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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 2:47 am
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Sou ka....." Ryu said quietly, simply.
He tried to view this in a logical manner. Benjamin was drunk, he was lonely and had confessed intimate feelings to him.... Gaijin was young....he was inexperienced....there were lots of reasons for him reacting like this. The question was....how to deal?
"Benjamin..." Ryu said, voice full of uncertainty. He didn't want to hurt the boy...he had just met him....but that was the thing...he had just met him! And....there was Naoko. He wouldn't ever betray Naoko, as long as they were, to his knowledge, together.
"I'm flattered, Gai-kun....but I love someone. His name is Oumori Naoko...and I wouldn't give him up for anything. Please...don't think it's because I don't find you attractive or anything...I do...but I also just met you. Things don't work that way. I'm sorry if I upset you in any way, but I can't just betray everything important to me. One day, you'll have that sort of connection too. Don't try to rush it, though. When it happens, it will be so very special, if you just let it take it's time..."
It rather pained him, having to say such things to such a sweet young man...but what was he to do? He wouldn't just pass on to someone else because of one little fight...but he couldn't keep himself from feeling tempted, either. It was very difficult...but something he could manage. It was just a part of life, one of those things he would have to deal with.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:13 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:24 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:40 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:50 am
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"As long...as long as you're sobered up and safe, fine by me." Ryu managed to whisper. He was so tired now...it had been a long day and night, and his head hurt where the metal plate had been implanted.
Gaijin seemed to drift off to sleep, and Ryu, worn out as he was, quickly followed suit, passing out, pulling the young bassist close to him as he passed out, holding him in his sleep, as though it were part of his protective nature. The night would go on uninterrupted from that point on, everything else completely oblivious to Ryu as he slept soundly, the young American in his arms the whole night through.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:18 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 10:30 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 1:11 pm
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Ryu shifted on the bed, a smile on his face. He was lying there, holding Naoko, in his dream. Naoko was laughing and smiling...things were happy and peaceful.... Except...Naoko was holding a bass guitar... And...Naoko wasn't Naoko anymore.
Eyes flying open, Ryu sat bolt upright in the bed, gasping as if he had just imagined himself falling. Where was he? This wasn't his bed? Where was Naoko! For a moment, the violinist was absolutely frantic, completely unsure of his surroundings...but then he remembered. The vase thrown at his head, the angry words, the tears....singing...the rooftop...Gaijin.
Gaijin.
Looking up, his scarlet eyes took in the form of the pink-haired bassist, fully dressed with instrument strapped on, ready to go.
"Ah, kami-sama...sorry. Weird dream. Wow...it's early. Um...yeah...I guess you've gotta go, huh?" he said sleepily, sitting up and rubbing his eyes. His clothes were rather wrinkled now. He hadn't bothered taking off even his socks when he laid down last night. He'd need to get home, eat, get showered, get dressed, and then get to work. He had an appointment with Izo later, so he couldn't miss that. Luckily, he still had a long time until then, as early as it was.
Rising from the plush mattress, Ryuukaze stretched and yawned, walking over to the window and parting the curtains, gazing out at the sunrise.
"I hope you slept ok. Sorry again about last night. It was really good to meet you, though." he smiled, looking over his shoulder at the young man.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 1:36 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 1:52 pm
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Ohhhhhh......s**t.
Well...he hadn't even had his morning coffee yet, nor had he showered...or done much of anything, besides blink at everything lazily, really, but he couldn't bring himself to turn the kid down.
"Um....well, ok. I have to be at work no later than ten, though. That gives us four hours to do everything, including eat and me get a shower. I really gotta get a shower. And eat. Did I mention it's really, really early? I'm not even sure what stores will be open before at least 7:30. Hoo...." he sighed, eyebrows raised as he thought things through, trying to figure what was what. He really wanted to give Naoko a call or something...but he was sure his sweetheart was asleep.
Picking up his phone, the violinist went to check and see if there were any messages or missed calls...but his phone was dead. Great. He hadn't charged it before he left. It would have to wait, then.
"Alright....let me hop in the shower, then, and we'll head out. Grab a quick bite somewhere, find you what you need, and then go about our day, ne? Easy enough." Ryu grinned, walking past Benjamin and into the bathroom, giving the young man a pat on the shoulder as he brushed by.
In the bathroom, Ryu turned on the water, undressed, and sighed, leaning his head against the wall. It had only been a night, but he missed Naoko so terribly it hurt.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 3:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 4:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 5:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 5:54 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 6:10 pm
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