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 Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 8:50 pm
no....i need something....different....but im not sure wat
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 8:52 pm
try putting a hole in your wall. (did that once, it really helped) or doodle.
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 8:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 8:58 pm
no i do that all the time (the doodling)
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:00 pm
lolz, well that's all i got right now.
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:00 pm
XD *huggles kitten and jessi* thats the emptiness, I'm affected by it weekly! blaugh
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:04 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:04 pm
....connor......you have really no idea how empty i have been for the past 9 months....ur lucky you dont have to feel this..........lost
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:07 pm
@jessi: no, its a byproduct of my life style.
@kitten: *huggles* I know how it feels, Its worse then the deepest pain imaginable, but you just have to keep going...
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:12 pm
kitten254 ....connor......you have really no idea how empty i have been for the past 9 months....ur lucky you dont have to feel this..........lost You don't have it bad, I've been empty since March. I wear a thousand masks. I've been angry and confused... Big brother's not even talking to me for the time being. I told him Happy Thanksgiving over Gaia and haven't gotten anything back.
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:13 pm
well, we all have our mask, and we all have a lot of hidden emotions. but hey, not like i can fix mine.^^
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:14 pm
no connor....i dont.....the only reason i keep going is so melina doesnt get lonely, bored, and alone. I understand her so well, to leave her, she wouldnt...she wouldnt have anyone....
thats my greatest fear is losing everything and having nothing....
i know her so well, that her greatest secret as well, is also her greatest fear. the same thing
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:16 pm
my best friend told me that the only reason she's not killing herself, is because she believes that i would have no life with out her and that i would be a secluded person. i wonder how her bf feels about that.
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:17 pm
I guess we're all living for someone.
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:17 pm
lol....i told her flat out that i live for her to be happy everyday. I would do anything to keep her smile on her face...even if it means being the stupidest thing ALIVE
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