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 Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 10:53 am
I have noticed recently, that every time I tend to post here in the guild, no one is on, until I am about to get off and go somewhere.....
Peculiar.
Especially since I used to live here.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:48 pm
Macabre_Cogitation I have noticed recently, that every time I tend to post here in the guild, no one is on, until I am about to get off and go somewhere..... Peculiar. Especially since I used to live here. I think the guild is just angry at you for leaving and is only attracting other members once you leave. It seems the guild is passive agressive. And I listen for the whisper of your sweet insanity
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:52 pm
IY_and_MCR Macabre_Cogitation I have noticed recently, that every time I tend to post here in the guild, no one is on, until I am about to get off and go somewhere..... Peculiar. Especially since I used to live here. I think the guild is just angry at you for leaving and is only attracting other members once you leave. It seems the guild is passive agressive. And I listen for the whisper of your sweet insanitySadly, I think you are correct. Do not get me wrong, I have no left Gaia, nor plan on leaving the guild. I am just taking a break, so that I may be able to find some really good stuff to start talking about, you know? -sigh- I do apologize for my long absenses. But, I am still alive, don't fret.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:03 pm
Macabre_Cogitation IY_and_MCR Macabre_Cogitation I have noticed recently, that every time I tend to post here in the guild, no one is on, until I am about to get off and go somewhere..... Peculiar. Especially since I used to live here. I think the guild is just angry at you for leaving and is only attracting other members once you leave. It seems the guild is passive agressive. And I listen for the whisper of your sweet insanitySadly, I think you are correct. Do not get me wrong, I have no left Gaia, nor plan on leaving the guild. I am just taking a break, so that I may be able to find some really good stuff to start talking about, you know? -sigh- I do apologize for my long absenses. But, I am still alive, don't fret. You know, I couldn't imagine leaving gaia. Gaia is one of those things that just latch on to you. It never hurts to have a break from dwelling on the internet, but except for a few occasions I just perfer the internet. Anyway, as long as you're alive, I think all is well. I swear, my biggest problem when I don't hear from people is I wonder if they're still alive. That can't be normal.What am I to do with all this silence
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:08 pm
IY_and_MCR Macabre_Cogitation IY_and_MCR Macabre_Cogitation I have noticed recently, that every time I tend to post here in the guild, no one is on, until I am about to get off and go somewhere..... Peculiar. Especially since I used to live here. I think the guild is just angry at you for leaving and is only attracting other members once you leave. It seems the guild is passive agressive. And I listen for the whisper of your sweet insanitySadly, I think you are correct. Do not get me wrong, I have no left Gaia, nor plan on leaving the guild. I am just taking a break, so that I may be able to find some really good stuff to start talking about, you know? -sigh- I do apologize for my long absenses. But, I am still alive, don't fret. You know, I couldn't imagine leaving gaia. Gaia is one of those things that just latch on to you. It never hurts to have a break from dwelling on the internet. Except for a few occasions I perfer the internet. Anyway, as long as you're alive, I think all is well. I swear, my biggest problem when I don't hear from people is I wonder if they're still alive. That can't be normal.What am I to do with all this silenceAh, I can relate. For, often I prefer the internet in that I am able to enjoy everything and be on my own. But recently, I've begun to have a dire need for company. If I'm not out of the house and around friends and stuff, I start to go crazy, which is why I love school.... But, yes, I don't think I'm going to absolutely up and quit Gaia for a long time. I actually log on daily to check my mail, look at the threads a bit, venture around the market, and the like. But I don't dwell for hours at a time like I used to. Alas, it seems I still come back, ya know? I actually find that normal. Because say I have someone to come pick me up and they take a long time, say ten minutes longer, I start to they were in a major car crash or the like...He pierced the silence with screams of death
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:20 pm
Macabre_Cogitation IY_and_MCR You know, I couldn't imagine leaving gaia. Gaia is one of those things that just latch on to you. It never hurts to have a break from dwelling on the internet. Except for a few occasions I perfer the internet. Anyway, as long as you're alive, I think all is well. I swear, my biggest problem when I don't hear from people is I wonder if they're still alive. That can't be normal.What am I to do with all this silenceAh, I can relate. For, often I prefer the internet in that I am able to enjoy everything and be on my own. But recently, I've begun to have a dire need for company. If I'm not out of the house and around friends and stuff, I start to go crazy, which is why I love school.... But, yes, I don't think I'm going to absolutely up and quit Gaia for a long time. I actually log on daily to check my mail, look at the threads a bit, venture around the market, and the like. But I don't dwell for hours at a time like I used to. Alas, it seems I still come back, ya know? I actually find that normal. Because say I have someone to come pick me up and they take a long time, say ten minutes longer, I start to they were in a major car crash or the like...He pierced the silence with screams of deathOne reason I chose public school is because I seem to be most comfortable away from people in person. I figured it would be best for me to use school as a way to try and attempt getting over my fears of people, being seen, and open spaces, now before they get any worse. Still, I've never felt the need to be arround others except in passing. Hey, do you still collect junk items? As do I. I suppose it doesn't help a lot of the people I talk to have their deaths planned and don't want to live long.Your screams bring me pleasure
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:26 pm
IY_and_MCR One reason I chose public school is because I seem to be most comfortable away from people in person. I figured it would be best for me to use school as a way to try and attempt getting over my fears of people, being seen, and open spaces, now before they get any worse. Still, I've never felt the need to be arround others except in passing. Hey, do you still collect junk items? As do I. I suppose it doesn't help a lot of the people I talk to have their deaths planned and don't want to live long.Your screams bring me pleasureYes, of course I do ^_^ Hrm...that seems like a beginning to agoraphobia...that would not be good, in my opinion though. Hrm...Yes, I can see how school can help you with that....I've always loved going to school, because I am able to be around people.....some people I don't want to even want to be around, but for the most part, I enjoy it. It used to be the opposite though. While I was "at" school, I was never mentally there, for I just read all the time... I already planned my funeral, and I don't mind when I die, as long as I get to say a few things to some people.An old man dies, so a little girl can live
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:38 pm
Macabre_Cogitation IY_and_MCR One reason I chose public school is because I seem to be most comfortable away from people in person. I figured it would be best for me to use school as a way to try and attempt getting over my fears of people, being seen, and open spaces, now before they get any worse. Still, I've never felt the need to be arround others except in passing. Hey, do you still collect junk items? As do I. I suppose it doesn't help a lot of the people I talk to have their deaths planned and don't want to live long.Your screams bring me pleasureYes, of course I do ^_^ Hrm...that seems like a beginning to agoraphobia...that would not be good, in my opinion though. Hrm...Yes, I can see how school can help you with that....I've always loved going to school, because I am able to be around people.....some people I don't want to even want to be around, but for the most part, I enjoy it. It used to be the opposite though. While I was "at" school, I was never mentally there, for I just read all the time... I already planned my funeral, and I don't mind when I die, as long as I get to say a few things to some people.An old man dies, so a little girl can liveI used to love school and people as a child, but that faded kinda fast. Now, I'll have to readjust to the presance of others. At school, I am either focused on what is going on from the teacher or I get lost in my own mind for a bit. I don't care about my funeral. If it was legal my family could dump me somewhere in a garbage bag. I'd perfer it that way really.Run away terrified child
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:48 pm
IY_and_MCR I used to love school and people as a child, but that faded kinda fast. Now, I'll have to readjust to the presance of others. At school, I am either focused on what is going on from the teacher or I get lost in my own mind for a bit. I don't care about my funeral. If it was legal my family could dump me somewhere in a garbage bag. I'd perfer it that way really.Run away terrified childI am always off in my mind....Everything is a repeat for me. >.< I would rather end the entire earth the moment I pass (see How Will Your World End thread for further instructions)The world end at each foot fall
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:52 pm
By the way, IY, thank you for the gifts ^_^
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:56 pm
And now I shall depart.
I've run myself tired from all the wandering, heated debates, hilarious horror movie impersonations, and fire making.
I shall nap for now.
"Heaven knows I'm going nowhere".
I've fallen in love with Zeromancer's lyrics, again.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:57 pm
Macabre_Cogitation IY_and_MCR I used to love school and people as a child, but that faded kinda fast. Now, I'll have to readjust to the presance of others. At school, I am either focused on what is going on from the teacher or I get lost in my own mind for a bit. I don't care about my funeral. If it was legal my family could dump me somewhere in a garbage bag. I'd perfer it that way really.Run away terrified childI am always off in my mind....Everything is a repeat for me. >.< I would rather end the entire earth the moment I pass (see How Will Your World End thread for further instructions)The world end at each foot fallI can say my mind can be more interesting than some of the events in real life. I saw that (I am all seeing...though I have no choice, but to read evrything). I'd perfer a quiet death with no impact on others.My world is unaffected
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 3:00 pm
Macabre_Cogitation And now I shall depart. I've run myself tired from all the wandering, heated debates, hilarious horror movie impersonations, and fire making. I shall nap for now. "Heaven knows I'm going nowhere". I've fallen in love with Zeromancer's lyrics, again. Sounds like that would make someone tired. Sleep/rest well. I don't think I've listened to Zeromancer more than once. I only remember thinking I should look out for them. I'm wide awake the more I sleep
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 10:01 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 10:08 pm
The irony.
^ _ ^
Sorry for your loss, Ascher.
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