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 Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 12:45 am
IY_and_MCR Not at my house. We is po', no cable. I'll be watching a ton of it here, and hopefully they wouln't be paying the episodes with lame guy, new old guy, or some girl. My family has never had cable, never bothered. Besides, we save money yet have tons of computer stuff >>;;
Random- Yummmmm eggrooooolls <3
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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 4:04 am
So yeah, i was woken up in an interesting way.
"Wake up..."
"Yeah?"
"We're moving out today."
"What?"
"We need to pack and be out of here in two hours."
Later in the day i won twenty dollars in a poker game. I am not sure many people have days as odd as mine.
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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 6:18 am
Well, and had a sandwhich and am watching Monk.
That's probably odd to someone who has been in a coma for a few years.
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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 9:01 am
zz1000zz So yeah, i was woken up in an interesting way. "Wake up..." "Yeah?" "We're moving out today." "What?" "We need to pack and be out of here in two hours." Later in the day i won twenty dollars in a poker game. I am not sure many people have days as odd as mine. Yikes. Sorry to hear about the sudden move. Good luck with a new location.
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Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2008 2:35 pm
lurichan zz1000zz So yeah, i was woken up in an interesting way. "Wake up..." "Yeah?" "We're moving out today." "What?" "We need to pack and be out of here in two hours." Later in the day i won twenty dollars in a poker game. I am not sure many people have days as odd as mine. Yikes. Sorry to hear about the sudden move. Good luck with a new location. Same here.*pats you on the back*
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Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2008 8:07 pm
I'm really upset right now . . . I'm away at college, and my cell phone was stolen out of my bag in the dining hall today, so I have no way to call home or my boyfriend.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 11:52 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:13 pm
I see you lurking there, but why are you lurking all nude and all? 0o;
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:24 pm
lurichan I see you lurking there, but why are you lurking all nude and all? 0o; I gave it (all my gaian possessions) away before a failed suicide attempt; roommate found me and ruined the passing. I suppose I could have attempted since; however, the reasons why I haven't are personal.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:31 pm
Deific Requiem lurichan I see you lurking there, but why are you lurking all nude and all? 0o; I gave it (all my gaian possessions) away before a failed suicide attempt; roommate found me and ruined the passing. I suppose I could have attempted since; however, the reasons why I haven't are personal. *hugs* You really should stop trying to hurt/blame yourself for everything.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:37 pm
lurichan *hugs* You really should stop trying to hurt/blame yourself for everything. I only hurt/blame myself for what I am responsible for - whether direct or indirect. /has changed
Thank you for the hug
There ... it's just too much sometimes.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:40 pm
Deific Requiem lurichan *hugs* You really should stop trying to hurt/blame yourself for everything. I only hurt/blame myself for what I am responsible for - whether direct or indirect. /has changed
Thank you for the hug
There ... it's just too much sometimes. That's why when there is too much to bear alone you have to let it out somehow. Even if it's just talking to other people to relieve the tension a bit, you really do have to find a way to let some of it go before it consumes and destroys you.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:48 pm
lurichan That's why when there is too much to bear alone you have to let it out somehow. Even if it's just talking to other people to relieve the tension a bit, you really do have to find a way to let some of it go before it consumes and destroys you. And unloading/dumping my drama on friends or family is something I refuse to do. Even if they request such communication, I refuse. It might be dangerous to "bottle it," and in thinking that by doing so it only affects me when in reality it affects everyone in my little bubble of influence/involvement. I know talking about these things is best in everyway ... because people would rather be dumped on with drama than go to a funeral.
/shrugs
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 12:52 pm
Deific Requiem lurichan That's why when there is too much to bear alone you have to let it out somehow. Even if it's just talking to other people to relieve the tension a bit, you really do have to find a way to let some of it go before it consumes and destroys you. And unloading/dumping my drama on friends or family is something I refuse to do. Even if they request such communication, I refuse. It might be dangerous to "bottle it," and in thinking that by doing so it only affects me when in reality it affects everyone in my little bubble of influence/involvement. I know talking about these things is best in everyway ... because people would rather be dumped on with drama than go to a funeral.
/shrugs It's always better emotionally to let it out, but if you really REALLY don't want to talk to other people about it, you could always write it down and then burn the paper you wrote it on (symbolically destroying the negativity). You could also look into alternatives to take out aggression and anger like martial arts, sports, long walks in the cemetery, etc. You're right though. No one ever wants to go to a funeral. Everyone who holds you close and dear in their hearts would much rather help you get better than to say goodbye permanently. I think you know that in your own heart as well.
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 1:00 pm
I must away. *Huggles before running off* Take care of yourself, and be careful with you.
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