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 Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 12:51 am
IY_and_MCR .Sodomy.On.A.Stick. IY_and_MCR Oh, the woman once got me in a moving car. Worst situation ever. I can usualy still get away (behold my skills of avoidance), but they really trapped me that day. Just another happy junkieI'd kill for your skills of avoidance! gonk
I'm usually stuck in a convo once it's begun.
>.< So what if you can see
The darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this
Animal
I have become... Yeah, if you can't just walk away I find talking about something compleately unrelated as if they wheren't there works. Then again it may not work if you're faced with someone who wouln't give up. Alcoholic Kinda moodSorry, it took me a sec to decode that xD
((I can't spell this late at night either, so it's okay X: ))
I suppose that's true :3
Though if I changed the subject, my parents would be like "WTFNO." and go back to the original topic Dx
It's hopeless for moi.
I R SLEEPY.
So I R going to sleep :]
Goodnight, and enjoy your birthday my friend! : D
~Sodomy So what if you can see
The darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this
Animal
I have become...
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 12:55 am
.Sodomy.On.A.Stick. IY_and_MCR Yeah, if you can't just walk away I find talking about something compleately unrelated as if they wheren't there works. Then again it may not work if you're faced with someone who wouln't give up. Alcoholic Kinda moodSorry, it took me a sec to decode that xD
((I can't spell this late at night either, so it's okay X: ))
I suppose that's true :3
Though if I changed the subject, my parents would be like "WTFNO." and go back to the original topic Dx
It's hopeless for moi.
I R SLEEPY.
So I R going to sleep :]
Goodnight, and enjoy your birthday my friend! : D
~Sodomy So what if you can see
The darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this
Animal
I have become... I can't spell in general. I pity you. I suppose my family just gives up easy. Good night. Sleep well. Every single day I've got the white man working for me
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 6:33 pm
I really need some anger management courses.
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:22 pm
Happy Birthday IY!!! (Though I kindof missed it, sorry. ^^*)
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:27 pm
lurichan Happy Birthday IY!!! (Though I kindof missed it, sorry. ^^*) Good night, Luri. How are you?
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:31 pm
Deific Requiem lurichan Happy Birthday IY!!! (Though I kindof missed it, sorry. ^^*) Good night, Luri. How are you? Doing okay. Just going through everything before wandering off to spend time with ceilisidhe. I noticed you don't want friends anymore.. I remember when you where questing for friends, any reason for the sudden 180?
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:35 pm
lurichan Deific Requiem lurichan Happy Birthday IY!!! (Though I kindof missed it, sorry. ^^*) Good night, Luri. How are you? Doing okay. Just going through everything before wandering off to spend time with ceilisidhe. I noticed you don't want friends anymore.. I remember when you where questing for friends, any reason for the sudden 180? I explained it in the picture post thread. I would rather not restate it again; makes my reasoning repetitive and trite.
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:39 pm
Deific Requiem I explained it in the picture post thread. I would rather not restate it again; makes my reasoning repetitive and trite. So you're planning on doing something drastic, and you want no remorse when you do so... *sigh* Even if I'm not on your friends list, I still care about what happens to you.
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:51 pm
Well, I was going to send this as a PM, but since you have it to friends only, and refuse to have any friends... I'll leave it here for you to read or not read.
I can't stop you if you decide that you don't want to exist anymore. Coldly detaching yourself and disconnecting yourself from everyone who cares about you isn't going to solve your problems though. Neither would something drastic like suicide.
Life is always going to have it's high points and it's low points, and sometimes you have to take the bad with the good, or get through some really horrid and nasty times to to get to the good parts of life. It's not always easy.. usually it's hard and difficult and takes a lot of time and effort to get anywhere you want to be in life, but giving up isn't going to help. Cutting yourself off from the people who care about you isn't going to do anything good for you either.
Cutting your safty net that keeps you from falling into the murky darkness is going to bring you closer to self destructive behavior because you don't have anyone to talk to. Talking to the shadows, and listening to their responses is not a good way to spend life. The shadows whisper velvetine lies about how much better it would be to no longer exist, but the key word is lies. Without sorrow people would not truely appreciate joy. It's a cruelness of reality, but the people who have it easy never truely appreciate it until they've encountered hardships.
You don't have to tell me what is wrong if you don't want to. Hell, you really don't have to listen to anything I'm saying, but I urge you to think about it a bit first. To not simply loose yourself to the whipsers and promises of shadows. I urge you to not simply give up on life because it's difficult right now. Things can get better and people will care about you whether you wish them to or not.
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:51 pm
lurichan Deific Requiem I explained it in the picture post thread. I would rather not restate it again; makes my reasoning repetitive and trite. So you're planning on doing something drastic, and you want no remorse when you do so... *sigh* Even if I'm not on your friends list, I still care about what happens to you. Whatever I do, it is a just thing. I ... just have been wanting this for a very long time. I knew you cared/still care. It is this reason why I haven't been on. I would rather just ... be forgotten. I still make a few appearances here and there. Those will soon be removed.
No remorse, no regrets .. ever
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:54 pm
Deific Requiem Whatever I do, it is a just thing. I ... just have been wanting this for a very long time. I knew you cared/still care. It is this reason why I haven't been on. I would rather just ... be forgotten. I still make a few appearances here and there. Those will soon be removed.
No remorse, no regrets .. ever No one is ever truely forgotten. They still linger on in our memories and our thoughts. Impressions still half remembered when the years have turned to decades. Impressions still lingering even when the body has turned to dust and time no longer marks their passage. Dreams remain long after the body has rotten and decayed, and a timeless quality perserves us all even if just in small fragments.
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 10:58 pm
lurichan Deific Requiem Whatever I do, it is a just thing. I ... just have been wanting this for a very long time. I knew you cared/still care. It is this reason why I haven't been on. I would rather just ... be forgotten. I still make a few appearances here and there. Those will soon be removed.
No remorse, no regrets .. ever No one is ever truely forgotten. They still linger on in our memories and our thoughts. Impressions still half remembered when the years have turned to decades. Impressions still lingering even when the body has turned to dust and time no longer marks their passage. Dreams remain long after the body has rotten and decayed, and a timeless quality perserves us all even if just in small fragments. I would rather not discuss my issues. I would add you to my msn but I do not know what the aim policy is. Mine is mttin_2005@hotmail.com if you truely wish to converse these feeling of compassion and caring. I know you have little time tonight so perhaps another time.
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 10:13 am
Forgive me if this seems as if i am overstepping boundaries but, Suicide isn't a way out.It only causes your friends and family heartache.Forgive me again.
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 10:41 am
Deific Requiem Whatever I do, it is a just thing. I ... just have been wanting this for a very long time. I knew you cared/still care. It is this reason why I haven't been on. I would rather just ... be forgotten. I still make a few appearances here and there. Those will soon be removed.
No remorse, no regrets .. ever I wish it was that easy to be forgotten. I think you're one of those people who are near impossible to forget. I wanna disappear
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 10:49 am
I think every goth has had that thought at least once.Society treats us like lepers.
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