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 Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 8:07 am
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 ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Beautiful?" Ryu blushed eight shades of red as he spoke with a mouthful of croissant.
Hoping to avoid any more of that kind of talk, the violinist picked up his tea and sipped it, swallowing the last of his meal.
"Ah...well, dressing to impress is all about finding what suits you as an individual. It's so very important. I bet we can get you just what you need at Laforet Harajuku. I think we have time enough to go there for what you're looking for. As far as what would look good on you...I think we need to go with something...outstanding. Something that will mesh well with your hair, give you a very powerful POP whenever you walk in a room. Some...colorful tops....tailored jackets....we'll see what they have, but I can have you decked out in no time once we get there." he gushed, popping his last strawberry into his mouth.
"Mm....so, you ready? Not trying to rush, but the day is going on without us if we don't keep up." he stood, though he almost ducked for cover when, as soon as he had risen, he heard a young girl from across the room scream, "Ryuukaze-sama!!!" while shaking and pointing at him in front of her friends.
There was a collective gasp from the gaggle of young girls, and Ryu's heart sank. This....was not what he needed today...but he had nobody to blame but himself after last night.
"Run!" he said to Gaijin, grabbing the boy by his hand and taking off out the cafe door, about twelve squealing fans behind them.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 8:29 am
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
"Ok...if that's how it is, then I guess it can't be helped." Jun whispered in a disheartened tone, pulling Naoko closer, trying to comfort him.
"Naoko...for right now, what I need is for you to calm down. Panic never helped any situation, it only makes things worse." his deep voice explained, making him sound oddly...fatherly.
With Naoko nuzzled against him like this, though, it reminded him of...the past. Of when they had been lovers...
It made him think of their relationship...before he began to torment the pianist. When sweetness had been commonplace.
And yet...at the same time...it made something stir deep within himself that brought him to want to just throw the pianist to the floor and step on his neck until he cried out with those beautiful tear-filled amber eyes, begging for his life, and begging for Hayato's love at the same time.
Jun shivered, pushing the thought out of his mind. It sickened him, yet turned him on. Perhaps...he would always be that depraved, sick creature that his older brother had created. Try as he might, there was always going to be something there to remind him, to keep him remembering just how wicked he had been, and how much he deserved whatever he got.
"Oh...Naoko. Sweet little Naoko...." he whispered, rocking the pianist like a baby.
"Right now...I honestly don't know what to say. You have to protect Ryu. That I agree...but you have to protect yourself as well, if you're going to protect him. Think...if you did tell Ryu, what do you think Ryu would tell you to do? Whatever he would suggest is the best thing to try, because I know he loves you more than anything everything in the world. I could see it in his eyes the first time I ever saw him, and...frankly I'm thankful you found him, instead of coming back to a b*****d like me."
Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 10:58 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 11:07 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 11:31 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 11:52 am
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
"If there's anything I've learned, it's that even monsters can change. Nothing is written in stone, Naoko. I feel like you're making excuses now...because you are afraid, you refuse to even try. If you just lie down and accept it, then it will be what it is.. If nobody will love a monster, then find how to no longer be a monster. If I could do it for you, I would...because I know I'm the one responsible for you becoming like this. You were so innocent and sweet when I met you...and now...you're twisted into the shape I put you in." his lip quivered a bit before he bit it, trying to keep himself in check.
Shou was in the other room...and here he was, heart beginning to pick up speed, body beginning to tense. Naoko was so...so vulnerable. He could easily twist him even more, turn him into something far worse....or perhaps better, given the situation. If he wanted, he could take Naoko back, reclaim him, make him his again, partially, at least.
Hayato knew it was wrong, of course. Even thinking it was wrong...but for so long Naoko had been his addiction just as much as he had been Naoko's. They were like Purple Lotus to eachother. And no matter how long you went without and how much better you began to do...there would always be that temptation, that desire rooted in memory.
Before he realized what he was doing, Jun found himself forehead to forehead with Naoko, breathing in the pianist's sweet smelling breath, lips hovering so very close...about to kiss him.
"Gomen...can I get you something to drink?" Hayato jerked back, standing up all of the sudden and setting Naoko down in the chair, walking several steps away from the man.
As tempting as it was...he could never. Not ever. He loved Shou. Loved him more than life itself. Loved him in the way Ryu loved Naoko, and vice versa.
Things had to get reigned in, immediately. His position now was to help Naoko in a bind...not throw him down and have his way with the man.
Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 11:59 am
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Taking the pink-haired bassist by the hand again, the violinist led him around the corner, through an alley, and to the back where they had parked.
Leaning up against a brick wall, Ryu began to catch his breath, leaning over with his hands on his knees.
"Wow....hoo! That was crazy. Ha...you...you were amazing....back there." he smiled, standing up and looking at the kid.
The two of them fell silent, standing very close together, giggling about the little affair.
Gaijin...seemed so cute. It had been fun, their little adventure. Exhilarating, even. Ben had totally saved the day, and it was still early!
He wondered...what would it be like to spend the whole day with this guy? Would it always be this...fun?
'At least he hasn't thrown anything at my head...' Ryu caught himself thinking, then immediately regretted it. He loved his Naoko...he shouldn't be enjoying the company of someone he just met more...though he couldn't deny the fact that that was exactly what he was doing.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 12:50 pm
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 █████████▐▐▐▌▌▌☆
【Benjaminx Doitzel Kaiser III】
【 Gaijin 】
☆ Days xgo xpast xlike xclouds xin the xsky...☆
He grinned like a kid who just pulled a hilarious prank. "Oh man that was is much fun. It never gets old. I did that a lot back home, but i wasn't sure it would work here." He sighed and leaned up against the wall next to Ryuu. "Remember that trick next time, kay?" He unslung his guitar and played a soft tune as he waited for Ryuu. But he got caught up in the moment and let the song sweep him away, adding his voice to the music.
Day after day, your home life's a wreck
The powers that be just breath down your neck
You get no respect, you get no relief
You gotta speak up and yell out your peace
So back off your rules, Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living too stay alive
Just leave me alone, not asking a lot
I just don't want to be controlled
That's all I want!
That's all I want!
That's all I want!
How many times is it going to take
Before someone around you hears what you say
You've tried to be cool, you feel like a lie
You played by their rules, now it's their turn to try
So back off your rules, Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living too stay alive
Just leave me alone, not asking a lot
I just don't want to be controlled
That's all I want!
That's all I want!
That's all I want!
I said it before, I'll say it again
If you could just listen then it might make sense
That's all I want!
That's all I want!
☆..But xmoments xwith you xlast xforever..☆
[[Music: All I want- Offspring (sorry I forgot)]] |
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 4:28 pm
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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Obviously, Naoko was mad. He actually felt that this path he had carved out for himself was his only option, the only choice he had to feel whole and okay, to feel like he was in control.
How he could convince the pianist otherwise, though, was beyond him.
As he opened his mouth to speak however, he was caught off guard by the smaller man flying into his arms, body hot and obviously wanting.
When those lips met his...it was like sparks flew, his body reacting of it's own accord even as his heart and mind were putting on the brakes full-force.
Dropping the sheet from around his waist, Jun stood there, heart beating a mile a minute, as his arms found their way around Naoko's waist, his lips kissing back....but only for a moment.
Pushing the blond away, he smiled sadly.
"No." he said calmly, simply.
It wasn't that he didn't want it...it was only that he remained true to Shou. This just could not be.
Unless....unless Shou wanted to have a little bit of fun before work....the three of them...
Taking Naoko by the hand, he began to lead him toward the bedroom.
"Either you tell me to stop right now...or I'm going to get Shou. Your call...but if you want something from me, you're going to have to want something from him too."
Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 4:40 pm
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Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
"But I don't want to leave the country. Not right now. There's too much I need to do here." Chiyou resisted the idea.
"I'd rather we look into the options we have here first. Is that so much to ask?"
As if on cue, a doctor knocked at the door, entering into the room, nodding to Hiroki and Nakai to acknowledge their presence.
"Chiba-san...I've come to discuss with you your treatment options." the opthamologist began.
"We've only two options, really. We can place false eyes into your skull, most likely made of glass or a resin material...or, we can perform an eye transplant. Now...normally, this would be for cosmetic purposes only, to give you eyes that were real and that moved normally, restoring no or minimal vision...but seeing that your injury is so fresh, if we matched you with a fresh donor, there is a small chance we could get partial vision back. You would still be legally blind...but there is a chance, and remember, I am saying chance, that you would be able to see shapes and colors, perhaps even be able to recognize people. While I don't want to get your hopes up, I will tell you, we just got a patient in who apparently fell from a great height, breaking his neck. He was a donor, and his eyes are in perfect condition. would you be interested in taking them, Chiba-san?"
There it was, all laid out on the table.
Frankly, Chiyou had no freaking clue what to say or how to answer. Did he....really want someone else's eyes? It seemed...horrible!
If only Chiyou knew that the man who's eyes he was being offered was the same man who Naoko had murdered with a quick twist of the head only hours ago.
Turning his face to Hiroki, he didn't respond, silently imploring somebody to make the decision for him.
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu |
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:04 pm
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
So fun.
So confident.
So cute in every way...and so...so very alive!
Gaijin was a lot of things...a whole lot of things...and he liked most of the things in question.
What was painfully obvious to him at the moment, though, was that Naoko...wasn't a lot of what this kid was.
Was he...really that happy with Naoko? Given all the things of late? Having flowers thrown at his head? Having his skull beat in, literally?
Having to deal with the ups and downs...and downs...and downs....
"You sure like to sing a lot..." Ryu smirked, putting his hand on the bass to stop the sound.
Leaning in, his eyes were like fire, glowing even in the morning light.
Would it be a betrayal, to kiss this cute young thing, right here, right now?
Would it be the end? What would happen if he did it?
Well...he would never know if he didn't try.
Besides...somehow, the violinist felt like he had been disconnected from his lover...like there was a distance between them he had never felt before.
Pulling the kid to him by the strap of his bass, Ryuukaze kissed him, deeply and passionately.
He didn't mean anything by it. He didn't love the boy or anything. They had just met.
Having a little fun never hurt anything, though. Right?
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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