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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 4:21 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 4:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:16 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:24 pm
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Violet Song jat Shariff Crew
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:52 pm
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whiporwill-o Fiddlers Green Where were you when your world first shattered? february 29th, 1992. front yard, playing with my cousins. my dad called one of the neighbors to come get us, my pawpaw was having a heart-attack on the sofa in the living room. we were walking down the street when the ambulance pulled up to the house. he was dead before they got there. crying
the second time, i was in, i want to say, third grade. my mother pulled me from class and tld me that my shi-tzu had died. i was devastated. i didnt go to school for 2 days. when i got her there was something wrong with her hind legs, they were under-developed or something. i had to lie her on her back and exercise her back legs every day and eventually she got to where she could run around with me when we went outside. she was my very first pet, we'd had dogs all my life, but they were all outside dogs and they played rough so i did little more than pat them on the head and keep moving. it still makes me sad and i suspect foul play, though it has never been confirmed.
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Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 9:22 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 3:14 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 8:06 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 2:51 pm
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I should probably answer my own question.
My world shattered, and has never been completely whole again, after I witnessed a person being punished for something they did not do.
1st grade, recess, early winter. One of my fellow students was on a swing. Another student told them to get off. They didn't. That other student and his friends went to the recess monitor and said that the 1st child had kicked him from the swing. This was a lie. The majority testimony corroborated it tho. The swinging student was placed in "the square" a 3' x 3' chalk box that students being punished had to stand in while everyone else took recess. I over-heard the monitor telling the student in the square he was bad and should be ashamed. Both for what he did and for lying. Sounds silly really, but that moment destroyed my previous faith in the way the world worked, justice, and authority. Other events were far worse in my life, but I was prepared for them because I already was aware that those in power are neither fair nor omniscient. This I was unprepared for. Mayhaps the part that made it so destructive for me was when I reported the incident at home, my family for the most part shrugged and said that sort of thing happened as tho it were not only expected, but also accepted on a tacit level.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 12:28 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 7:05 am
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ShadowCatSoul TeaDidikai ShadowCatSoul So apparantly not only am I a slut, whore, and skank, but now I am the cause of her miscarriage and don't deserve kids of my own. I'm also apparantly an annoying stalker. Can't really see you serving Horus actually. Who said anything about Horus? You did.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 10:09 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 10:43 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 12:57 pm
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TeaDidikai ShadowCatSoul TeaDidikai ShadowCatSoul So apparantly not only am I a slut, whore, and skank, but now I am the cause of her miscarriage and don't deserve kids of my own. I'm also apparantly an annoying stalker. Can't really see you serving Horus actually. Who said anything about Horus? You did.
Where?
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