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He laughed softly and stopped. He felt like he didn't want to, but he was going to follow his personal promise and wait. He purred softly, "Wish I hadn't made my personal promise to wait." He sighed softly, "But like I do every promise wheather internal or external I'm going to keep it. He grabbed the hand that had the ring on it and kissed the tips of his fingers. "Hmmm....But it WILL be worth it in the end," He humed softly, "I love you Aaron. Always have and always will." He kissed him gentlely and then nuzzled his cheek.

Kuro groaned, "Why? That just doesn't make any sense?" He sighed and poked Aaron's nose. "I'm afraid your going to make me go crazy," He almost whined, but caught the edge of it and stopped it dead in it's tracks. A sudden thought crossed his mind and he smiled. "Hmmm I wonder who'll win the challange I wonder? I know I can, but can you?" The only way the other would win this is if he falt out tried his hardest to elicit a reaction out of him that would drive him over the edge, and Kuro was pritty good at holding back alot before he exploded. kind like with his anger at times. Only certain things pressed his buttons just right to make him flinch and let it all go.

He chuckled, "That may be true, but think about what it would be like to have your first time with me on our honey moon. I think it would be the most exotic thing I will have ever endured in my life.....well other having the pleasure of teasing, caressing, and watching you of course." He smiled softly, "But i will accpet the challange no less. I would like to see who the victor will be."

He laughed, "Doubt that will happen. Your stronger then you act and look," He stroked his thigh gentlely, "Besides I will chase away death for you." His eye twinkled almost. He wouldn't lie he had thought about having sex with Aaron when he was in the hospital. Not to mention before he even got hit by that car. That exact day he and Aaron had the fight and Aaron had returned the ring.

Kuro's teasing smile faded and he cursed under his breath and slamed his fist into the bed when the other had left. Kuro hated himself every time Aaron reacted in this matter. He may remember his past, but he's afraid. Afraid that anything could go wrong and Aaron would not want him afterwards. It was an insecurity that he himself had never been able to overcome since being with Aaron. At most times it felt as though the boy was impatient in throwing away his virginity. Although to Kuro who had had his brutely snatched away from him without giving him a choice it was a treasured and special thing that he would rather Aaron keep until they were married at least. It wasn't he didn't think he was unwrothy and he wanted yo explain that to him. Sighing he got up out of bed and waerily yet cautiously walked into the kitchen. He walked up behind him and wrapped his arms around him.

"I'm sorry love....I don't mean to do this to upset you so," He whispered softly in an almost broken tone. This was literally tearing at his heart and it felt like the exact same thing he had felt when he had handed him the ring back at the fair. "I just can't do that to you....steeling something so precious is appauling to me when it wouldn't ritefully be mine. I don't want to do something like that to some one else, since mine was taken." He buried his face into Aaron's shoulder. "I'm....scared that....you'll leave.....I'm scared that anything bad could happen.....and you would leave me."

Kuro sighed and did a half smile. "Okay love," he bit his lip though and reluctantly moved away. Sighing he stepped back and watched Aaron as he worked on breakfast. Kuro had a gut wrenching feeling that he wouldn't be able to keep himself from losing the challange he had placed on himself.

He smiled, "Yes love, that's exactly a yes......" he groaned slightly, "Unless I screw up on the challange anyways." he sighed, which he knew that it was more likely to happen then he originally thought it would.

"At the way things seem to be proceeding I would have to say that, that is a yes Aaron love," Kuro ran a hand through his hair as he kissed him back. "But that may be in time. Right now have enough resolve to last a while," He smirked slightly. Though that resolve could shatter at anytime and Kuro would fail the challanging mission he set before him. He only wish that his will power was that stronge when around Aaron. His will power felt like that of a kittens strength. Yet when it came to life or death his will power was that of unbreakable steel.