~ CONFESSIONS! ~ ( Keep it PG13! )

[Angel Nicholson]

My mother always told me love was a bullshit emotion that only fools and dreamers believed in...


My boyfriend and his close family always go to concerts. They love them.
They went to one this weekend and I didn't know they were going until the day before, when his mother mentioned it -thinking I already knew.
I'm pissed with him to begin with. He was "so excited" the night before he left that he was a ******** a*****e to me when he knew I was sick and had a rough day.
They get back and I found out he took one of his friends with him.
I can't help but feel insanely jealous over this. His friends are always going to things like this with his family.
The best place I go with them, is the Salvation Army where his mom will buy me a few articles of clothing, and only because she invited me.
I saw a poster for a band I liked. There's a concert in august just a half hour from here. They're one of my favourite bands and I squealed over it when I saw the poster. He was with me and seemed really happy that I liked it and I said something about wanting to go.
I find out later that he asked his sister and his niece to go with him.
Not even ******** thinking of me when I was the one that even saw the ******** poster in the first place.
His excuse? I'm no good around people. And no, I'm not. When I have to interact with them. I'm ******** perfectly fine in a crowd and he knows it.
He knows very well that as long as I don't have to talk to them, I'm fine and he knew that I wanted to see this band.
Yet he ******** up once again.
I'm seriously wondering whether he really wants to be with me or not.
I'm honestly questioning whether he really wants me anymore.


...so she told me to be the fool with a dream...

 

[Obliviosity]

Why oh why can I only seem to attract members of the opposite sex online.
Am I really that unapproachable in person?
It just pisses me off sometimes...  

[Cinnamon Toaast]

Cinnamon Toaast Says:

I daydream the impossible
Okay well its not really a confession soo how about Im so oblivious and lost in my own thoughts people call me clueless or out of earth because apparently i dont really pay attention to whats going on
I have no idea why people say that but maybe I am obilvious

..Live with what you got.

 

[Ramcee]

I seriously think I hate my sister.
Like, I can't find anything I like about her. I can't, and it's sad.
One time, I even found myself wishing me and her end up like my grandmother and her sister - that we would hardly ever talk to each other. I felt horrible, because it was partially true.
At least I have my oldest sis.

Also, I kinda like my oldest sister's family more than my own.
Well, technically her husband's family. They make me feel better than my actual family does. My sister is like a second mother to me. Not that I don't love my mother, I do love her. It's just that my sister's family is better to me. I don't love them any more than my blood family, but I like them more. Make sense? =P  

[alienli]

I got into a fight with my boyfriend about what happens if I get pregnant.
He wants me to get an abortion, but I'd rather keep the kid and then put it up for adoption if he really doesn't want it.
But then he said he'd rather me raise the baby in that case.
So what the ******** don't know what to think,
but I will never have an abortion.
I won't kill a baby,
even if it's not yet alive.  

[angelcak316]

I still like My little Pony,Tottaly Spies,Hello Kitty and all those other girly shows. I also have the videos,too sweatdrop  

[ShannonOhNoes]

angelcak316

I still like My little Pony,Tottaly Spies,Hello Kitty and all those other girly shows. I also have the videos,too sweatdrop

so what? i probably dont like my little ponies but totally spies is fun ot watch right? YEA!! :FF
and HELLO KITTY?!?! EVERYBODY loves hello kitty. especially here in S.Cali. us asians are crazy for the kitty(;  

[Adrenaline End]

I take advantage of my fast metabolism (or so I think it is...) a little too much and I'm worried that one day it'll come back to bite me in the butt. D:
Literally.

 

[Rainbow x Toxic]

I'm secretly really depressed...
I sometimes cut...
I hide the truth about my sexuality to everyone in real life...
I'm in love with my [girl] best friend...
and I have a phobia of becoming an adult.

redface  

[Daiku Maryu]

I think Twilight would have been better if Bella was a Warhammer fan. razz  

[Spyros Girlfriend]

I jigged school in year 6 sweatdrop  

[yukisuzu9]

I don't shave my armpits, ever, or my legs half the time.

Once I was mad at my mom, so when she owed me money, I told her she owed me 50 dollars more then she actually did. I feel slightly bad about it, but only slightly. She did deserved it, she disappeared for like 3 days without letting us know, and left me and my sister alone with no money, or knowledge of where she was, then acted like it was no big deal and we were just overreacting.

I have to fight the urge to key my sisters boyfriends new mustang, because he's always washing it, and being offended that my grandmother lives on a dirt road. If he didn't like it, he didn't have to come, I didn't want him there anyway!

 

[The Angel Monster]

So, my ex boyfriend, a*****e, dumbass, whatever you want to call him, got mad at me because I kissed a friend of mine. It was not a serious thing, it was just to make someone be like "WTF", and it was VERY funny that it happened.
Well, I told him "It's not a big deal, it's not like I ******** him."
And he comes back with "What's the difference? It would've been your 70th ******** him. I'm honestly hating the fact that everyday I wake up to him harassing me and s**t, even after we're through dating. He's bipolar and has depression, which I can understand. But everything is always put on me with him, and it's hard to take him saying all this s**t to me without wanting to not wake up in the morning. I don't want to die or anything. I just sometimes wish I wouldn't wake up from my dreams, because they're better than reality. It's so horrible. I can't stand hearing him talk about me in such a crude way. It makes me want to go crazy.


.. On the bright side, I'm talking to this guy who is pretty cute, and I'm meeting him for coffee. Haven't seen him in a while. It'll really pick my mood up to talk with someone and feel happy again. I've felt too cold for a while now. I'm scared, though, I don't want my ex boyfriend to see me with him because he'll be like "who the hell is that guy? blah blah". I HATE HIM GOSH I WISH HE WOULD GTFO MY LIFE BEFORE I COLLAPSE OR OFF MYSELF.

.. Eh, sorry. sweatdrop

Life is but a dream, I guess..  

[alienli]

I keep looking at those pictures of pretty girls he has.
I know they're porn stars and all,
but feel jealous of them.
I know he doesn't look at them anymore, not really,
but...
I want to be as pretty as they are.
Even if they are in high definition.
I want to be pretty like they are.
And Marcel, I'm sorry I'm so self-conscious, insecure, and jealous.
You deserve someone better than I am.