, but I love the atmosphere right after the rain.
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
Kittens, then its the water yet heated, wash milking machines, carry those from milkroom to cows, then carry two buckets with warm water and large tissues there, wash first cows udder, stuck milking machine there, move to next, repeat, wait for udder to empty, brush sh*t away meanwhile, sleep on my feet, wake when milking machine's suction cup starts to make noise, take machine away, go to see next cow... And so on. biggrin
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
I have.
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
Maybe yes. I can't remember now. I hope so..
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
I am, but I rather sit here at last row and see how things go and make my moves then.
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
No, but I highly appreciate if someone is willing to share what has happened to them.
Do you know why you are alive?
My mother didn't use condom. Her mother took us away from field at summer before we got heatstroke. I have good reflexes.
Does death scare you?
Yes and no. I'm more scared of death of my twin.
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
Hold on. As tightly as I can.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:36 am
October 11- October 18, 2008.
Two feelings at the moment ? I need to pee and My ankles hurt
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ? Don't you think I'm pretty standing top the bright lit city I'll take your hand and pick you up - The Used
Any unforgettable childhood memory ? My grandfather always making the cucko clock go off for me
A not-so-good childhood memory ? Something my dad said that he has no idea I heard
Your plans for tomorrow ? Same as today nothing
Your two plans for today ? NOthing
Fill in the blank:
-"I am .. Demolition Lover!!
-"When i feel lost.. I turn to music
What do you like about nighttime ? It's dark and I feel safe for some ood reason
What do you like when it rains? Yes unless I have outside plans
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ? Horses
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Many times
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it? Yeah
Are you aware of what's happening around you? Somewhat I try to keep to myself
Do you need to know everything about someone's past? No but it's nice knowing where they are coming from
Do you know why you are alive? To bring my two beautiful kids in this world
Does death scare you? Yes b/c I'm not sure what will happen after death
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go? Hold on and never let go
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:49 am
Two feelings at the moment ?
Frustration and joy. The website I need to get to is down, but I have coffee.
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
"...the charm school in Joliet."
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
In a good way? When I was 5, I got to meet Misty of Chincoteague. Yes, the pony that Marguerite Henry wrote about in the books. Misty was very old, but I got to pet her and feed her some hay and there's a picture of it around somewhere. She was my hero at the time - I was horse-crazy as only little girls can be. Misty died a year or two after that, so I was so happy I got to meet her.
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
Most of them. I am still working through the anger.
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Have the permanent crown installed on my tooth. This temporary has been giving me problems for over two weeks. I can't wait. And then the Project Runway Season Finale.
Your two plans for today ?
Update the work blog (one of my jobs is to maintain a professional publicity blog for my work) and....I don't think I have any other plans. A lot depends on if people get me the information I need.
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..
...an extremely competent and practical person."
-"When i feel lost..
...it drives me crazy."
What do you like about nighttime ?
I don't feel like I have so many obligations to get things done.
What do you like when it rains?
It means I don't have to water the lawn, resulting in lower water bills.
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
Horses. There's a part of that horse-crazy little girl I used to be some umpty-ump years ago that never completely died.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes.
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
Yes. But you know how they tell you it means more to you if you have to work hard to get it? That's not always true. There comes a time when the hard work you have to do to get it is simply not worth it. And I've been there a couple of times.
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
As much as I can be, but no more.
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
No.
Do you know why you are alive?
Nope.
Does death scare you?
Of course. It's mostly because it's unknown. At least we know what we've got here.
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
Somewhere in between. I always liked Kahlil Gibran's image of two pillars holding up the same roof.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 1:10 pm
Two feelings at the moment ?
tired and bored
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
suckin on a chilidog behind the Tastee Freeze
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
When i got to go to Disney Land
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
the Halloween my brother slammed my hand in the car door
Your plans for tomorrow ?
work
Your two plans for today ?
eat and sleep
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..
still hungry
-"When i feel lost..
i contemplate existence
What do you like about nighttime ?
the cover of darkness
What do you like when it rains?
the sound
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
nothing actually
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yes
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
yes
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
to a point
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
no
Do you know why you are alive?
no
Does death scare you?
not really
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
let go
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 2:11 pm
October 11- October 18, 2008.
Two feelings at the moment ?
desperation and a little anger
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
hanging by a moment here with you
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
I think they all fit in the 'not-so-good' category
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
I have a lot, and I'd prefer not to think of them
Your plans for tomorrow ?
work some more, try sell some more, grow more lonely
Your two plans for today ?
finish this application and buy Indiana Jones
Fill in the blank:
-"I am .. lost, tired, confused, pissed off and lonely
-"When i feel lost..
I try to contact Jeff
What do you like about nighttime ?
everyone else is asleep and I'm all alone
What do you like when it rains?
The smell afterwards
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
I am- horsies!
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeppers
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
a horse when I was 10
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
I try not to be
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
not all of it, but it helps
Do you know why you are alive?
yep, and it sucks
Does death scare you?
nope, already been there
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
Hold on, unfortunatly. Can't manage to achieve the other one.
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Posted: Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:11 pm
Two feelings at the moment ?
sleepy, contemplative
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
"I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine"
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
Going to the 'North Pole' themepark
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
Getting sick at Disneyworld
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Watch the debate
Your two plans for today ?
Go to sleep, grab a blanket...the day's pretty much over
Fill in the blank:
-"I am .. a bit crazy
-"When i feel lost.. I ask for directions
What do you like about nighttime ?
the peacefulness
What do you like when it rains?
the sound of the rain bouncing off stuff
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
the pigs!
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
Yes
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
Maybe...?
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
No, but I'd like to
Do you know why you are alive?
Not sure
Does death scare you?
Yes
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
Let go
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 8:51 am
Two feelings at the moment ?
lonely and tired
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
Nobody knows it, but you've got a secret smile, and you use it only for me.
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
I got to ride on shamu.
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
Brothers were pains in the a**.
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Ugh, work
Your two plans for today ?
Ugh, work and be lonely
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..
tired
-"When i feel lost..
I call the husband
What do you like about nighttime ?
It's dark! twisted
What do you like when it rains?
I LOVE THE RAIN!!!! heart
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
Horses
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Not really
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
HUSBAND!
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
Unfortunately
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
Just husbands, don't really care about anyone elses.
Do you know why you are alive?
uh?
Does death scare you?
Not at all.
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
HOLD ON!
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Posted: Fri Oct 17, 2008 9:55 am
Oct 11-18th
Two feelings at the moment ?
hungry for lunch, and cold (soup would be good now!)
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
I love Rock and Roll, so put another dime in the jukebox baby!...
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
Watching man walk on the moon on TV, and running to window to see if I could really see them on the moon.
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
When my dashschund dog died - mom accidently ran over him in driveway. crying
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Earn more gold on Gaia!
Your two plans for today ?
Go to Post Office to mail package, and then go to store to pick up more eggs and bread.
Fill in the blank:
-"I am .. a mother."
-"When i feel lost..
When son talks of his gaming to me.
What do you like about nighttime ?
Easier to sleep in the dark.
What do you like when it rains?
It waters all the trees and plants outside.
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
Horses! I love horses!
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Unfortunately, yes ... live and learn.
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
Yes
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
Yes
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
Sometimes.
Do you know why you are alive?
Sometimes
Does death scare you?
Yes
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
Depends on situation.
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Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 7:07 am
October 11- October 18, 2008.
Two feelings at the moment ?
Ignored and bummed.
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
Well the song I'm listening to. Boyz by M.I.A. xD
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
Just having fun in the summer, playing with stuffed animals and playing outside.
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
Probably whenever my parents would fight in front of us. Never was good.
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Tomorrow I plan on going running, but after that, it's up in the air!
Your two plans for today ?
Work and more work. :[
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..
not feeling so good. :/
-"When i feel lost..
It's hard to find my way back.
What do you like about nighttime ?
Everything seems to calm down and I'm able to relax.
What do you like when it rains?
Well for a short second, it does get cooler and it smells a lot nicer.
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
The cows! xD
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes.
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
I want to say yes, but I'm not all too sure. I can't think of anything right now.
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
Sometimes.
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
If they're going to be friends with me, then yeah I think it's interesting to know some aspects of their past. Now for a boyfriend, then yes, I should know more than the average person about their past because obviously it had a part in shaping them. I also believe in privacy so they don't have to tell me EVERYTHING.
Do you know why you are alive?
Do you?
Does death scare you?
I think everyone to a point is.
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
I'm struggling right now with that answer. I think it's best to let go and see what happens. Holding on is okay, but if you're holding on for all the wrong reasons, it's time to let go.
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Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 6:24 pm
Yay! Quiz time!!!!
October 11- October 18, 2008.
Two feelings at the moment ?
Sleepy and strange
A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
I just wanna be ok....
Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
Swimming in South Carolina
A not-so-good childhood memory ?
A bunch. :p
Your plans for tomorrow ?
Enjoying my day off
Your two plans for today ?
Finishing watching my movie and engaging in IM wars with my friend.
Fill in the blank:
-"I am ..
the walrus
-"When i feel lost..
look for the Northern star
What do you like about nighttime ?
The quiet
What do you like when it rains?
The sound of rain falling
If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
I used to live on one. razz But I'm going for horses
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes
Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
Yep
Are you aware of what's happening around you?
Sometimes, other times I don't really want to know
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
No
Do you know why you are alive?
Not at the moment
Does death scare you?
I think deep down we are all afraid of the unknown.
When you REALLY love someone do you hold on or let go?
I hold on for a very long time, even if I just keep it to myself.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 12:15 am
new survey's up i'm trying to answer it myself.. >.< but i guess my brain's not working xD
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 1:00 am
1. What do you think the most when you are alone?
- the good times.
2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
-I sleep -.-
3. What do you do when you see a full moon?
-My family and i were at the beach last weekend for a swim. we got to even spend the night there and basked under the full moon. it would have been great to just enjoy the scene without too much crowd xD
4. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
-Neither -.- lakes might have crocodiles and the ocean is the sharks' domain. sad
5. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
-friends.
6. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
-stand up and try again.
7. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
-I dont remember having to make a real hard decision...
8. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
-It depends, sometimes i call them, txt , or send them emails, at other times, i dont really do anything about it cause there's just a lot of things that i should do like arts, quote collection, etc. maybe these are just excuses but more or less i've learned not to rely too much on others, and found ways to enjoy life just by being with myself.
9. I’ve come to realize that…
-People go through the same road only at different times.
10. I am listening to…
-Nothing.
11. Maybe I should…
-Apply for a new job.
12. I love…
-the life i have.
13. The best days of my life are
-the ones i miss the most.
14. I don’t understand…
-why i still feel alone sometimes.
15. I’ve lost…
-30 minutes thinking what to say.
16. People say…
-a lot of things without really meaning anything.
17. The meaning of my screen name is…
-myself.
18. Love…
-is one subject i usually fail.
19. Somewhere, someone is…
-thinking of me and loving me tonight...
somewhere out there...
beneath the pale moonlight.
-what movie was this from again? o.O
20. I will always…
-be trying to be happy while searching for what truly makes me happy.
21. Forever seems…
-ephemeral these days.
22. I never want to…
-give up on something without seeing myself wanting to do it again. (exception see question#4)
23. I will treasure..
-the life i have and the people that have linked their fate with mine.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 5:57 am
1. What do you think the most when you are alone?
Boreeeeeeeeeed gonk
2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
browse Gaia, write a book and look at the rain ^_^
3. What do you do when you see a full moon?
nothing
4. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
swim in the lake
5. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
a cookie
6. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
move on
7. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
to live or to die.
8. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
spend more times with the friends I have left
9. I’ve come to realize that…
..life is pointless
10. I am listening to…
..my rotten mind
11. Maybe I should…
..just die
12. I love…
..the darkness that surrounds me
13. The best days of my life was…
..the day I met my best friend
14. I don’t understand…
..why people wish to live
15. I’ve lost…
..to must to list.
16. People say…
..I'm a sit twisted person
17. The meaning of my screen name is…
..there is no meaning.
18. Love…
..is getting your broken dark hearth glued together by a person who actually careds about you
19. Somewhere, someone is…
..commiting suicide
20. I will always…
..live for the ones who need me.
21. Forever seems….
..the pain we humans live with
22. I never want to…
..lose my real friends.
23. I will treasure..
..my friendship with Ginsa
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 7:12 am
1. What do you think the most when you are alone?
- I think about random stuff. Depends what mood I'm in.
2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
- Walk around. I'm usually at work so I have to walk around in it.
3. What do you do when you see a full moon?
- Try to get a picture of it. Full moons are a beautiful sight.
4. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
- Dive in the ocean. Even though I can't swim.
5. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
- A nice pack of hob-nob biscuits.
6. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
- Rebuild. Things fall apart, you got no other choice but to put them back together.
7. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?
- Giving up a job I loved for one that would pay the bills.
8. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
- Move on and make new friends.
9. I’ve come to realize that…
- Life's a b***h. But, you just got to get on with it.
10. I am listening to…
- Kerrang radio.
11. Maybe I should…
- Do another course. It always helps to have a wide skill set
12. I love…
- being able to sit around the house and do nothing but play video games.
13. The best days of my life was…
- when I first started working. I had money, I had no worries. Time to play games and go out.
14. I don’t understand…
- Why no one wants to hire me.
15. I’ve lost…
- A lot of things. Most importantly, I guess, would be my family.
16. People say…
- I'm a boring person.
17. The meaning of my screen name is…
- well, it's actually because people misread it. It was cheesy nibbles after a snack I was eating. But people read it as cheesy nipples. SO I changed it cause it's funny.
18. Love…
- Is something you'll never know until you find it.
19. Somewhere, someone is…
- Looking for their keys.
20. I will always…
- have this annoying kink in my hair at the front, I can't style it at all.
21. Forever seems….
- too far away.
22. I never want to…
- end up in hospital again.
23. I will treasure..
- my friends.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 9:59 am
October 19- October 25, 2008.
1. What do you think the most when you are alone? The sistuation I'm in now. Going through the hardest time of my life right now. =(
2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time? Listen to music and play Zelda or play with the kids.
3. What do you do when you see a full moon? Think to mysefl gotta be careful tonight!! and then show everyone the moon! =)
4. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean? Feel safer inthe lake b/c I can't swim but the ocean would be so cool.
5. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee? Chocolate!!!
6. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do? They have already and I'm trying to stay positive and keep telling myself soon it will be over.
7. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far? To leave home and school when I was 17 to be with my boyfriend and I'm glade i did.
8. When your friends forget you, what will you do? ******** 'em!! They have done it too many times and now I hardly will talk to any of them.
9. I’ve come to realize that… life is to short for this mess I'm in. I need more time to spend with Kevin.
10. I am listening to… The tv in the other room and the sound of my typing.
11. Maybe I should… Put this box of Cheez-it's away!
12. I love… Kevin and my kids more than I can ever explain.
13. The best days of my life was… Back before December of last year.
14. I don’t understand… Why my parents aren't helping me more.
15. I’ve lost… many friends along the way.
16. People say… I need to leave him but I will never!!!
17. The meaning of my screen name is… Just thought of it one day and thought it was better than my old one I had.
18. Love… can't be denied
19. Somewhere, someone is… being murdered =) Sorry had to
20. I will always… love Kevin.
21. Forever seems…. not long enough.
22. I never want to… Be in this mess ever again!
23. I will treasure.. every moment with Kevin for now on.
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