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 Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 5:06 pm
Quote: and to your last post you can help it, i did, seriously through this topic it sounds like this whole issue is just because of a guy you "love"(not sure so i'm putting it in quotes) and he won't go out with you and stuff sorry if that's not what you were aiming for but that's how it's turning out i know it does now...but it does contribute to it...i mean, every time i think about asking him and how to ask...it makes me more depressed about myself, lowers my self-esteem into the negatives every time...getting lower and lower...and i feel like i don't belong and i don't continue to do that...just, nevermind...i should have never made this thread because i feel worse everytime i read it...(it's not you...)
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 7:47 pm
Valosgurl92gothacked My life is ******** up and i cut myself. I need help because i've tried to OD 3 times and each time failed...i hate my family, and my friends take my cutting as a joke. I have someonewhi i love but i don't think he loves me...mainly because he has a girl and they are slowly falling apart. I don't think i have anybody who truely loves me...please help me...i may take myself soon... well if nobody loves you, start by loving yourself. Just prove those ******** wrong Biotch! Omg, suck it up and go get wasted!
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 4:11 pm
i've tried but my parental units follow my every move...apple-tinis are the best...but...oh...idk what to do....without having to get drunk...
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 10:34 pm
Valosgurl92gothacked Quote: true. Why would you cut yourself over some guy who dumped your feelings for him when you can try something else to ease the pain?Look,I hope youre not offent but honestly,that's rude.Yeah,I admit I used to cut before but I thought I was only the one being so NEGATIVE.I've been through many negative points of view.But I was the only one who thought about it.And now I realize how stupid and rude I was.I always kept on thinking NEGATIVE points of views as the reasons behind cases like this.In short,if you keep on thinking negative,of course you'll end up like a life torned away and trashed.And try to stop the cutting.Crying and screaming your lungs out really helps you know. i guess...but still...it's like an addiction...believe me, i want to stop, but something in me won't let me. Like if i'm shaving and i accidently nick myself...the blood just draws me in. I don't know if you understand what i just said but...and some songs trigger it...i can't help it sometimes... songs huh?Then why dont you stop listening to it for a while.Try to not to be so affected of what the lyrics says.
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 3:48 pm
Quote: songs huh?Then why dont you stop listening to it for a while.Try to not to be so affected of what the lyrics says. yeah...i guess. What should i do if i get the sudden urge though...that happens sometimes...or even worse, if my parents start to yell at me for no ******** reason, it really pisses me off and i do it because i feel like it's getting back at them....
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:51 pm
If your parents haven't noticed, than hurting yourself is only hurting yourself, it's not getting back at them.
As for the whole blood drawing you in thing, I know exactly what you mean, and I have the same problem. I crossed the line once because of it, and it was pretty scary, in retrospect. You have to find something to counteract that pull, because it will lead to deeper and deeper cuts until you actually kill yourself. I realize that may seem like something you want, and I realize I may seem like a hypocrite for saying this, but killing yourself is not an answer. It will get you, quite literally, nowhere. If you haven't already found it, then you need to find something to live for. You need to ask yourself what your reason is for being here. It could be anything, and it's there, believe me. It may just be too close for you to see right now. If it wasn't there you would have lost the will to live ages ago and simply stopped breathing. It happens.
Things change, things get better,
<3cat
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 6:19 pm
i did it again...i've been so depressed and somebody said something to me at school and it pushed me over the edge...i went to the school bathroom and made 3 slits on my left wrist...i don't know what's gotten into me lately...
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