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I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
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"Shush. It makes me happy, to see you happy. It would be a pleasure, not a burden. Besides....I'd do anything...anything at all...for you." he whispered back.
Holding Shou through the entire two hours was wonderful. Listening to his musical laughter, smiling, lips against blond locks, as those cute little toes played with his feet.
As the movie ended, Jun gently moved his lover, lifting him up and carrying him into the bedroom like a child. It was adorable, the way Shou loved kissing so much that he did it even as he fell asleep. Lying the smaller man down in the bed, he carefully undressed him down to his boxers and pulled the covers over him before undressing himself and sliding into the bed, pulling him close and whispering, "Aishiteru." If Shou stayed asleep, that was fine by him. Really, he didn't need anything more than having the man there, in his arms, all night long.
Hide it, Hide it Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:16 am
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~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
How long had he been sitting here?
Ryu looked up at the clock, finding it to be nearly one in the morning. It had been hours that he had been there, curled up on the floor, spilling his tears until no more would come. He needed answers...he needed to know what had happened, and why. He needed to know if Naoko actually wanted him dead...or...if he would finish him off eventually.
The violinist was afraid and confused, but he couldn't just sit there any longer. He had to move, do something, or he would surely go mad, envisioning Naoko's rage-filled face over and over and over as he swung at his head.
Standing up, the violinist stared at himself in the mirror for a while. He dressed himself as though he were about to take the stage, covering up with a black trench coat and a fedora. With a sigh, he left the apartment, driving downtown to a karaoke club...but not just any karaoke club...the same one he had gone to with Naoko and Nakai when they first met. Instead of ordering a private room or joining one of the smaller groups, he decided to go into the main room, where people were dancing and drinking, the best of the best taking the stage to sing their favorites.
Ordering a drink, he simply sat and watched for a while. He missed it....singing. He could do it again, but he hadn't. Nobody knew but Naoko. Everyone still believed his voice was no more, as far as singing was concerned.
Three drinks later, he couldn't stand it anymore. He had to let it out, all his anxieties and fears and frustrations...everything that had been building up in him. He had to sing.
Walking up to the DJ, he whispered in the man's ear, explaining what he wanted tonight. The DJ, realizing what was happening, beamed with excitement and surprise. Taking off his coat, Ryu left it at the side of the stage, leaving on his hat as he walked out to the middle of the brightly lit platform. He stood there, in silence, as people began to whisper, wondering who this was and what they were doing just standing there. Pushing the brim of his hat up, the violinist revealed his eyes, a familiar crimson gaze. A few people in the crowd gasped, one woman squealed. The music sprang up and Ryu took his hat off and threw it into the crowd, grabbing the mic and going into one of his old hits.
I'M FALLING DOWN INTO MY SHADOW Iki wo hisomete Matteiru DEADLY NIGHT
DON'T SCARY majo ga egaita Kabocha no basha mo Sono me ni utsuseru kara
SEE YOU IN YOUR DREAMS YEAH BABY kowai yume da to shitemo
FAIRY BLUE Kimi no tame ni hoshi wo kudaki Kazaritsuketa BLACK PAPER MOON Shinjite kureta nara! WHEN YOU'RE LOST "HERE" I AM... "FOREVER" WITH YOUR SOUL
Miagereba kagayaku tsuki no youni
Amai shinku no jamu wo Otoshita kaado ni ukabiagaru moji
YOUR DESTINY kimi ga nozomeba Donna sekai mo Sono te ni tsukameru kara
Madowasarenai de Darenimo kowasenai
FAIRY BLUE Kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi Kizuna to iu "eien" Sakende kureta nara I WILL FIND YOU MY DEAR! Doko ni itemo Karamitsuku jubaku wo tokihanatte
Daremo shinjirarenakute Hikutsu ni naru toki mo aru Soredemo kimi no kotoba ha Itsudemo mune ni hibiiteru
FAIRY BLUE Kimi no tame ni hoshi wo kudaki Kazaritsuketa "mejirushi" Yume wo miushinatte mayotta toki Miagete hoshii
FAIRY BLUE Kimi ga kureta ikiru akashi Kizuna to iu "shinrai" Kimi ha hitori janai WHEN YOU'RE LOST "HERE" I AM... "FOREVER" WITH YOU SOUL
Tadoritsukeru kimi ga shinjiru nara
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I'm falling down into my shadow Holding my breath The deadly night is waiting
Don't be scared of the pumpkin carriage the witch drew Cuz it can show in your eyes
See you in your dreams Yeah baby, even if it's a nightmare
Fairy Blue For you I'll smash the stars and put them on display Black Paper Moon If you believe in me! When you're lost "here" I am... "forever" with your soul
If you look up, just like the shining moon...
A symbol rises to the top on the card I dropped in the sweet crimson jam
Your destiny - if you wish Any sort of world Can be yours
Don't confuse me No one can break me down
Fairy Blue You gave me a reason to live in an "eternity" of captivity If you shout for me I will find you, my dear! Wherever you are And free you from that ensnaring curse
No one believes in me There are times when I'm degraded Even so, your words will always echo in my heart
Fairy Blue For you I'll smash the stars and arrange them into a "sign" Whenever you lose hesitate, losing sight of your dreams I want you to look up
Fairy Blue You gave me a reason to live A "faith" called captivity You are not alone When you're lost "here" I am... "forever" with your soul
We can make it through, if you believe
"Ryuukaze! Ryuukaze!!!" various people screamed, everyone in the room rising to their feet, cameras flashing, people taking video with their cellphones...paparazzi making frantic phone calls to anyone and everyone trying to get the word out. Ryuukaze was back, and, from the sound of it, better than ever. Tonight, he would be all over the news, tomorrow, he would be in the papers, in a few days and weeks, he would be in the magazines.
It was the release he needed...and, wherever it would take him, he was happy for it as the music began to fade. Perhaps Izo-san would upgrade his contract, have him record a new album now. He would still want to work with Shou and Naoko, though. They had created quite the bond in music. Both could be done, though. Many stars worked two projects at once.
The second song he had chosen cued up...something else from his past that they had on hand. He was giving an impromptu mini-concert, much to the pleasure of everyone in attendance.
izure koware yuku kono sekai ni wa yume ya kibou to ka dou demo ii
kokoro no naka de nemuru kimi wa mezameru koto nai kedo kaerarenu mirai o sono te de kanjite
Burning for your life itsuka moetsukiru kono inochi o sasagete mo (for the perfect dream) Drowning in my dream tatoe oborete mo yume wa yume de shika nai kimi wa star light
hikari afureteku sono sekai ni wa kimi no tamashii ga michite yuku mushou no ai o negau tenshi wa mezameru to sugu ni owari yuku mirai o kono te de uketomete
Burning for my life itsuka tsukihateru kono inochi wa modoranai (for the ex dream) Drowning in your dream tatoe oborete mo yume no tsuzuki wa doko e boku wa moon light
Burning for your life yagate otozureru sono kibou ni kakete demo (for the perfect dream) Drowning in my dream tatoe taorete mo nigedashitari wa shinai
Burning for my life kesshite mayowanai kono kimochi wa tomaranai (for the ex dream) Drowning in your dream tomo ni tsukisusumu ashita e no michi to naru bokura wa star light
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Of this world, the end is coming Dreams and hopes do not matter
Inside your heart, you are sleeping but you will not wake up Feel the hand of a future that cannot be changed
Burning for your life This life will burn out someday, even if you try to cling to it (for the perfect dream) Drowning in my dream Even if it's remembered, a dream is only a dream You are star light
In that world, overflowing with shines Your spirit will die out Soon after the delivery of love by a wishing angel, With it's hand, stopping the end of the future
Drowning for my life Someday it will hit, this life cannot go back (for the eX dream) Drowning in your dream Even if it's remembered, where will the dream continue? I am moon light
Drowning for your life A surprise is on the way, even if hope is held on to (for the perfect dream) Drowning in my dream Even if destruction occurs, I will not run away
Drowning for my life Never undecided, this feeling will not stop (for the eX dream) Drowning in your dream A rushing companion, this will be the road of tomorrow I am star light
With a smile, Ryu thanked the crowd and was thanked right back by the cacophony of cheers from the crowd as he stepped off the stage, having the security from the club escort him back to his car to the unceasing flashes of cameras and pleas for autographs.
Word would probably get to Izo soon, if it hadn't already, and he imagined he would be chided for such a ballsy move, performing alone in public without his own security like that...but how could the man really be angry? He had, after all, just increased his own worth tenfold.
Driving away from the club, Ryuukaze smiled to himself, laughing happily. He'd swing through somewhere and grab a burger, spoiling himself for the night with such greasy food, then maybe go for a late movie. Whatever he could find...as long as he kept his mind off Naoko...which was easier said than done, as everything made him think of Naoko. He hoped the blond was alright...even though he had his uncertainties as to where they stood in their relationship now. He would deal with that later, though. Tonight...tonight was for him.
~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
((OOC: Songs: Papermoon from Soul Eater and eX Dream from X))
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:39 pm
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☆ D a y sxg oxp a s txl i k exc l o u d sxi n t h e xs k y...☆
Ben exited the elevator just as someone was entering. He turned as the person passed him, thinking he had seen that face before but it was hard to tell under that fedora. He pushed the thought to the back of his mind as he continued down the hall to his room.
He used the key he had gotten from the front desk and opened the door. It was a lot nicer than he had expected, a bed big enough for three people, full bathroom with shower and bath, and a great view of the city. He tossed his clothes bag onto the bed and unpacked them. He felt stupid for bringing any clothes at all as he folded and placed them into the dresser. Blue jeans, t-shirts, and some jackets, most having English labels and words on them. He hadn't brought much because he expected to create a new wardrobe from the local fashions, only bringing enough to last a few days.
He redressed into a plain white tan-top and some worn out jeans and removed his Fender Precision from it's case, pulling strap over his head and gently holding the instrument in his hands. He brought the bass guitar with him as he exited his room, sitting down just outside the door with his Fender in his lap. He was silent for a long time, just holding his guitar, but then launched into a funky bass solo. This was what he did to relax, it helped him calm down when he was upset, helped him think more clearly, and helped him adjust to a new environment. He sat there playing his Fender Precision for several hours.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 2:41 pm
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While Izo was listening to the music, Naoko sat there silently. He was quite comfortable, and while there was a bit of an edge of anxiety to his thoughts... he didn't appear worried.
"Solo?" the blond shook his head. "Maybe as a side project, but I'll always be happiest in a band. I'm not comfortable working with Shou... but as a professional, it would be career suicide to step away now, especially given the fan base."
The pianist shifted in his seat slightly, leaning to the side. "I'll deal with my problems in regards to Shou personally... Confronting him about it will probably be the wisest action, at an opportune moment, of course."
He was a bit startled by the fact that Izo had even asked him about a solo career, but Naoko had told the truth. Being in a band... having that sort of commitment... it meant a lot to him. But being able to produce music solo on the side... well... that didn't seem like such a bad idea.
"The more work I have, perhaps... the less I have to dwell on the things which anger me."
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 2:47 pm
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Blue eyes narrowed, "No... Lucky-san isn't going to meet with Matsumoto alone any time soon. Something... something tells me I've tried to keep him away before but..."
A slight wince, and then Narcissus shook his head, quickly changing the subject.
"A star shouldn't have to look out for their manager... but I'm also a star who's close to the top of the company. I can't just let him go in there... as for Hiroki..." the musician sighed, popping a piece of sushi in his mouth. "He could probably do with a massage... I don't know enough about this takeover, mainly because I don't understand lawyer gibberish. BUT, I can tell you that Izo's trying to do it in a legit fashion. If he succeeds or not is based a lot on Hiroki... because apparently ojisan has stepped back from all things Ohayou." Akihiko couldn't help sighing again. "I told Hiroki I wanted to help... but I don't know where we stand. I just..." he shook his head. "If Izo's talking to Goshiro... that means he's trying to pull other companies into this takeover, which isn't good. Company heads don't just have dinner. I know a few times ojisan met with Izo for a meal in order to discuss contract disputes." Narcissus smirked, "It isn't rare for a star to defect from SMASH and end up at Ohayou, after all. But I haven't heard anything about a dispute lately, which means whatever they were discussing is completely under the table."
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 4:06 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:30 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:11 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:37 pm
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