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 Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 6:52 pm
Nezumi's heart thudded hard in his chest.
He was supposed to make sure Hiroki-san rested...babysit him if need be...
Which meant...he would be spending the entire day with the man, and likely the entire night, again, too!
Though he knew he wouldn't be cuddling up against the man's strong chest again...and that rather dampened his excitement.
Despite that...he would be well pleased to just be near the man, as much as he knew he shouldn't even think the things he did.
Bidding Koyasu-sama a quick goodbye, Nezumi looked over to Hiroki and, after hesitating a moment, approached him.
"Would you like me to assist you in changing your bandages, Hiroki-san?" he asked, completely back to business as though what had happened on the couch had just been a dream, if even that.
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 6:59 pm
 ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"I would do anything for you. I thought you figured that out by now." the akuma winked his garnet-colored eye, poking the pianist in the chest playfully. "I can't say how plausible it really is, but it could be attempted. And...to be honest, we'd probably have a far greater shot at it if we did somehow talk Shou into coming along with us." Holding Naoko tight to his chest, he hummed a tune as he seriously thought about what they had discussed. It was possible, but it would be one heck of a mess. Not to mention...he would kind of feel guilty about it all. To him, Izo wasn't a bad guy, and he felt like he would be betraying the man, in a fashion. If only Ryu knew, though...then he would be out of there like a bat out of hell. "A brand new start, yeah. It would be pretty great." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 9:45 pm
"I would feel bad... leaving Shou..." Naoko replied softly, cuddling against his akuma, partly because he loved the man and partly because he was kind of chilled.
"If I'm going to wear this ring... we need a new start, you know..." the pianist spoke as his amber eyes closed, feeling the warmth from his lover calm his spirit.
Or maybe it was the meds...
At any rate, strangely, even after what had happened in the car... Naoko felt calm... at peace... for the first time, really, since the incident with Hayato.
"Hold me closer, Ryu-kun..." Naoko whispered, enjoying the close contact. "I want to write music with you... duets... do you think we could do that too?"
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 9:57 pm
~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"I understand. I would feel bad, too....and, at the same time, I'd kinda feel bad leaving Matsumoto-san. He's done so much to help me, and he seems like such a nice guy...but if you need a new start, I'll do everything I can to give you just that. But...I can't promise you that. All I can promise...is that I will try." he explained as he pulled Naoko even tighter to him, stretching his leg over the blond's hip. "We can write all the duets in the world, if that's what you want. We can do so many things, Na-kun. No matter what happens, I can at least promise you that." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:43 am
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:-  SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Beautiful Dreamer
"Terrible terrible! I'd just make you F. A. T. Then you'd have to go on a diet." exclaimed Shou as his fingers were pulled to Jun's lips. "And if you were F. A. T, and on a diet, then that means no more Pie Ala Shou!"
Shou probably noticed the way Jun changed the topic but..he didn't press. Everyone had their moments and it took time to unwind to vacation like feelings. Even Shou for all his energy was trying to find a balance. Part of him was still worried about things at home. Well, he didn't know what to think about his back up band and all the problems there. Even more so, he...well...was worried about Matsumoto Izo's play for Ohayou. So many things that sat at the back of Shou's mind that even wore his happy face more just to keep from getting to the serious meat of the matter.
That question being...What should he do? There were reasons he kept to SMASH and none of those reasons were a liking for Matsumoto Izo, however, the freedom of the stage compared to other Studios...Ohayou looked like a mess right now with it's leadership and he didn't want to be 'managed'. Although, Izzy Lucky, now that little manager was...mm...nothing like he expected. Narcissus seemed very free to be creative with Lucky-san. A very rare situation from everything Shou had seen.
And then there was Hamu...his assistant. The man, had reasons as well for 'staying' with him...and Smash. But he didn't talk about these things much. No...he didn't. There were things he didn't know about his Hamu and these things...well, probably were better left unsaid.
It was times like this that Shou turned on a dime and needed quiet but Jun would worry if he started getting unnerved so he continued to smile but eventually rested his head against Jun's shoulder and closed his eyes. Fingers slowly hooked on Jun's shirt and he tried to get some rest. The super star knew that he had a few hours before they'd land. Maybe he'd chnage his 'costume' before they touched down to give himself a 'mundane' look of sorts. For once, Shou would try to play..."normal'.
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:57 am
What wouldn't I do for King and Country...
Yes Sir!------------------------------------------------}:-  Asato Hiroki
Chairman's Secretary - Ohayou Productions
Doing what one does best...??
"You're too much of a mind reader for your own good, sir." answered Hiroki with a thoughtful slight smile. "But I'll try to express myself better to you in the future."
"But...but..." Then Hiroki's shoulders slumped, "Yes, sir." It was almost like a child in response to a degree. Hiroki didn't like to disappoint and his nose was frustrating him no end. Oh so much did he want to return the favor to Narcissus!!
He glance over at Nezumi...his appointed babysitter of the day not sure what to do. How was he suppose to help Nezumi if he wasn't allowed to work? Gah! His boss was...a sneaky b*****d sometimes! "When can I go back to work?" he asked to make sure that Koyasu-sama didn't leave him with some VAGUE date that he could manipulate later. Yes, he knew his boss would use it against him even if it were for his own good!
Oh he wanted to throw a tantrum when Koyasu-sama was leaving but that was his child like instinct that sometimes got the better of him when he was very angry with Narcissus...or when Koyasu-sama pulled one over on him. But usually, Hiroki's adult nature was able to over come his childish moments long before they ever ignited. Unlike Koyasu-kun, who always let loose.
"I'll be alright, sir." Hiroki answered although he had a feeling that Koyasu-sama had read his mind with that last statement. Good god, he obviously had worked way too long for the man considering he seemed to KNOW exactly what he was thinking!
As soon as Koyasu-sama left, Hiroki's shoulders dropped and he slumped just a hair. His demeanor changed and a sigh came from his lips then a slow moan, "Ow...."
He nodded slightly to Nezumi's question, "Please...It's so sore....and I think...it's oozing. Ow..." He wanted to put his head in his hands but that would HURT! He wanted the bandages off...but that would leave things vulnerable. He wanted to just punch Koyasu-kun...from overseas. "I feel so tense..." he whispered and frowned.
-:{------------------------------------------------No Sir!
...Where you Lead - that is the Path I Follow.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 3:41 pm
Dark... Everything was dark and he couldn't open his eyes...
His body felt hot... his head light... airy... his arms and legs heavy...
He was kicked. Hard. Flipped through the air by a man who claimed he had hurt Izzy Lucky...
Izzy...was a happy accident. It was supposed to be you all along.
Still asleep, Akihiko's once angelic face turned into a frown. His brow creased, breathing becoming a bit irregular as the nightmare... the memory... took hold of his exhausted mind.
The voice in his head was so full of hatred and yet... delight?
Then he felt the drugs, coursing through his veins. He remembered the sedation of the heroine... and the sudden rush of the cocaine. The musician felt his heart beating hard, his body heating up even more as he struggled.
Pulled up, hanging by his arms, body being struck over and over again with his own belt... a hard punch to the kidney... then... tender kisses...
That furrowed brow, a body tensing slightly as if in pain and confusion...
Akihiko's lips parted and he gasped in a soft breath. "Don't touch me..." the musician pleaded to the figure in his nightmares.
"Dame..." Narcissus cried out softly, his body arching on the bed as pain played itself out in his mind. His hands balled into fists, heels digging into the soft mattress beneath him.
His furrowed brow became a genuine wince of pain as he turned his head to the side, trying to blindly escape the memory.
The man whom he couldn't see wouldn't give up. He took what he wanted, acting like a lover and not the monster he had started out to be.
He couldn't take it anymore...
God, it was turning him on and that was the last thing he wanted the madman to see.
Narcissus felt himself pull up on the chain holding him, felt himself kicking hard against the unseen body against his own... the sickening pop as his left shoulder dislocated itself.
Still trapped in the confines of the nightmare, Akihiko reached over, grabbing his shoulder as if in pain and crying out softly, pushing back against the mattress.
The memory so vivid that he felt that same pain even now...
Crying out a second time, Akihiko turned slightly to his side, curling into a bit of a ball as if to protect an injured shoulder. He stayed like that for a few moments, still deeply asleep and completely unaware that Izzy lay next to him.
Then came the blushing... Narcissus turned onto his back, hands gripping the bed sheet beneath him.
He was turned on... his dream so vividly real that his attacker's new actions were causing his body to heat up in a pleasurable way.
The blush was immediately gone however as Akihiko's pale lips cried out again. "What the hell are you doing?" he gasped, fear in his voice. The young Koyasu could feel his body slowing down, as if the heroine he was receiving in his dreams... were really in his system. "Iie... you're... you're doing to kill me... aren't you?"
The words were whispered... so soft... full of dread...
Hands were tightening around his throat. Akihiko's heart began to race. His breathing becoming shallower and shallower as the figure slowly choked the life from him.
Words slipping from his lips, both in the dream and the waking world.
"I... iie..."
Gasping suddenly, blue eyes flew open and Akihiko lay there on the bed, drenched in sweat.
He was shaking, though the man couldn't be sure of the cause because... well... there were just so many reasons why his body might have responded like that.
Lack of food and sleep...
Needs for drugs that he didn't dare touch...
Fear...
The musician swallowed, completely unaware that Izzy was there once again. He moved one arm to lay it over his eyes, a last ditch attempt to calm himself down.
But it didn't work...
Tears slipped from his eyes. Tears that he tried to hide.
It was so frightening... that feeling... the notion that you were going to die...
Akihiko was terrified of it...
Terrified of that shapeless figure who had nearly destroyed himself and Izzy...
Wait, Izzy...
Sniffing, Narcissus sat up in the bed and took a deep breath, looking up at the ceiling as he fought to control his own emotions.
Emotions he didn't want Izzy Lucky, or anyone for that matter, to see.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 4:07 pm
"I'm not actually going to take a shower with you, baka. I mean, you need some alone time. I just figured I'd help out if I can." Nakai replied with a charming smile.
Sure, Chiyou couldn't see that smile, but he would hear it in the blond's voice.
As the vocalist got into the shower, Kai leaned against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest. "I really didn't expect you to get so worked up over a kiss, Chiyou-kun." he teased, somewhat enjoying the 'kid's' reaction.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:29 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
 "Fat? Me? Heh...never. I take all my Shou-desserts fat free. A sweet treat like you requires no sugar or additives." Jun teased right back, always ready with a reply to his beloved's jests. Feeling a bit off, the dark vocalist decided against getting up or, for that matter, taking things any further with the teasing and flirting. He simply sat there, trying to get a grip on himself as Shou curled up against him, his fingers clinging to his shirt like a child against his father. Those thoughts...things like that just came to his mind, a little more often than he liked to admit. It was hard sometimes not to act on them...but what would Shou think if he found out that, sometimes, Jun really did want to do despicable things to him? He felt lower than dirt for it...but what could he do but try to distract himself from it? It wasn't like he would give in and do such a thing. Intentionally. He hoped. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:39 pm
"Just relax, Hiroki-san." Nezumi said with a small, comforting smile as he went and fetched the proper dressings, removing the old bandages and cleaning with expert gentleness using a cotton ball dampened with peroxide to cleanse the area without any burning.
"It looks fine to me, sir. It's just healing properly. I understand it is uncomfortable though." he went on as he applied antibiotic cream with a q-tip and placed the clean bandage over the man's nose carefully.
"There. Your dear little nose has been taken care of. Now, if you're having problems with tension, I would be happy to assist in relieving that for you."
The offer sounded...like a rather direct come on! As though the mousy man were offering his...*ahem*..."services" to Asato.
"I can give you a back massage!" he then beamed seconds later as he was discarding the materials from re-bandaging Hiroki's nose.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:45 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:-  Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
He woke to strange noises. They weren't the normal ones that he was used to from sleep and as his eyes opened slowly. Adjusting to the darkness, he felt Akihiko moving and shifting. The hand that gripped the sheets was so close to himself that he couldn't help but turn. Listening he to the words, he heard
"Iie... you're... you're doing to kill me... aren't you?"
It was then Izzy realized that it was a nightmare! Carefully he spoke, "Akihiko...Akihiko...Wake up. I'm here." But his words didn't seem to break through the wall of sleep. He tried to gently shake the man but it didn't seems to matter. So he shook a little more but the man was so out of it. He let go and tried to figure out what to do next when Akihiko spoke again.
"I... iie..."
Izzy could feel the movement, he was certain that Akihiko was waking. Then the man sat up. And Izzy watched in the dim light and saw Akihiko try to contain those emotions. He sat up slowly hen slipped his arm slowly around Akihiko's waist. "I'm here...It's ok. You're alright. It was a bad dream. But you're alright."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:47 pm
kawaita tsumori ame ga tsuzunaku katari kakeru namida wa seijaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeru"No, what you want is to stand in here and harass me about what just happened, Kai. Don't even act." the young vocalist retorted, practically snapping his fingers and rolling his neck with his voice. Sometimes, Chiyou really acted like a young woman. Though anyone to tell him such would lose a limb, in all likelihood. Anyone except Kai. The guitarist...well, he could get by with nearly anything with the kid. What could he say? The man was like kryptonite to the boy. As the warm water ran down his body, Chiyou let himself laugh a little, leaning against the back of the shower. So...it was a little funny. "Just shut up and scrub my back for me..." he smiled, cracking open the shower curtain. karada o tsutau ame ni furueru awai omoi guren no yuuwaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeru
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 6:50 pm
"Ruki..." Akihiko whispered the name, glancing to the man beside him before smirking. "I wish it were a dream..."
He didn't lay back down however. No, the musician remained sitting where he was, hands in his lap. He watched his fingers for a long moment, unaware of the tears which slipped from his eyes until he saw one land on the side of a knuckle.
"Yare yare... Why the hell am I crying?" he asked, wiping the tears away and taking a deep breath. "It was just a bad memory, ne? It shouldn't matter anymore... should be in the past. What a way to start a vacation..."
Okay, so he was talking just for the sake of hearing himself talk. If he could distract his mind long enough, maybe the fear and sadness within would dissipate.
Maybe...
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 7:11 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
Ruki wrapped his arms around Akihiko then held him close, "I'm here. Do you want to talk about it?" He said gently as he sat there uncertain as to what Akihiko had been dreaming about.
"Sometimes things like that need to be spoken about to get them out of one's head. At least that's what my psychologist tells me. I've had some bad nightmares since the fire." He didn't say the assault because he still had trouble with that at times but he was working through the issues slowly. One step at a time. Eventually he hoped that the attacker would be brought to justice and he wondered if the same creature had hurt Chiyou too. It was all a mess that never seemed to end. Someone needed to be caught and put to prison. But it seemed the detectives always found dead ends and no answers. They couldn't pin anything on Matsumoto Izo. Maybe it was because the man's hand in it was too faraway? He wasn't sure he'd ever know.
"I'll help you in whatever way you need me to, Akihiko." he said as he took a hold of one of those hands and kissed way the tear upon it.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 7:41 pm
Smirking, Akihiko nodded. "Yeah, I know you're here. You're hugging my waist, Ruki." the musician replied before sighing.
Did he really want to talk to Izzy about it?
Had he ever talked to anyone about it?
This was the first time a memory of that night had played in his mind... the first time he had felt so terrified...
So damn weak...
"I remember things in my dreams, you know." Akihiko soon spoke, moving backward until his back rested comfortably against the head board. "Usually they're good things... or weird things... or you being all bound and gagged and enjoying so many interesting things..." he laughed softly, nothing like a little tease to make him feel better. "Or us making breakfast... though that one hit me in the middle of the day. Sometimes the memories come like that. Like flashes in my mind. But this one..." the musician shook his head, his voice taking on a rather somber and serious tone. "I'd never felt a dream like that... a memory so real that I was sure to wake up half drugged out of my skull, bruises on my throat, and a shoulder in need of medical attention."
Sighing, Narcissus closed his eyes. "Maybe it's the recent cravings I've been having... or maybe it's being so close with you earlier... but something triggered this particular memory... and for the first time that I can remember... I felt true terror and fear..."
If only he knew that the catalyst for said memory, was on the very plane with them...
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