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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2005 6:06 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2005 7:29 pm
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Sirius Black-Snuffles Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2005 7:56 pm
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"Yes?" Sirius' face fell. He had hoped that if the man had answered him, it would be a statement, an understanding, not another question. He trembled slightly and started to pull away, unsure now more then ever. 'Perhaps...' he thought 'Perhaps he doesn't...doesn't want to be with me any more now that he knows about how I feel for James, despite the fact that I love him more than anything in the world.' He had been pulling away slowly to make it less noticable, when suddenly there was a loud banging on the door.
"Why am I STILL not hearing any SQUEAKING BED SPRINGS!??" Then the door opened and Kathryn peered in, Remus' female friend behind her. He jumped out of Remus' arms quickly and looked around. He looked at Remus.
"Squeaking...bed..." he trailed off and then looked at the other two.
"Go to bed, we have a task tomorrow morning," he said, a bit harsher then he had intended before turning around and storming into the connecting bathroom. He slammed the door shut and locked it, sinking to the cold tiled floor breathing hard.
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2005 8:19 pm
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Kathryns smile was wiped away in an instant to a look of guilt. Then again, it wasn't all her fault, Liz DID barge in, in the first place... But it didn't matter, Sirius seemed pretty peeved, taking the hint Kathryn stepped back.
"I'm Sorry" She said her head hung, her eyes facing the floor. Turning away swiftly she walked down the stairs, walked across the common room and up her Girls Dormitory stairs quickly, without saying another word. Once she was in her dormitory, she walked into the bathroom. Sleep didn't seem to comforting and instead, she grabbed her pajamas (which were yellow with blue cats and pawprints scattered aroung) and placed them on the counter beside the shower, neatly folded.
"Ahhh" She groaned, as she took of her shoes, her feet aching. Opening the shower curtain and entering the cubicle, she took of her robes and clothes to reveal her thin, scarred body. Chucking them over the top of the shower she turned on the hot water and proceded to wash herself.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 6:32 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 7:06 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 7:42 am
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 12:29 pm
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Sirius Black-Snuffles Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:36 pm
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Remus heard the door unlock. He waited out Sirius' rant. And with a huff of anger, slammed open the bathroom door. "Liz is pushing your ******** buttons!" He yelled. "Damnit Sirius! You of all people should know by now that this is more than a ******** one night stand!" He glared at Sirius to angry to notice the other man's state of undress.
"You're taking Liz to serious, Sirius. And you're not listening to me! I love you! I've been in love with you since I was seventeen! Don't...," Remus collapsed to the floor, panting heavily. "Damnit.
"You know, you're a real idiot," He said after taking a deep breath. "Did you hit your head when you died because I don't remember you ever doubting my words before? ******** you! And you know what; I'm pissed, and you can tell because I'm ******** swearing!"
He took a deep breath stumbled to his feet and walked back into the bedroom.
"Damnit, why does this have to be so difficult?" He asked, falling back onto the bed. "It isn't suppose to be like this, you know? Haven't I been through enough s**t? I was bitten when I was five. I can't hold a job. I've been struggling to survive since I left my parents house. I lost James and Lilly. Then I lost you. And... you came back and I thought," he choked, "I thought, maybe, something good is finally happening to me. But no," he glared at Sirius. "No, you ******** died and left me alone again, and then to top it off; just when I think I've moved on, you show up again, alive and well. And I still don't know how you still managed to live,"
He collapsed back onto the bed, flung his arm across his face, and sighed.
"You know, I'm not mad at you anymore. I don't care because you're alive. I'm happy because you love me, and I love you and... and," he growled, "Liz had to ******** it up with her stupid mind in the gutter."
He took a deep breath, reining his emotions in once more.
"I- I'm tired of being confused and I just want something to make sense. I love you, more than I could possibly explain, you said you loved me and to judge by your reaction, you mean it," He sat up, and looked pleadingly at Sirius. "Can we just leave it at that, and see what happens?"
He sighed.
"You can put your robes back on if you'd like. I'm not expecting sex from you."
OOC: Blame Remus' behavior on the moon it's like PMS only different.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 6:37 pm
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Sirius watched Remus with wide eyes. He felt anger boil up and then disappate, before boiling again. Finally he stood up and followed Remus as the werewolf flung himself down on his bed. He tossed his (rather uncomfortable) robes to one side, remaining in his slacks and shirt listening as Remus yelled at him. Finally Remus stopped and Sirius glared at him.
"I knew you weren't expecting sex from me. Didn't I just finish saying that? Your friend--Liz right? She just happened to run in at the wrong time, it wouldn't have mattered if she screamed out Pink Purple Monkeys!" he growled.
"You think you're confused, imagine me! I'm sorry I'm such a screw up, that I've left you so many times. I'm sorry your life has been nothing but mass chaos, but what else can I do? I've been blamed for something I've never done, I've been dead, I don't know how I'm here, why I'm here. Merlin, I don't even know how I managed to make it to my 30s! My mom was supposed to kill me by age 10, after I ran away she was supposed to kill me. I was supposed to die in the first war, and then in Azkaban, and then I finally, FINALLY died...and now I'm friggen back and I don't even know why! All I know is that I'm in love with you, and it's scary Remus! I'm scared that something horrible is going to happen and I'm going to ******** rip your heart out again and tear it into a million pieces without meaning to." Sirius moved over to Remus' bed and kneeled down next to it. He reached forward and brushed some of Remus' hair back and looked him in the eye.
"Before they came in...I was going to kiss you Remus. I--I wasn't sure though, I wasn't sure if you wanted it, or what would happen, I wasn't sure if you still wanted me after I said all of that. When you asked yes, I was worried that maybe I was right in thinking you didn't want me. Raven Girl...Liz...pounds on the door...and then I lost my nerve. I hated myself in that one moment for thinking that maybe, maybe nothing bad would happen this time. I'm sorry," he whispered leaning forward and brushing his lips against Remus'. He pulled back and looked Remus in the eye for a few seconds before moving back and kissing him again, pressing his lips against the werewolf's a little more firmly. He pulled back and rested his forehead against the other male's, keeping his eyes closed.
"I'm sorry...it's just been one extremely long day...you know?"
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Sirius Black-Snuffles Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 10:34 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 1:52 am
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 12:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 1:12 pm
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"A very lond day, indeed," Remus said with a small smile. "I'm sorry I yelled at you, I just, I've been under a bit of stress lately, what with the full moon the night after next and..." he pulled away from Sirius. "I'm just not used to getting what I want."
"I think, it might be a good idea if we just went to sleep. Clear the air. I can yell at Liz tomorrow," he suggested. "I...that is," Remus looked hesitantly at Sirius. "you could stay here," he flushed. "Nothing funny. I'm not...eh...just...just stay here, with me...er...I'm not very good at this."
(ooc: yeah for short posts. After the rant, I'm leaning toward my normal, two paragraphs.)
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Sirius Black-Snuffles Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2005 6:12 pm
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