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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 10:23 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 2:08 am
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 9:23 am
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 10:19 am
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 11:24 am
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 12:21 pm
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xLIZA Isel xLIZA Isel Wasps and cockroaches.
That, and I've had the most awful dreams of sexual mutilation. No one has as many rape dreams as I do. They're the only dreams I have anymore, and the wasps/cockroaches are actually hallucinations.
I haven't had a rape dream in a week. Last one I had I was being raped while being drowned. In my bathroom. My two biggest fears.
I've mostly gotten over my fear of rape since as I've aged into a (still androgynous) male with a deep voice, I'm not quite as much of a target.
However, we share a fear of drowning.
It's not even that my nightmares are necessarily rape, it's... it's like actual sex acts that involve violent mutilation. Usually they occur at the claws of a machine, rarely does it involve two humans in contact.
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 1:35 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 2:17 pm
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I dreamed just on Saturday that I was playing near one of the town's gas stations and there was a tree that looked like you could sit on it. So me and my friend are there and I see a box. I reach inside, and a hand pops out. A brown, shriveled up hand. Like a mummy. But I didn't scream. o_O;; Then I dreamed one was sitting up in the tree and they all started to pop out of the ground and come toward me. Then I woke up.
Another time I dreamed (I was six years old) that a mummy was chasing me through the Mc Donald's PlayPlace. I screamed in that one. I woke up and started crying. It almost got to me, I couldn't get away. It really freaked me out.
And then another time I dreamed that my mom, brother, grandma, grandpa and uncle all lived in a high-rise apartment. We owned the whole thing. There was a construction lot just next door. Well, the workers were gone and there was this HUUUUGE skeleton as tall as our building in the lot. I banged on the window to make it go away and it just turned around and stared at me before banging right back on the window.
That was the only time my dreams tried to wake me up. I shoved a hot dog down my throat and barfed it up. Then I pinched myself. I was doing all I could to wake up and then finally did.
Both the skeleton and chasing mummy dreams were in the same night. Skeleton first and mummy second. I also dream about ghosts, which I am afraid of. Real or not, I have a phobia of ghosts. I call it "Paranormaphobia" but if that's not the term, tell me what it is. confused
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 5:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 7:49 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 26, 2007 4:49 pm
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I have horrible, horrible nightmares. Recently, just two over and over. The first is semi-surreal. I'm in a pit, surrounded by people....unhappy people. I believe it was Hell, but there was no fire. Everyone had their hands in the air, trying to catch a hold of something. Why not? So my hands were in the air as well. Through a cloud, a dark hand (black as coal) came down and grabbed my wrist. I was pulled upward....around me, I could see that the pit was in the middle of a beach. The sun was setting, and the sky was on fire. In the middle of the sun was a huge eye, and it watched as I was pulled upward into the cloud. I'd wake up crying every time. <---*---> My boyfriend becomes a god (literally) and my house burns down with me inside it. My soul is trapped in a dead body, so all I can do is watch, and wait...no clue what I'm waiting for, since nothing can release me.
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Posted: Mon Feb 26, 2007 8:00 pm
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