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Amy smirked smugly at Tes. "Then you can just get it yourself."

She turned to Dame and sighed. She whispered, "It's not that I care what he thinks... it's just... I don't like it when someone really dislikes me. It's like, I want to change their opinion. I know that logically, not everyone can like me, but... I hate the thought of someone disliking me so much."

She shivered then as she thought about Tes' personality. "And there's just something about him that just.... rubs me the wrong way."

She turned her head to look at Ryzan. She smiled apologetically to Ryzan. "I'm sorry Ryzan. I thought you were just talking about what he said to Dame. Thanks for what you said... I'm not taking my aggression out on you. I'm sorry if it seemed that way. I really just thought you were defending Dame and only her."

Well, you are gonna have to get over that post-haste if you are wanting to become a MW lady. We have a lot of people who don't like us. wink

-thinks about her statement for a moment and can't really think of anyone who doesn't like her...but she's sure there's someone in this big wide world that doesn't- blaugh

Eh, just ignore Tes. That's what most of us do around here anyway. Tis what he does to us most the time. blaugh I should know! He ignored me even when we lived together! -grins and winks at Tes-

-waves at Amy- Night chick! Be careful! ^_^
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-shrugs at Tes and grins-

*raises an eyebrow at Dame*
... why do I feel like I'm missing something here?

*cheeks flush just a little when Ryzan kisses him. He clears his throat and looks off to the side*
um... that... that's good to hear, Ry... *looks up as he drinks down a good portion of his roy rogers*

tch... *sets down his glass a little harder than he had intended, subconsciously making sweeping motions with his hand while he speaks*
Yes, well... no one was around those times... except for those two times, but those were special circumstances. Actually, they all were. Each time. Completely different thing.

*picks his glass back up and is about to take a sip when he looks over at Ryzan and sees he doesn't seem to like what's being said. Sighing, he walks around the bar and plops down on the stool next to him*
I need to get used to it... I know...

*gives dame a lazy wave as she leaves*
Great... another person lecturing me about not caring what others think stare

tch... I already told you... this is... it's just different than everything else. I've never been with another man before... *looks down into his glass* ... I never thought I would be. I've always liked women and I never had trouble getting them, so ending up with you was completely unexpected even to me. And if -I- found it a shock.... *swallows hard and finishes off his drink*

I never cared what other people thought before because I knew just what I was doing. Everything about it... why I was doing it, possible consequences, ways to deal with those consequences... and it was usually something of little significance in the first place. Like when I decided to cut and dye my hair. I knew people back in Neriak weren't going to like it, but it's just hair. It didn't matter.

*puts his glass down on the counter, a few cherries still in it, then takes Ryzan's hand*
... but this... this matters. I don't know how people would react, and I tend to assume the worst... although it's becoming apparent that the only one who really seems to think anything of it all is me stare I don't even think Draa really thinks much of it at this point, and that seems even more troubling. It's like everyone suspected things would turn out this way all along and I'm the only one who was in the dark about it... like I had always been attracted to you, but was somehow oblivious to my own feelings while at the same time made them apparent to everyone else.

Just how much of my life am I unaware of?