~ CONFESSIONS! ~ ( Keep it PG13! )

[Ramcee]

I'm afraid to tell my friends my secrets because I'm scared that I have too many. Some are small secrets, some are big. I tell them secrets, but I've never told one friend, not one, all of my secrets.  

[The Angel Monster]

I have great feelings for this hot Israeli guy I met at the beach; freckled ivory skin, long red hair, and greenish blue eyes that stun. Such an adorable accent. He has a likeness of Toki from Metalocalypse. He even spoke Hebrew.

Even though I only spoke a few words, and managed to get a picture with him, I miss him like crazy.

I feel like I want to be friends with him so badly, but if I would've asked, he would've been weirded out, or liked another one of my friends.

I should've kissed him, damn it. Why didn't I?




-Angel Monster  

[Irational_Angel]

I have a habit of crushing on my friends brothers.  

[Irational_Angel]

southern97bella

I'm afraid to tell my friends my secrets because I'm scared that I have too many. Some are small secrets, some are big. I tell them secrets, but I've never told one friend, not one, all of my secrets.

Not even me?  

[Ramcee]

Irational_Angel

southern97bella

I'm afraid to tell my friends my secrets because I'm scared that I have too many. Some are small secrets, some are big. I tell them secrets, but I've never told one friend, not one, all of my secrets.

Not even me?

There's too many XD
But out of anyone I've told a secret, I've told you the most.
~~~~~~~~~~~

Another secret:

This is weird, but...
The only time I don't feel at least half alone is when I have someone to talk to IRL and someone to talk to that I only know via internet. Like, I feel half alone when I only have someone to talk to IRL but no one to talk to on the internet, and vice-versa. Also, I find it easier to talk to people via internet, whether or not I know them IRL.  

[alienli]

Lately, I've had a low tolerance for bullshit.
I find myself easily irritable.
Maybe it's just my period.
But I keep getting angry and crying at stuff.
I've been uber depressed,
and then angry,
and then...
My periods aren't usually like this.
Hell, My periods are acting strangely too.
It's suspiciously light.
Really.
I'm a little scared.
But I don't have money right now.
It shouldn't be,
but I suppose it could be.

I'm very angry and depressed right now.
And Marcel isn't helping me.

I hate it when somebody takes pictures of something mandmade,
like a rainbow flower,
and the picture isn't good,
but the flower it's self is beautiful,
and everybody thinks the picture is gorgeous.
Because it's not beautiful picture.
And I hate them for taking it.
Because, to me, they are taking credit for something fake.
They did not take a beautiful picture.
They took a picture OF SOMETHING that is beautiful.

I need to take some pain medication for my period,
but nothing works.

I hate my body.  

[MiaIkumis#1Fan]

I'm upset that my boyfriend won't kiss me and it makes me feel unloved, just a little bit. Granted, we haven't seen each other lately when it's just the two of us, or there aren't young kids around (summer school takes kids as young as elementary age >_> ) but still, I'm getting so impatient waiting for him to make a move I think I just might do it myself at this point and plant one on him.

I know he does like me a LOT from all of the other gestures that he does for me, but I wish he would just kiss me already... we've been going out for nearly 9 months...  

[alienli]

Please pay more attention to me, love.
Don't you know I crave attention from you?
Don't you know how happy it makes me when I have your attention?
But you are absorbed in your games and electronics.
In... other things.
But I want you to be absorbed in me.
At least for a little while.  

[Hyper Nerds Eat Cookies]

Um... some of this isn't much of a big confession thingy, but I felt like telling some of the world a couple "secrets".

For example, whenever I'm alone, I try to see if I have super-powers like all those characters you hear about (Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, etc.). Sometimes it looks like it is working and sometimes it doesn't. Whenever it won't work, I get depressed and very tempted to try again.

And now onto actual confess time and stuff:

I always tell my family that I am not a swearer, but lately I've been having these suckish days and swore at a couple people for no reason at all. And by swear, I mean f-bomb on one of them. That guy was even a friend of mine and I used the F-bomb on him for no apparent reason.  

[alienli]

Wow. Thank you for telling me so nicely that you don't have time to make me happy.
What are you doing, huh?
What is so important that you don't have time for your extremely depressed girlfriend?
Oh, right you are fking up your phone, I forgot how important that is to you.
I feel so damned loved right now.

Why don't you just dump me and go out with your phone, huh?
Would that make you feel better?
I don't even feel the love anymore.
I love you so much, so damned much,
You are perfect for me,
But I don't feel the love from you. I don't.
You say you do, But I don't hear it.
Where is the love at. In your game, EVE Online? Your stupid Android phone that is the epitome of perfection? If you have everything you love right there,
why are you even going out with me, huh?
Why?

I'm not even worth it all, aren't I. I don't think you care.

I wish I could tell you these things,
but it would be an issue,
and you would find a way to turn it all around so it seems like I'm the bad guy.

I probably am.

Would you care if I started hurting myself again?
A part of me doubts that you would.  

[Cerberus0.4]

I tell my friends I'm asextual (to me it means I don't like either sex) but in all seriousness, I have a crush


...but he turned out to be gay... stare  

[Irational_Angel]

I tell my dad I love him when I don't. In fact I'm terrified of him, he gets really angry, yesterday he grabbed the top of my skull turned my head and smacked me. I was mortified. Fortunately my mom stepped in, thank God. He also threatens me a lot. (By the way my dad is not abusive, this only happens MAYBE once or twice a year at MOST I am not being abused by any means whatsoever)  

[alienli]

I question my sanity.
I see things, all the time, out of the corners of my eyes, in the dark, things that disappear when I look right at them.
That's why I'm scared of the dark. It's not the actual darkness, it's what it hides.
That's why I'm scared of under my bed.
I'm alway seeing these things that look so clear when I'm not actually looking at them.
It scares me, so badly.
Demonic Faces, Alien Figures, Monstrous Things.
They all scare me.
So,
I question my Sanity.
Because the logical part of my mind knows they can't be real.
But they make me refuse to get out of bed in the middle of the night for whatever reasons I should, like the bathroom, or a drink of water.  

[MistyAngel2]

Ugh XD... I feel guilty putting this up... so I erased it > sad  

[Angel Nicholson]

The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see...


I know that I'd probably be better off without my boyfriend. And I know that it's not my fault, and I know that his niece just needs a good kick in the a** for what she does, but I can't help but feeling guilty for what I say to him.
Yet again I can't rely on him and I call him a ******** moron. Which causes his niece to get involved and freak out on me for trying to change him.
Well, she needs a kick in the teeth because I'm not trying to change him.
I'm trying to change some of his bad habits that are ruining our relationship.



...and knows what the mind cannot understand.